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Qin Yizhao had never said anything similar to Zhu Ruiyan and had never looked at her with such a gaze before, much less used such a tone in front of her. Her mind was in a mess, she did not understand what this man wanted to express.

"What did you say?" she asked.

"I cannot give you any promises. I also hate making promises to others. I really like my current state, and our current state is also the one you chose. As for what will happen in the future, that will depend on your performance." Qin Yizhao's words were very realistic, but there was a hint of loneliness in her tone as he once again warned Zhu Ruiyan sternly, "Do you understand? Even if it's a lover, you still need to be strong.

This person's words carried a profound meaning, she could not understand it. Perhaps, she wanted to hear the words that were spoken a little more directly, but she did not hear a single word that she was sure of, so she was also unwilling to guess anything from the words that were said by the cloud mist barrier.

"I hate women who mess around."

"If you let me go, I won't bring you any trouble." She understood from the beginning that they were only doing business, and she never had any presumptuous thoughts, so she didn't think too highly of herself. It was just that she didn't want herself to be trampled on, but what was the current situation?

She raised Zhu Ruiyan's chin with such force that she nearly untied her chin. Seeing the blazing flames in Qin Yizhao's eyes, Zhu Ruiyan, who had been forced to raise her head, clenched his teeth and said to her, "Zhu Ruiyan, I told you not to bring up this matter again, why didn't you listen to me?"

Zhu Ruiyan faintly felt Qin Yizhao's fury. Facing those pitch-black eyes, a feeling of humiliation arose from the bottom of his heart, and couldn't fade no matter what. She knew that she shouldn't have had such thoughts right now, but she still desired freedom.

She tried her best to calm down the sadness in her heart. She thought of her mother, thought of this person arranging work for her, thought of her sister, thought of many of his good intentions, her eyes revealed too many emotions, she was unwilling, she was sad, she had no dignity, but in the end, there was only peace. She calmed down all of her emotions and finally said, "I promise you, I won't leave.

Zhu Ruiyan's voice was not loud, but it was firm. She withdrew her humiliation, her sadness, and her dignity. Qin Yizhao had seen her being abused by her stepfather, seen her being deceived and used by her boyfriend, she had never been this determined before. The current her was very small, she could not see any hope, and could only throw her body to him, protecting her fragile heart.

Qin Yizhao felt that the ice in his heart had shattered. He looked at Zhu Ruiyan's blank gaze and heard the sorrowful and resolute voice, but the destruction of the ice did not give him the slightest warmth, instead, it made him feel even colder. This woman was submitting to him.

"Enough of that, I haven't eaten for a whole day. I'm very hungry, hurry up and eat the donkey meat and see how the taste is. If the taste isn't good, then I really won't go next time." He changed the topic, his tone became gentler as he put down his hands and hugged Zhu Ruiyan's waist.

The two of them embraced each other, Zhu Ruiyan looked at the person in front of her, looked at the familiar face, stared at those eyes, and really wanted to see something. She didn't know how this person could easily change his mood, or even capture any of his thoughts.

The two of them were in the living room, and when he saw Zhu Ruiyan looking at him suspiciously, bringing her to the kitchen and switching on the light in the kitchen, he felt a little helpless.

Zhu Ruiyan quietly thought back to what Qin Yizhao had said in the living room, thinking about every word she had said, but she could understand the meaning behind each word, and she could not understand what the connection meant. He did want to promise her, but he had said that he would not give her the promise, and that was a warning, but he had simply ordered her to do it, and there was no need to walk in a circle. She was really confused.

"Why did you suddenly have the thought of leaving last time?" Qin Yizhao brought the donkey meat into the kitchen and casually asked.

When Zhu Ruiyan heard him mention it, she remembered that book again. Then, he erased the thought in her mind, "At that time, I just felt that it was shameful, so I wanted to leave."

The expression on Qin Yizhao's face did not look good, "Is it for your so-called dignity?"

This so-called dignity, this person thought that the lowest class of people should not have dignity.

Zhu Ruiyan laughed bitterly, "Humans will always have their own dignity. No matter how insignificant their lives are, they always wish that there was still the final bit of dignity to follow them. Now that there's no dignity anymore, it doesn't matter how you try to trample on them, I won't feel shameful anymore."

When Qin Yizhao heard her words, he felt that she was very unpleasant. He stared at her intently, "What about me trampling you? Let you live like a ghost? "

"No, you're very good to me." Zhu Ruiyan was telling the truth.

Yes?" I've taken away your pitiful dignity, so why not treat you well? What have I done to you? "" he asked deliberately.

"I know my own identity, and as an underground lover, I don't have any dignity. You have treated me well as an underground lover, helping me find such a stable job, buying me new clothes, giving me money behind my back, and even cultivating my abilities. You have never humiliated me before, you have been really good to me."

She spoke so calmly without any emotion. What she said was all about how he treated her well, but these kinds of words were not what he liked to hear.

His brows were tightly knitted as he glared at her. "If you know that I've treated you so well, then you should be happy and live your days. Why are you crying like this?"

"Yes, I will live a happy life." Zhu Ruiyan even forced a smile on her face, purposely smiling for Qin Yizhao to see.

However, that smile didn't cause anyone to feel happy at all. The curve of her lips was filled with a faint smile. She looked like a flower floating in the wind. She had no roots, and didn't know where to go. Even so, it still silently blossomed with its final luster, turning into mud and turning into new fertilizer for the other plants.

Qin Yizhao didn't know that a smile could contain so many meanings. He looked at it for a moment, then lowered his head. He was going to tear her disguise apart.

He placed Zhu Ruiyan on the marble cabinet, her charming voice resonating once more, "Really? I am very proud to have made you so happy. "

Before Zhu Ruiyan's smile could fade, there was only panic left. She shouted out his name, hoping that he would have mercy on her, "Zhao."

Qin Yizhao's heart was not moved at all. He continued to move roughly with her head lowered, pressing down on her, "Are you afraid? "What's there to be afraid of? I didn't insult you, and you also said that I was very good to you. Whatever I want to do, you have to do." Then, he roughly tore apart Zhu Ruiyan's clothes.

Zhu Ruiyan shouted, "No, this is still a kitchen."

"Do you have the right to say no? There are things that even I cannot control, much less you. You have to understand, what you can have, what you can't have, people all want to live according to their own hearts, but you don't have the ability to live according to your own hearts, and I can act according to my own hearts. " His tone was faint as he spoke these theoretical words to Zhu Ruiyan, but Zhu Ruiyan was at a loss and was unable to move away.

Zhu Ruiyan didn't know how to reply to her. Her big hands tightly held her weak and small hand, and held her firmly in place within his warm palm.

Zhu Ruiyan's hands were not really that delicate, but because she had been working on it for a long time, it was a little rough. Thinking of how she did it often, cleaning up his house, it was clear that he was going to directly hold her hands and let her touch a part of her body.

The two of them had been together for so many times, but Zhu Ruiyan was still very nervous. When she was forced to touch that place, she felt like her heart was about to jump out of her chest.

However, Qin Yizhao still said some ambiguous words in all seriousness, "You have escaped for too many days, so you need to properly compensate me."

He was in his prime, and he needed to, but he never had a regular girlfriend, because he had too many scruples about his work, and he wasn't a reckless person in his nature.

Zhu Ruiyan was currently the most suitable partner for this woman. Moreover, this woman could take care of his life until he looked like a family, and her body could also make him satisfied, thereby bringing him comfort in his life.

Zhu Ruiyan's face was completely red, she unconsciously pulled her hand away, and continued to call out Qin Yizhao's name, "Zhao..."

Qin Yizhao knew how scared she was, but he had grabbed her hand, not allowing her to retreat. Zhu Ruiyan was unable to retreat. Holding the location which Qin Yizhao had pointed out with a trembling hand, he helplessly closed his eyes.

Qin Yizhao did not let her off and immediately ordered, "Watch carefully."

Zhu Ruiyan could only open her eyes obediently. She discovered that Qin Yizhao had been staring into hers the entire time, and she saw her shame and nervousness, "You have to obey my orders, and since you think I'm good to you, you have to repay me well."

Zhu Ruiyan did not make a sound, his head drooped down, wanting to be an ostrich, burying his head in front of his chest, her hands still obediently continuing to console her, causing her breathing to become unstable, the clear outline of her body became blurred. He stabilized his breathing and wanted to say a few more words, but she realized that his chest was somewhat moist, his body had stiffened, and this woman was crying again.

Zhu Ruiyan lowered her head and buried it into his body. She did not make a sound, but only cried quietly.

Tears that were like a spring rolled down his cheeks and gathered on his chest, then continued to flow down along his chest line …