"Don't be guilty. This is the price of growth and the necessary process of growth. You don't have to think so. We're just predestined!" Yao Meng replied with a smile, "when will you get married?"
Qin Yizhao said calmly at this time, "Zhu Ruiyan and I are married, but there is no wedding!"
Yao Meng's face changed greatly. At this time, his smile was too stiff, but he still hung a smile. He didn't know how to describe his mood at this moment.
Yao Meng looked at Qin Yizhao, still the familiar face. She stared at Qin Yizhao, but at this time, all Qin Yizhao's eyes would not appear on Yao Meng.
Um! They are married!
For a moment, all the past appeared in her mind, and finally her head became nothingness and blank.
Time seemed to stop at this moment. Everything changed. I knew that he and Zhu Ruiyan would get married in the end, but I was still very sad and lost!
The past they once had is vivid. Their laughter, crying and love hate entanglement are so clearly visible.
Love is very painful, the pain of separation of bones and flesh.
She watched the man transform from a boy all the way, mature all the way, and finally the man no longer belonged to her.
When this man loves you and loves you, you are in heaven. If he doesn't love you, you fall to hell.
"Congratulations!" she said, finally recovering her lost soul.
Qin Yizhao's eyes were unfathomable at this time, and he replied politely: "thank you! Yao Meng, you will also find your own happiness!"
"Yes, I will be happy!" Yao Meng suddenly smiled. It seemed that there was still a trace of hesitation. A word choked in his throat and said, "I'm going to get married, too!"
Qin Yizhao's eyes twinkled with surprise, and then turned into questions. Finally, he couldn't help asking, "what kind of person is the other party? Is he excellent?"
"A man who loves me very much dotes on me, loves me and loves me!" Yao Meng returned with a smile: "and he doesn't care about my work or whether my career will be too strong“
It looks very calm.
Qin Yizhao's subsequent answer was, "that's good!"
As long as she can be happy, at least when he is happy, his guilt at the bottom of his heart will gradually decrease. Qin Yizhao silently blesses Yao Meng. "Yao Meng, you must be happy. I Qin Yizhao can't give you. Please give you your husband completely!"
"Let me design your wedding dress!" Yao Meng suddenly said, "remember what I said before, no matter who your bride is in the future, let me design your wedding dress!"
Qin Yizhao was stunned and didn't speak. He just said, "I heard that you have come back for development. I haven't congratulated you yet. I wish you good luck in your business!"
"Yes, after all, this is my home! I like the city. I said before that one day I will return to the city, which belongs to me!" Yao Meng said. He refused his request, indicating that he really loves Zhu Ruiyan and doesn't want Zhu Ruiyan to be wronged. Yao Meng lamented silently in his heart.
"I wish you success!"
"Thank you. I also wish you a bright future and a broad career!"
Everything has changed.
Everything is alienated.
Mingming had put it down in her heart, but there was still a trace of pain in her heart. She saw Qin Yizhao's face and said, "thank you!"
Yes, they began to have thanks and blessings. Then everything is enough. Some things can't be forced. Leave all the beauty in the bottom of my heart and leave it to yesterday. After all, it's not because of anything unforgivable. It's just because it's fate and inappropriate. Finally, it's ok to become friends.
At this time, he thought deeply. Finally, he couldn't help asking, "that person can care nothing, hurt you, love you and cherish you all his life?"
Yao Meng was stunned and asked, "don't care about anything? What are you talking about?"
Qin Yizhao replied, "Yao Yao, I thought there would be no one in the world who doesn't care about everyone. Qi Jun really loves you!"
"Really?" she smiled.
For such words, from Qin Yizhao's mouth, Yao Meng can only laugh off it. She doesn't want to go deep into this problem. Her own heart is very clear that Feng Qijun loves her most, but it takes too much courage to be with Feng Qijun, and she is also very selfish. She is afraid of losing Feng Qijun's friend in the future.
Qin Yizhao said this, but he didn't believe that she was really going to get married. He was still worried that if she didn't live happily.
At the thought that Tong Qing told Qin Yizhao his secret about his abortion and ligation, Yaomeng knew very well that Qin Yizhao was just guilty to her, but his attitude was the same as when he forced her to die. He was so determined. It was because he was ashamed at this time that he was worried that she was not living well.
"Qi Jun will be happy too!" Yao Meng just said.
"Yao Yao!" Qin Yizhao stood opposite her and said, "if you chose Feng Qijun at the beginning, maybe your ending would not be like this!"
The emotions in his eyes are very complex, but too many emotions are just a sense of guilt.
Yao Meng remembered that many years ago, his eyes looking at himself were so hot and deep love, but many years later, when he faced her, he had no other emotion in his eyes except guilt.
"But I don't regret it!" she continued with a smile. "Yizhao, no matter what, we have loved each other. We are each other's first love. No matter when and where we love or don't love now, I won't regret my original decision!"
"Well, I don't regret it!" Qin Yizhao said. People can't change the way they choose. No matter what the outcome is, erasing the past is erasing life. "I'm just ashamed. For you, I'm deeply sorry about that!"
"Yi Zhao, when you get married, you must be happy. Don't think about other people's affairs. You have no obligation to think about anyone. The past is the past. Everyone has a good life. If you still feel guilty, you are sorry for Zhu Ruiyan. These things really have nothing to do with you. Even if it was not an accident, I won't leave him. You know, that's right At that time, I only wanted my own career wholeheartedly. In my heart, the future is greater than everything! "She said, but her eyes were sour.
I don't know if I really put it down or if I have to put it down after all. The past has become a memory. Youth has been lost and can no longer return to the past.
"Yao Yao! He called softly.
"Hmm?" she looked up at the ceiling and let it take away her tears.
Qin Yizhao looked at him, paused for a long time and said, "did you really put it down?"
She smiled. This smile makes it difficult to distinguish the meaning. "Since the last time I committed suicide, your decision has let me put it down! Yizhao, to tell the truth, you really didn't apologize to me, so you don't have to feel guilty. I hope you will be happy in your future life!"
She really wanted him to be happy.
Qin Yizhao said, "you too. You must be happy. I will attend your wedding. Don't forget to send me a wedding invitation at that time!"
She closed her eyes, tried to calm herself, put down the past, turned the page, let go of herself, start all over again, choked and said, "OK!"
"Sorry!" Qin Yizhao suddenly apologized when Yaomeng opened his eyes.
Yao Meng is very clear that his sorry is for the child who went the wrong way and failed to settle down. He feels sorry for her suffering in the operating room, but all this really has nothing to do with him. Even if the child is normal development, maybe she would not choose to give birth to the child at that time. Therefore, God will punish her now so that she can't live again Birth, all this is God's punishment for her. All this really has nothing to do with Qin Yizhao. She never thinks these things are related to Qin Yizhao and has never blamed Qin Yizhao. Therefore, there is no need for his guilt.
"Yao Yao, I'm really sorry!" Qin Yizhao's voice suddenly became gentle.
"It doesn't matter, everything is over!" Yao Meng hung his head and blurred his vision. It was very distorted.
Yes, things in the past have passed, and it doesn't mean anything to say more. "We were just talking about living in the present? Really don't do that. It's all in the past. Yizhao, now that we have grown up, this is the price of growth. You're right, I'm not wrong, we just want a different future!"
"When I get married, you must come! I will send the invitation. At that time, you must attend my wedding with Zhu Ruiyan, and invite me to your wedding. We will be happy in the future, and Qi Jun will be happy as well. I will accompany Xinxin for a while. I should go back to the company, and there are still many things to deal with! Goodbye, Yizhao!"
Goodbye, never again!
People should learn to let go of the past after all. You should know how to say goodbye to the past, learn to put down, learn to love yourself and learn to let go of yourself. Only in this way can you get happiness.
Yao dreamed of entering Lin Shixin's ward. At this time, secretary Lin also came out of the ward with a very trance expression.
Qin Yizhao stood in the corridor without saying a word. Lin Xi came to him and said, "Yizhao, come to me in the office this afternoon. I want to calm down!"
Secretary Lin left, and Qin Yizhao left with him. Then he went to the parking lot, got into the car, sat in the car and lit a cigarette. Finally, everything passed!
Tong Qing accompanied Lin Shixin without saying anything.
Lin Shixin was also very calm at this time, but his eyes were very red and swollen.
Yao Meng enters the ward and sees Tong Qing looking at Lin Shixin and falling in love with his cousin. Only Tong Qing knows the pain of love.
Those who are in love are fools. No one can understand his madness for love, and no one can understand the feelings of the authorities, because such feelings will never feel the same, such as people know the cold and warm of drinking water! Although most happy endings are the same, only those who have experienced feelings know their secrets. These things are outsiders I don't know.