Chapter 275

Zhu Jianjun suddenly said nothing. The hand without infusion wiped tears from the corners of his eyes, and then said to the prison guard, "officer, can I have a private word with my daughter?"

The prison guards are a little embarrassed. After all, they dare not neglect their duties. They must keep an eye on the prisoners all the time! Prevent him from escaping from prison and keep him from dying! Make extreme behavior!

"I will be responsible!" Qin Yizhao reached out and took out his certificate. "I promise nothing will happen during this period!"

The staff took the certificate and looked at it, hesitating for a moment. "We also have important positions. Don't take too long!"

"Thank you!" Qin Yizhao replied politely.

"Xuanxuan, you go out, I'll only talk to your sister!" Zhu Jianjun said.

Xuanxuan doesn't want to leave, but Zhang Shuai pulls her out.

Ye Xing also went out. Only Zhu Ruiyan, Zhu Jianjun and Qin Yizhao were left in the room. Qin Yizhao insists on not going out. He is afraid that Zhu Jianjun will do something drastic and hurt Zhu Ruiyan.

Zhu Jianjun seemed stunned there!

"You go out!" Zhu Ruiyan whispered to Qin Yizhao.

"No!" Zhu Jianjun looked at Qin Yizhao and asked, "what's the relationship between you and Yanyan?"

"Yanyan and I are lovers. I want to stay with her all my life!" Qin Yizhao replied in a low voice.

Zhu Jianjun laughed at himself, but was full of satisfaction: "young man, a lifetime is very long! You must be good to my daughter! It must be a lifetime, and you can't give up halfway! It must be a lifetime, or I won't let you go!"

Zhu Ruiyan was very sad, as if her father had come back when she was a child! He is still so kind. He is still very kind and concerned about her. It seems that domestic violence has not happened in recent years.

Qin Yizhao didn't continue to promise him anything, but said in a deep voice, "if you want to say anything, just say it! There's not much time!"

Zhu Jianjun has a special status. During his service, even if he is ill, he needs prison guards to follow him all the way. Naturally, time will not be so free.

"Yanyan, I want to tell you that I love your mother very much! You won't believe it, will you?" Zhu Jianjun looked out of the window at the dark night, spoke slowly and silently, like chasing something in the night sky!

Zhu Ruiyan was even more stunned and looked at him faintly. "I don't believe it! If you love her, how can you treat him like this?"

"Love is as deep as hate!" said Zhu Jianjun.

"I spent my whole life, but I couldn't walk into her heart. I know I shouldn't resent her. Because from the beginning, she told me that she had someone in her heart! If it wasn't for your account, she wouldn't marry me, but would live with you all her life! She said she had been with two men and pregnant with two men's children! But she said she wouldn't die Will tell me who those two men are! I actually understand that they must be prominent people! Because she always watches the news broadcast every day. If she sees someone occasionally, her mood will fluctuate greatly! Although she doesn't say anything, I know she hides and tears alone from time to time. At that time, she will refuse to talk to me and be particularly indifferent to me! "

Zhu Ruiyan listened quietly. Her heart trembled and she didn't know what to say.

Qin Yizhao held Zhu Ruiyan's hand and gave her strength.

Zhu Jianjun continued: "I hate because of love. I want to torture her, but she doesn't love me even more! I love her for so many years, but she hasn't loved me one day! I've traded my life's blood for her life's cold eyes. Do you know how unbalanced my heart is? When a person's enthusiasm is always rejected by her, it can be tolerated at first, but over time, everyone will Very frustrated! I regret and distort. Do you think I really don't feel bad? Do you think I really have to abuse your mother? I just feel bad. Why doesn't she love me? Her relationship with me and her mood towards me have always been the same. She has always loved another man in her heart, but never thought of me! She speaks a foreign language to the TV, but I can't understand it. She is Bullying I don't understand! I'm a man! I can't stand it! But I still love her very much. I love her very much and hate her. I want to wake her up. I want her to beg for mercy and ask her to love me, but she still doesn't love me! "

Zhu Ruiyan was speechless.

Is that so?

Hate for love?

So extreme!

"That night, she watched TV and spoke a lot of German. I knew she spoke German. I often caught her singing, so I remember that tune. What bothered me most was that she spoke German, because I knew she couldn't control herself as soon as she spoke German! She often cried when she spoke alone! I asked him who the man was, and I went to find her! But she came from She didn't tell me! Every time I drink wine, I think of her appearance for so many years. I think of my efforts over the years, but she doesn't love me! Why should I be good to her daughter? I also have resentment in my heart? I will also be angry and jealous! If she loves me, it's natural for me to treat you, but she doesn't love me! "

Zhu Ruiyan quietly looked at Zhu Jianjun on the hospital bed and suddenly felt that Zhu Jianjun was also a poor man! He was just a poor man who could not love! That's all! He distorted himself because he could not love!

"But even so, this is not the reason why you can beat your mother! If you are good to your mother, won't your mother be infected by your tenderness?"

"I've tried, I've tried for more than ten years! Do you think I really haven't tried? My enthusiasm has long been polished. She really has no heart! Yanyan, your mother only loves her first love, and she doesn't love anyone!"

"Do you know who my father is?" Zhu Ruiyan looked at him suspiciously.

"I don't know!" Zhu Jianjun just shook his head. "Your mother never told me. No matter how hard I forced, she never revealed a word!"

Zhu Ruiyan's heart suddenly fell to the bottom of the valley. She once told me that she didn't know if she didn't know. It doesn't matter! But when Zhu Jianjun mentioned it again, she was still excited. No matter how hard she forbeared and pretended to be calm, she was cheating. Only others knew it only in her heart. Originally, she also wanted to know it.

Just, what's the use of knowing? She is really tired. So much is just more wind and rain.

"I want to die. I want to go with her. I want to tell her that I did wrong! If I can do it again, I will never treat her like this! I will never! Even if I can't go into her heart all my life, I am willing to stay with her all my life!" Zhu Jianjun covered his eyes and a line of tears scratched between his fingers!

It's remorse, it's guilt, it's not dare. Zhu Ruiyan can't tell the truth! Maybe only Zhu Jianjun knows the taste!

"Life is so precious that you almost took away your mother's face and now you want to take away your life. Don't you think you are a failure? If you go like this, what will you do to Xuanxuan?" anyway, Zhu Ruiyan doesn't want to watch Zhu Jianjun fall and die!

She is not a noble person. She hates Zhu Jianjun, but she can't be indifferent anyway. After all, he raised himself for so many years. He said he loved his mother, but his way of love was not flattering, but at this moment, she believed him! Because love begets hate, the imbalance in the heart for so many years leads to psychological distortion. People can't do it all their life, silently dedication and no return?

"Yanyan, you take care of my sister, and you can dispose of the house! Sell it or wait to exchange the commercial house. You and your sister are half and half! Although I beat you and scolded you, I still treat you as my own daughter! Dad is really sorry that he delayed you and failed to let you go to school in Beijing. This is what Dad is most ashamed of you. I want to thank you I didn't abandon myself, maybe you are doing something else now! "Zhu Jianjun said calmly, but his tone seemed to be explaining the future, with the elements of last words in it.

Zhu Ruiyan trembled at the bottom of her heart. After looking at him for a long time, she said, "what do you want to do again? Don't go to extremes, OK? You've gone a hundred times, but many people will be implicated because of your business! Xuanxuan will live in guilt all her life, and the prison guard will be punished for your death. You've been selfish for so many years. Should you also consider for others?"

"I won't!" Zhu Jianjun still replied blandly. "Don't worry, I won't!"

Zhu Ruiyan continued: "Don't think too much, take good care of yourself! After you come out, I'll take care of your old man anyway, and won't make you homeless. Let him go of the past and write it off! What my mother owes you, what I owe you, and what you owe your mother, write it off! From today on, we'll all start over again and get to know each other again! But if you still go to extremes , then I will never forgive you in my life. You can't just care about yourself and don't think about Xuanxuan! "

Zhu Ruiyan stood up and looked at Qin Yizhao. She didn't want to talk to Zhu Jianjun anymore. She felt a little tired!

"You go out first, Yan Yan. I want to talk to this young man!" Zhu Jianjun said to Zhu Ruiyan.

When Qin Yizhao heard what Zhu Jianjun said, he felt that this man was actually very sad. The poor man must have something to hate! The hateful man must also have something to pity!