Chapter 363

In the face of his daughter with a face similar to that of a girl, his heart was full of unspeakable pain, sadness and pain. All the emotions accumulated in his heart rushed to his heart at one time.

"Dad, mom, I hope you can live well! This is also mom's only wish. Don't do this. Mom will be very sad and disappointed when she knows!" Zhu Ruiyan couldn't bear to see Lin Xi's state.

Zhu Ruiyan once thought that love is a perceptual thing. If too much rational thinking is used to consider it, is love still love?

After so many ups and downs, seeing the life of her mother and Zhu Jianjun, and then seeing the life of Tong Meng and He Ping, her point of view had to be changed.

Love needs conditions and needs to consider problems with rationality. Sensibility is useless. Only rationality will clean up the mess for you.

Feeling doesn't know where it comes from. Once it goes, it's deep. When you live, you can die for it, and when you die, you can live for it. When you live, you don't want to die for it, but when you die, you can't come back to life. Love doesn't know what to rely on until death. You don't know what fate is, and you disappear. You will always meet the person you love most in your life. That person is the soul of your life. Maybe you still live without him, but you have no soul because of losing him.

Mother's soul has always existed in father's heart.

So I never forget, because I was deeply in love, but I had to turn around and miss my whole life.

In this way, he kept his favorite people in his heart all his life. He didn't even mention his daughter. At the beginning, he must have been very good to his mother. In his mother's diary and his father's mouth, he learned that he took good care of her for three years, and then missed her. How much patience can he have to let a woman die and resurrect?

She originally thought that her existence was just a relic caused by her father's irresponsibility, but she didn't expect that her existence was because of love. Maybe her mother didn't know she loved her father at all, but she was already moved by it.

Just once the heart why will become the last Acacia disaster?

It turned out that the position of the whole soul and soul was firmly occupied by my father. My father has been an indispensable part of my mother's life.

Life is always like this. It is probably the greatest unspeakable pain in life for people who love each other to grow old.

"I thought your mother hated me. I thought she hated me too much!" whispered Lin Xi, lowering her head.

When Zhu Ruiyan saw that two drops of water were mixed on her desk, she turned away and couldn't bear to see the current scene. She said: "How could mom hate you? She was reluctant to share you with her daughter. She never mentioned it. At first, I thought my mother taught me German to miss minister Qin, but now I know all this, I understand that she probably missed the days when she taught you German in the past. It's so deep and hard to say. Maybe only my mother can do such things, only you have in mind Love, then you have an afterlife! "

"But the next life is a lie!" Lin Xi choked.

"But no one can be sure that there will be no afterlife. Your mother promised you three lives and three lives. You still have three lives in your heart. In the afterlife, I still want to be your daughter!"

"Yan Yan, dad is ashamed of your life. Don't you hate me?"

"At first I blame you, but then I can't. It's not your fault. It's just fate playing tricks on people. I know you love your mother very much. I also know that you are an upright person who can stand up and say one thing. I'm happy and proud to be your daughter. Shall we go to dinner together, dad? I want to have a good meal with you, just you and me, Is that all right? "

Lin Xi lowered her head, remained silent for a long time, and answered, "OK!"‘

Zhu Ruiyan saw that Lin Xi had no tears in her eyes at this time, but the two mixed tears on the table were so dazzling.

Lin Xi stood up and trembled. Zhu Ruiyan immediately stepped out to hold him and hold his arm. Lin Xi lowered her eyes and looked at her daughter. Her eyes were blurred. He and the girl's daughter, yes, their daughter, like the girl, were a kind person and had a tolerant heart.

The two fathers and daughters sat at the table. The food was very rich. Zhu Ruiyan didn't mention a word now and said, "Dad, my daughter invited you to dinner today! I'll pay the bill!"

Lin Xi was stunned, pursed her lips, and looked at Zhu Ruiyan. It was so complex. After looking at it for a long time, she began to speak. She could hear endless self reproach in her tone: "child, how can you invite your father to dinner? My father hasn't raised you all day. You don't blame me. I'm very satisfied if I recognize my father!"

"Dad, I don't have any other requirements. Although my salary is not high, I just want to invite you to dinner!" Zhu Ruiyan's tears are hazy, glittering tears in her eyes, choking: "don't refuse, this is my wish all the time!"

"OK, Dad won't refuse!" he also has two biological daughters, but they never said they would invite themselves to a meal, but in front of this daughter they have never raised, they are willing to take their own salary to invite themselves to a meal. Lin Xi has mixed feelings: "Yanyan, you are a kind and good child. Dad is proud of you. Dad will not let you suffer any more grievances and get justice for you to the end!"

Zhu Ruiyan smiled and didn't speak. She cooked for Lin Xi.

This meal was not the first time she and Lin Xi had dinner, but it was the first time they sat down alone.

During the meal, Zhu Ruiyan didn't mention anything about pleading for mercy. The two were happy and full of family affection. The picture was very warm. Knowing that after dinner, Zhu Ruiyan was ready to go back to the hospital, she suddenly opened to Lin Xi: "Dad, you must promise me to take good care of your health for me and my mother. You must remember to eat well every day!"

"OK, I see. When I'm done, dad will take you home, recognize your ancestors and change your name. Can you eat with dad every day?" Lin Xi said.

Surprised, Zhu Ruiyan shook her head and said: "Dad, I can understand your mood. What's my last name really doesn't matter. It's important as long as you're my father. My father doesn't care about his face, but my daughter can't ignore it. The reason why my mother hasn't looked for you for so many years is that I hope you have a bright future. I won't violate my mother's original sincerity. I won't change my name. I don't want too many people to know I am your daughter. I have recognized your father in my heart, and I love you very much. At the same time, I am grateful to you for taking care of my mother for so many years. Without you, there would be no mother for the rest of her life, let alone me! "

After hearing this, Lin Xi was very distressed: "my child, it's all my father's bad, but my father just wants you to go home. He wants you to have a surname with my father. You belong to the Lin family, and you are my daughter and Shujing!"

Zhu Ruiyan's nose was sour and almost jumped into Lin Xi's arms. This tall and powerful hug had never been hugged in a day, probably because she had grown up.

She raised her head and looked into Lin Xi's eyes. At this time, the father's eyes showed wireless love. She knew that it was not easy for her father to prosper today. At the same time, she was also very clear that her mother had not looked for it for many years and had been patient, and it was not easy in her heart.

Finally, she smiled and said, "Dad, can we talk about this later? Now you should take good care of yourself and don't work too hard. After all, you're not alone in the country!"

"OK, we'll talk when I handle things!" Lin Xi nodded.

On her way back to the hospital, Zhu Ruiyan kept thinking about the love story between her father and mother.

Mother's life was lonely and helpless, but she got the love of three men. Although in the end, every man who loved her was scarred, but her life was worth it.

When I think of how many sleepless nights my mother tossed and turned at night, my heart began to ache. A person misses his distant lover in the dark. Love is in a foreign land. I never mentioned it. I can't forget it forever.

Promise Sansheng, Sansheng stone agreement, you promise me Sansheng, I will wait for you for three generations!

This is a pity that my mother and my father passed by. After a lifetime, my mother made a unilateral commitment. Up to now, no matter how contrary this life is, she knows that my father will never leave behind. The myriad rivers and mountains between them may be exhausted and insurmountable in this life, because this life is destined to be high-end people.

Love is preached for life because of missing. What makes people sad is love. We loved each other and were sad when we thought of it.

If Qin Yizhao's guilt can't be erased, can it be guaranteed that Yao dream is not the bitterness of Qin Yizhao's life?

Zhu Ruiyan returned to the hospital and told Xu Lanhao a story as usual until Xu Lanhao fell asleep,

She was lying in bed, saying she was sleeping. In fact, she was lying thinking about things. She knew all the sounds outside. The faint footsteps in the corridor could also be heard clearly, but her brain was confused, as if she were sleeping.

Qin Yizhao did not return tonight.

She seemed to have a nightmare. She dreamed of Qin Yizhao. Qin Yizhao ran in front and she chased behind. He ran with big steps and she chased with big steps, but she couldn't catch up with Qin Yizhao in the end.

As soon as the picture turned, Yao Meng appeared in the dream and waved to Qin Yizhao. Qin Yizhao walked towards Yao Meng without looking back and hugged Yao Meng. Zhu Ruiyan shouted at Qin Yizhao behind, but Qin Yizhao didn't look back.

She shouted from a distance, but she couldn't make a sound. Qin Yizhao held Yao Meng tightly in her arms. She saw two people snuggling up tightly, which was very uncomfortable.

Yao Meng's face was filled with happiness. Qin Yizhao turned and looked at himself. He couldn't see his cheeks clearly. He only saw a pair of eyes. Tears blurred and sadness eroded his eyes, which made people suffocate. In the infernal darkness, Qin Yizhao spoke: "Yan Yan, I'm sorry, don't force me. I'm sorry for Yao Meng, I'm sorry!"

Yes, I've been forcing him!

No, she was very clear about Qin Yizhao's guilt and sadness. He didn't say that if Yao Meng was not happy, Qin Yizhao would not be happy all his life. Zhu Ruiyan understood very well.

Suddenly woke up, Zhu Ruiyan was sweating, woke up in a dream, and Qin Yizhao appeared in front of her eyes.