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It was not that her heart was not in pain, but her tears could not be swallowed. They flowed down her cheeks like a stream.

Seeing such a pitiful appearance, Qin Yizhao's heart went cold as he expressionlessly said, "Yao Yao, you understand me very well. You should understand the tears that I hate the most."

Yaomeng was shocked. She looked at him with such indifference, coolness, and hurt words.

"I know that you will only cherish the tears in the eyes of those you love. I am no longer the person you love."

Qin Yizhao continued, "Since you're so clear, then there's no need to waste your tears."

The car was silent.

Yaomeng finally controlled her tears, only leaving behind some traces. She bit her lips and said, "Zhao, I understand."

Suddenly, a smile surfaced on Qin Yizhao's face. It was like the sunlight shining on a glacier in the Antarctic. "It's good that you know it. You can leave here and go over there by yourself. Our County Development and Reform Bureau will receive you."

Yaomeng only felt that her heart was no longer complete. She opened her mouth wanting to say something, but nothing came out, only then did she realize how cold winter was in the country. She opened her mouth once again and finally said, "Fine, I'll go over."

So it turned out that he wasn't even giving a chance to sit in the same car with her.

She quietly got out of the car, waved to a taxi, and got into it.

Qin Yizhao was still in the car, he moved the mirror a bit, and the silt around his collarbone area was still obvious. He looked at that place, and Zhu Ruiyan felt disgusted.

He looked in the mirror, smiled, laughed at himself, laughed at others, and felt physically and mentally exhausted.

Zhu Ruiyan didn't trust him that much.

Even though he and she were very close, the distance between their hearts was very far.

It was on that day that he sent Yaomeng back to the city.

On the road, it was Yaomeng who talked about how much she missed him abroad.

The two of them had been so in love that when they were studying abroad, they had already lived together. Being in a foreign land, because you have a lover by your side, you won't feel lonely.

When he and Yaomeng met again, those memories, those memories, they all came back to him. He also remembered them, but they were all memories of the past now.

He looked at her tears. It wasn't that he didn't feel sorry for her, but it was just that his heart ached a bit after that. He had been waiting for that person before, so he had no choice but to continue onward.

That person appeared again. He didn't want to be so cruel to her, but now, he couldn't turn back.

That night, at her address, she invited him in.

Qin Yizhao only quietly listened to what Yaomeng had to say. All sorts of emotions moved in his heart, and after Zhu Ruiyan's figure appeared in his mind, his heart suddenly calmed down.

Standing in front of Yaomeng's door, he said to him, "Yaoyao, I didn't formally say that I had broken up with you before. Now, let's be clear."

Yaomeng was extremely shocked. He did not make a sound the entire time and actually said such words the moment he entered the door with her.

Yaomeng's eyes were filled with tears, but no tears flowed out of them. She looked straight at Qin Yizhao, causing Qin Yizhao's heart to ache for him, he was afraid to see her tears. He knew, what he had said, was extremely cruel. But she had to say it. Some things must be made clear.

His nose twitched a little, and his voice turned hoarse. In the end, he still changed his tone and told her gently, "Zong, you're still blaming me for not coming back with you, I know I'm wrong, and allowing you to be alone for all these years, Zhao, I also have. All these years, I've been missing you a lot, and the thought of going crazy has finally crossed my mind."

Yaomeng continued, "Zhao, I really love you, in the future I will always follow your footsteps okay?

Qin Yizhao looked at her quietly with deep pity in his eyes, but he still did not speak a word.

"Zhao." Yaomeng called out in a low voice.

"Yaoyao, how did you choose to come back at this time? Your career is still rising." Qin Yizhao said indifferently.

"Zhao, you know you're still blaming me for my choice. Zhao, forgive me." Yaomeng lowered her head and said.

"Yaoyao, we can't go back." Qin Yizhao was also somewhat sad.

Yaomeng immediately smiled, even though more and more tears were flowing down her face. This kind of expression made Qin Yizhao even more painful, and he said, "If you want to cry, don't hold back, I didn't give you a final declaration. Let's make it clear now, we are done with this, and this is the last time I pity your tears.

"Zhao, my tears have already run out. In foreign countries, I miss you every day. All my tears are for you."

"That's my fault. I didn't explain it clearly."

"Zhao, why are you so cruel to me?" Yaomeng complained with tears in her eyes.

"Then what do you want me to do to have an affair with you? We both know each other, we can't do this. "

She missed him for all these years, and he was also missing her, waiting. He understood the suffering, the loneliness, but he could not give her anything more, "Now that things have gotten to this point, we can miss the past, but we still have to move forward."

Yaomeng's gaze did not focus, and she said in a low voice: "Zhao, you are truly ruthless. You didn't even speak in front of us, and that's all you say."

"I'm worried that it won't be safe to talk on the way, so we can talk in peace. We don't have to worry about each other's safety." Qin Yizhao replied.

Yaomeng didn't know what to say. Was the person in front of her, still the person she dreamt of?

Her heart ached whenever she talked about breakups. All these years, she had always been thinking about the person before her. Why did she get such an answer when she abandoned her career and came back to see him?

She had wanted to do her own thing, and her lover would be waiting for her. But now …

She remembered the bad times, when everything was so beautiful, when they held each other quietly, kissed each other lightly, and made love. She could remember the details of their time together. She could remember calling each other by name and falling in love with each other.

And now he told her that it was all over, that there was no going back.

Yaomeng didn't want any more dignity now, so she rushed over and hugged Qin Yizhao tightly.

Qin Yizhao's familiar smell made her even more sour. The person he was thinking about day and night was right in front of her eyes, and she couldn't help but feel his heart throb.

Her little face was flushed and lost. She leaned over and kissed his lips.

Qin Yizhao did not reply, his expression gentle as he quietly looked at her.

"Zhao?" Yaomeng panicked, and called out his name.

Qin Yizhao answered her, "Yao Yao, don't belittle yourself."

"Zhao." Yaomeng continued to shout.

"You're very good. Someone will love you." Qin Yizhao patted Yaomeng's shoulder as he consoled him, "Put it down to welcome the bright future."

Yaomeng didn't agree, she didn't want to hear things like this, so she ignored it and continued to kiss him.

Qin Yizhao did not push her away, nor did he cooperate with her and allowed her to kiss him.

After a long while, Yaomeng discovered his indifference, and her tears uncontrollably flowed down. She bit on his collarbone sorrowfully, and even though she tried to bite him hard, Qin Yizhao still did not push her away.

Yaomeng knew that what she had done was meaningless.

She gave a mournful smile, "Qin Yizhao, how can you be so heartless to me? I know I was wrong, I don't want a career, I don't want dignity, what do you want me to do, then you can forgive me? "

"We are still friends. If you are not willing, then, we are not even friends anymore." Qin Yizhao said indifferently, and prepared to leave.

"Zhao." Yaomeng wanted to keep him, but Qin Yizhao had already opened the door and left.

Yaomeng's heart was in her throat, she leaned on the wall weakly, and finally fell.

Qin Yizhao returned to the car and looked at the window of Yaomeng's room. At midnight, he drove to Qing County.

He reminisced about his past, recalled his feelings, and then it was time to move on.

On the way, he received Zhu Ruiyan's message, but on the way, he did not reply, nor did he call back.

Qin Yizhao sat in the car quietly, the cigarette in his hand, was almost burnt to the ground.

In fact, Zhu Ruiyan didn't need to buy anything. She just didn't dare to listen to Qin Yizhao's emotional words to other women.

She wanted to quickly obtain her freedom. Now that he had Yao Yao, he hoped that he could let her go.

Zhu Ruiyan, a woman has to be strong.

Even if the world abandons you, you must still live a happy life, Zhu Ruiyan comforted herself repeatedly in her heart. She wrapped herself tighter and walked forward. Thinking about it, it was probably because she owed Qin Yizhao a debt in her previous life, so he decided to pester him today.

When Zhu Ruiyan walked to the unit area, Ye Zhijie coincidentally saw her, "Zhu Ruiyan, you're only here at this time?"

"Walking speed is slow. Oh, Ye Zhijie, the things that I owed you last time, I'll return them to you." She handed over the two thousand yuan to Ye Zhijie.

The money he owed Qin Yizhao was actually still owed Ye Zhijie, "I'll pay you back next month for the money that I'm sick of."

"You don't need to return the money, I've already reimbursed someone. Don't pay." Ye Zhijie took the money Zhu Ruiyan gave him and said helplessly: "You keep this in mind of mine."

"Are you going out?" Zhu Ruiyan looked at Ye Zhijie.

"Yes, something." Ye Zhijie smiled at her.

"Oh, what did you mean by that?"

"That, my parents might investigate me. Help me settle them."

"Your parents?" Zhu Ruiyan was shocked.

"Just help me with their investigation. They might want to talk to you. "You can just express your concern about me." Ye Zhijie looked to be very busy, "Hurry inside, it's so cold here, I'm in a hurry, let's go."

"Oh." Zhu Ruiyan replied dumbly. What the hell was that? Alright, since she owed Qin Yizhao and also owed Ye Zhijie, both sides would definitely owe each other something. Sigh, if his parents really came to find her for a chat, she would help out.

When it was time to get off work, Zhu Ruiyan was still thinking about whether she should go and see Qin Yue or not.