Chapter 378

"At that time, I would stand up and speak because my guilt was causing trouble, so I investigated her fiance. I know that she and shiyejin are not together because of love. I'm worried that she doesn't live well and unhappy, so I once persuaded her not to get married. I'm afraid she will become eternal regret and regret all her life!"

"As a result, I happened to pass downstairs from her company that day. I saw Shi Yejin coming to pick her up from work. Suddenly, a woman rushed out. The woman pushed her to the ground, and then Shi Yejin ran away with the woman. I saw her fall in the rain, and her knees were bleeding. She asked me to buy her a pair of shoes, because the shoes were broken. Later, I took her to the hospital Without shoes, I couldn't walk. That's why I held her, but it also hurt you. I didn't take your feelings into account. I have deeply reviewed myself. I think sometimes I'm too nosy. Later Qin Yue reminded me, but I still insist on this. I'm just sorry for her, not love! Yanyan, can you understand? If I If I really love her, I won't insist on marrying you! I won't insist on marrying you in the case of your mother and my father. I was drunk that night, not because of Yao Meng, but just socializing, but I didn't tell you that Bai Sheng was my college classmate and my comrade in arms. He was upset and asked me to drink with him that day. Finally, you missed him I think I was drunk because of Yaomeng! I stood up to stop shiyejin at the wedding not because I loved Yaomeng. I was afraid that the wedding could not go on normally. I might also have selfish intentions. I thought she married quickly and we could be together. At that time, I was too impulsive and didn't take into account your feelings. I didn't expect you to be disappointed. Finally, I left without saying goodbye. I didn't dream I thought you would leave me. I admit I was a bit overbearing, but I also know that you left not only because of Yao Meng, but also because of Tong Qing. The main reason is because of me. You are disappointed in me. You are completely hurt. Everything is my fault. I let you suffer from gains and losses. Because of my carelessness, I lost you! But from the day you left, I was like a dream When I woke up, I knew I was wrong. You left without saying goodbye. In the past ten months, I haven't stopped looking for you every minute. You left, and my guilt is gone. Is it all over? Can we get back together? Wife! "

Zhu Ruiyan listened to Qin Yizhao's explanation quietly. She didn't know why she could calmly listen to Qin Yizhao's story about Yao dream. It was clear that the name of Yao dream was the pain in her heart. I don't know why at this moment, she felt that it was different. The important thing is that she no longer avoided all this.

She knew she didn't lie to herself, but could they really return to the way they used to be? Can you still pretend that nothing has happened?

Qin Yizhao continued firmly: "Yan Yan, I have never shaken my love for you. I know what I want in my heart. I just want to spend the rest of my life with you. That person can only be you!"

He sincerely looked into her eyes and continued: "for ten months, I haven't slept well once a day. I miss you like crazy. I finally know where I'm wrong. I'm wrong. Shall we start again? I promise I won't be the same as before, can I?"

Zhu Ruiyan stayed there, still quiet.

How could she not care about these things? She couldn't let go. She couldn't help but think back. She knew that he took over only in a special period. Work was the busiest time. She didn't want to let him delay his work because of her poor energy, but she still needed to think calmly.

Qin Yizhao said and burst into tears.

When Zhu Ruiyan touched his skin, she knew that Qin Yizhao was crying. She felt very sad because of the unspeakable taste in her heart.

The body that originally wanted to get out was stunned. Watching him cry, his heart hurt again. Subconsciously wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes. Such a strong and strong man should not shed tears!

"Qin Yizhao, I don't blame you. I didn't blame you from beginning to end. I just don't know how to continue with you. I don't want to lie. I care about all this. I'm afraid I'll be the same as Tong Qing and He Ping in the end. Because love distorts my mind and finally becomes out of control, I can't accept that you miss other women in your heart. I'd rather miss that feeling than me Want to have, I'm afraid that in the end I won't be like myself. I know I'm selfish, but I can't help it. I have to stay away! "

"I know, I know!" Qin Yizhao held Zhu Ruiyan's hand and said gently, "I understand your mood. You are not generous. You are very tolerant of me, and you are right. I am the same as you. I can't hold you thinking about other men in my eyes. I understand a truth!"

"But I still can't let go now. I will always have this pimple in my heart!" Zhu Ruiyan frowned tightly, very distressed.

"Girl, it doesn't matter. I can wait for you. As long as you don't run away and let me see you, I'll wait until the day you let go, okay?" he waited for him for ten months. Now he can see her again. He's very satisfied: "Yanyan, I'll catch you back!"

"No, Qin Yizhao, you're too stupid. It's not worth it. I'm not worth it!" Zhu Ruiyan said.

Has the final say, "wife, you know, I'm most willing to be angry, my wife?" Qin Yizhao felt very sad, but Zhu Ruiyan was willing to take care of herself.

"You go back first! Let me stay for a while. I want to be quiet!" she said with her head down. She didn't refuse. She probably acquiesced! She didn't know if it was a reconciliation, but she didn't want to be too close before she let go, because she would only lose herself.

"No, Yan Yan, do you want me to stay with you? Just stay with you. I won't do anything! I promise!" Qin Yizhao seemed to understand Zhu Ruiyan's mind, took Zhu Ruiyan's small hand and said firmly, "I want to live with you!"

The original relaxed nerves tightened again. Zhu Ruiyan immediately said, "no!"

"Wife, you clearly love me. Am I right?" he asked solemnly, staring at Zhu Ruiyan's eyes.

She frowned, and he knew he didn't want anything else except that?

She was a little unhappy. It was clear that he was just thinking about going to bed with herself. She suddenly stood up and said in a cold tone: "Qin Yizhao, if you look like this again, I will never see you again. I will consider moving to other places!"

Zhu Ruiyan finished and stared at Qin Yizhao tightly.

He didn't seem surprised. He had long expected that she would say such a thing. He didn't insist again and said, "OK, wife, I'll go back, but you promised me not to escape me, okay? I can't find you. I don't want to work. I'll have a bad time and worry!"

Without too much reaction, she calmly replied, "I can promise you not to run. Go back first! Take care of yourself and concentrate on your work! You take over. There are many things to deal with. You should be busy with your own first!"

"Ha ha, you are still so considerate of me and care about my work!" he said, pulling a smile on his lips. He greedily looked at Zhu Ruiyan and said, "wife, I can't sleep alone!"

He wants to be naughty again.

The two people are very close at this time. They can see each other's emotions clearly by raising their eyes and looking at each other.

All she saw in his eyes was affection, but all he saw was fear.

He smiled, so brilliant, heartbreaking and charming.

He opened his arms and held her tightly in his arms for a moment. He saw Zhu Ruiyan's panic and then said, "I'll wait for you. When you let go, forget the bad between us, okay? I'll go back tonight, but I want a good night, Moda!"

He kissed Zhu Ruiyan with passion and strength, and whispered her name.

"Yan Yan... Yan Yan..."

The deeper he kissed, the more he kissed, the more he breathed. He kissed his neck and felt suffocating. It seemed that his whole body had lost strength. At the moment of paralysis, he stopped: "sorry, Yanyan, I didn't mean it. I can't help it!"

She gasped, took a deep breath, stretched out her hand, pinched her cheek and said, "well, girl, rest early. I'll go back now!"

Then he was ready to go, but suddenly he thought of something and asked, "Yanyan, where's your cell phone?"

When they looked at each other, they saw a mobile phone on the desk. Qin Yizhao picked up the phone and dialed a number. His mobile phone vibrated, then saved it for her, and then said, "Yanyan, this is my new number. It was turned on when I was 24 hours old. If you miss me or a person is afraid, call me and I'll answer it at any time!"

She still didn't speak. She used silence to cover up her confusion in her heart and said nonsense: "OK, I know, you go!"

Qin Yizhao's eyes were reluctant to part: "I'm really gone!"

With that, he didn't stop and leave.

Until the moment the door was closed and his voice disappeared from the room, she held the wall and sat down in the chair. Her hand couldn't help touching her red lips, which were still warm.

I took my cell phone and looked at it. Qin Yizhao even made remarks for himself. Two words, husband!

At night, it was very quiet and very long.

Zhu Ruiyan thought he would call him when he got back, but he didn't. Zhu Ruiyan waited for a long time.

Her eyes will involuntarily look at the side of the mobile phone, but there is no response.

A sense of loss arises spontaneously. It is clear that she asked him to go back, but at this moment, she misses him so much. His taste, his breath and his arms are just very strange. This time, Qin Yizhao has no smell of tobacco.

He never called. It was 12 a.m. when Zhu Ruiyan went to bed and turned off the lights, the phone rang. It was a short message. She was surprised to turn on her mobile phone. On it was a short but warm message from Qin Yizhao: "my dear wife, have a good dream tonight!"