Feng Qijun took her hand and went to the lounge.
When they got to the lounge, there were only two people left in the room. Feng Qijun said, "tell me what's going on! Otherwise I would really kill Qin Yizhao!"
"Calm down!" Yao Meng said and stood up.
Feng Qijun caught Yao Meng's sad look when she mentioned Qin Yizhao. Even if Yao Meng tried to cover up, she couldn't cover up her infinite sadness. "Then tell me, what's the matter, how did you miscarry? Why did you do ligation! Why do I know nothing, but Tong Qing knows everything?"
"Qi Jun, I beg you, don't force me?" Yao Meng lowered his head.
"I forced you? You forced me! You know, I know how hard I feel. Do you know that I love you more than Qin Yizhao! I've been waiting for you. I want to give you a home, but you have no conscience and give him all your heart! I've always loved you, but you haven't protected yourself!"
Feng Qijun's eyes were sore, excited and choked. He hugged Yao Meng into his arms and said, "my silly girl, no matter what happens in the future, you should remember you and me. You are not alone. I will accompany you! Don't say such words as breaking up friendship in the future!"
Why can't she have children? Why did she ligate? Why did she miscarry? At the thought of Yao Yao's final ligation but not being with Qin Yizhao, Feng Qijun felt very painful. What did Yao Yao bear?
"Qi Jun, I'm so sad!" Yao Meng shouted, holding Feng Qi Jun tightly and choking, "I really hurt!"
"Fool, don't be so brave. You still have me. He doesn't love you. I love you. From childhood to childhood, when you cried, I wasn't with you? He is an asshole. Haven't you ever felt my love for you? You love him, but you don't see my pay. Now you torture yourself, but you also torture me. Tell me what's going on!"
"I......" Yao Meng choked. "It's all over. Everything has passed long ago. I don't blame Qin Yizhao. It has nothing to do with him. I've always been too confident. I thought I succeeded and he would stand in place and wait for me. However, no one in this world will always wait for you!"
"I really want to kill him!" Feng Qijun's veins rose, and her ectopic pregnancy abortion led to the final ligation. Qin Yizhao didn't know these things, and finally left her alone in Britain. How much pain does this girl hide in her heart? Incomplete, still strong, smile and actively face the strong woman in life. How did she come over these three years? No wonder she wanted to commit suicide, but she would rather commit suicide than tell the truth. Why did she hide it?
"Qi Jun, give me some dignity. These things are over. Don't mention it again. I will be happy. There are many people around me who pursue me, such as an English boy. He is very nice and I'm ready to accept him!" Yao Meng felt Feng Qi Jun suddenly tremble. Because she didn't want to harm him, it's better to have a long pain than a short pain. She has lost her ability to love someone, So she doesn't want Feng Qijun to indulge in himself.
"Yao Meng, do you want to piss me off? You just marry an English man? Didn't you just say not to look for it? Even if you want to find it, you can only be with me! I don't care if you are a complete woman. I don't care if you can have children. I can even accept your ligation! I marry you, we can have children, we can test tubes! You can't marry others!" Feng Qijun shouted at Yao Meng. Very sad and angry, "losing you is his loss, but how can you marry others?"
"Qi Jun, you know, I love him very much. No one can replace my feelings for him in this life. Even if you love me, I don't love you. I didn't love you before, I don't love you now, and I won't love you in the future!" a sentence made Feng Qi Jun's heart fall to the bottom.
"Do you love him? Don't you love me?" Feng Qijun murmured to himself. He stood up dejected and looked at Yao Meng with painful eyes. Then his whole heart was broken. He turned away in pain. The person Yao Meng loved was Qin Yizhao and never himself!
"Yao Yao, how can you hurt a man who loves you like this!" Tong Qing came over and looked at Yao Meng's silent tears and wiped away her tears. "Even if you're trying to seal Qi Jun, you shouldn't hurt him like this. He's not wrong!"
Yao Meng suddenly smiled, "everything is to blame. You are too self righteous and do good for me? Have you respected me? No one of you can go to Qin Yizhao and let him live a quiet life. Don't disturb him. Even if you are Tong Qing, it doesn't matter if your gratitude and resentment is against me, Yao Meng!"
"Yao Yao, Feng Qijun is the most suitable person for you. He loves you without asking for anything in return. He doesn't care whether you are a strong woman or not. He doesn't care if you have been with Qin Yizhao. Why can't you accept him? He has loved you for so many years, waited for you for so many years and protected you for so many years, but you vent everything on him. If you see when he turned around and left just now You'll know how much he loves you! "Tong Qing said seriously, frowning tightly. Emotional things can't be controlled by reason. Feng Qijun can only come out by himself.
"Sister, what's the matter with him?" Zhu Ruixuan kept looking at Feng Qijun, who was lost on the sofa. He couldn't help but whispered to Zhu Ruiyan, "it's been two days. What's the matter with him? Every day is like losing his soul!"
"Maybe something happened!" Zhu Ruiyan also found that it was abnormal to seal Qi Jun these two days. As soon as she came back yesterday, she sat on the sofa in a daze. As soon as she sat down, she left at noon, and then came back to continue in a daze.
"What's the matter with you?" Zhu Ruiyan said and went to Feng Qijun. "Have you met anything?"
Feng Qijun didn't hear what Zhu Ruiyan said. He didn't know whether it was because he was distracted and shielded automatically or didn't hear it at all.
"Feng Qijun, it's been four hours since the morning. You've been in a daze. You haven't eaten yet. Can you go eat and continue?"
Feng Qijun was silent.
For a long time, he finally asked, "why do you have to love Qin Yizhao?"
"Why do you suddenly ask such a question?" Zhu Ruiyan was surprised.
"What's good about Qin Yizhao?" Feng Qijun shifted his eyes and looked at Zhu Ruiyan, because Zhu Ruiyan was his cousin. Without these relationships, Feng Qijun wanted to help Yaomeng get Qin Yizhao back, but at this time, the person Qin Yizhao loved was his cousin. What should he do?
"He is good everywhere and bad everywhere! You don't need a reason to love someone. You must have loved others. Do you know the reason why you love her?" Zhu Ruiyan smiled.
Feng Qijun opened his mouth, but he didn't know how to answer.
"Xuanxuan and I have been waiting for you to eat. The food sent by the second brother today is delicious. Let's eat!" Zhu Ruiyan said.
"You eat, I have no appetite and don't eat!" Feng Qijun shook his head and then said, "Yanyan, why have you experienced so many miserable years, but you are still so strong?"
"I'm not strong, no one carries it for me, and no one is brave for me!" Zhu Ruiyan asked, "should I choose to escape if I can't bear these things? Commit suicide? Escape can't solve the problem! I'm not a person who likes to escape!"
Feng Qijun leans against Zhu Ruiyan's thin shoulder. Zhu Ruixuan is very surprised. What's the matter?
At this moment, they were pushed away. Zhu Ruiyan was surprised to see the people coming in outside.
But the two people hugging each other on the sofa didn't notice, because Zhu Ruiyan had her back to the door, didn't know who came in, and couldn't manage so much, just wanted to comfort Feng Qijun.
Feng Qijun closed his eyes in pain, let the pain hover in his heart, and didn't care about the people who came in.
The person who pushed the door in was not others, but Qin Yizhao.
Qin Yizhao returned safely, investigated clearly and returned his innocence!
Qin Yizhao was surprised and said, "what are you two doing?"
Zhu Ruiyan heard Qin Yizhao's voice and thought it was his illusion. Feng Qijun opened his eyes and saw Qin Yizhao. A trace of anger and hatred flashed through the bottom of his eyes, and then released Zhu Ruiyan.
Zhu Ruiyan turns around and looks up, Qin Yizhao! "You're back?" he looked at Qin Yizhao with overjoyed eyes.
Qin Yizhao nodded.
Feng Qijun looked at Qin Yizhao with hatred, which was difficult to restrain.
Qin Yizhao also saw the anger in Feng Qijun's eyes at this time. Such an expression only appeared when Yao Meng committed suicide in the past. Qin Yizhao frowned. Did Tong Qing tell him about it? She was very flustered in her heart and looked at Zhu Ruiyan again. Zhu Ruiyan was overjoyed at this time. After confirming that Zhu Ruiyan probably didn't know, she was relieved.
Qin Yizhao suddenly said, "can you go out? I want to wait with my wife!"
As soon as his voice fell, he saw the anger on Feng Qijun's face getting deeper and deeper. The devil's light shone in his eyes, approached him step by step, and then clenched his teeth and shouted, "Qin! Yi! Zhao!"
Qin Yizhao was very calm.
"What's up? We'll talk about it later! Now please go out!" Qin Yizhao said in a deep voice.
Feng Qijun put away his bloodthirsty eyes, bypassed Qin Yizhao and went out.
Zhu Ruixuan also followed him out of the ward.
Now there are only Zhu Ruiyan and Qin Yizhao left in the ward. Zhu Ruiyan is really surprised. She didn't expect Qin Yizhao to come back so soon. She knew that Qin Yizhao is an honest man and he will be fine.
"When did you come out?" Zhu Ruiyan asked.
"Two hours ago! I went back to take a bath after I came out. Go to bad luck! I don't want to hold you dirty!" Qin Yizhao said softly.
His voice was so calm, but he went deep into Zhu Ruiyan's heart, "I really want to hug you, Yan Yan!"
Qin Yizhao forced Zhu Ruiyan into his arms. The soap on his body still smells so good.