Chapter 663: always with him

Xu Qingqing did not panic, she turned out.

Xu Qingqing is holding the fingers that are constantly emerging, and sees Xiao Yan appear in front of him.

Blood kept coming out, she didn't feel pain, but smiled at Xiao Yan.

"Wake up."

"Hungry?"

Why not be hungry?

Xiao Yan slept until ten o'clock.

He was sleepless at night. At five o'clock in the morning, he fell asleep.

Xiao Yan did not speak, his eyes fell on Xu Qingqing's bloody fingers. Xu Qingqing looked at him and smiled, "a little hurt."

She held up her fingers, smiled nonchalantly, and took a band aid at the table.

Xiao Yan found that Xu Qingqing's fingers were not only cut down, but there were many bandages on the table.

When Xu Qingqing pulled open the band aid, Xiao Yan's people had already come. He reached out and took the band aid in Xu Qingqing's hand.

"I'll do it." Xiao Yan said he looked down and found that Xu Qingqing had two bandages on one hand.

She was knifed three times this morning.

Xu Qingqing sips at the corner of his mouth, watching Xiao Yan carefully paste a good band aid for himself.

"If I knew you woke up like this, I should wait for you to patch the two wounds just now."

Xu Qingqing smiled, her smile like the sun outside, very bright, shining on Xiao Yan's gloomy heart.

"Can't do it, don't do it." Said Xiao Yan.

Xu Qingqing is the daughter of Xu family. She can't cook or starve at all.

Xu Qingqing smiles. She doesn't tell Xiao Yan that she wants him to be happy and do something for him.

"You're hungry." Xu Qingqing turns around and goes back to the kitchen to serve the dishes he has prepared.

After a morning's work, although it looks ugly, Xu Qingqing thinks the taste is OK with the help of the chef.

Xu Qingqing accompanies Xiao Yan to have lunch. The table is very quiet, only the sound of Xu Qingqing and Xiao Yan eating.

Xu Qingqing broke the silence and said with a smile, "are you free recently?"

"I want to travel." Xu Qingqing said, took out his mobile phone and put it in front of Xiao Yan. "Su an accompanied me to the scenic spot in Ningcheng city."

"I heard that there is an ancient town outside Ningcheng. Let's go and play together for a few days."

Xiaoyan followed Xu Qingqing's words, and he looked down to see the photos of the ancient town on Xu Qingqing's mobile phone.

This ancient town, Xiao Yan has heard, small bridges and flowing water, the scenery is OK.

Xiao Yan thought that he should accompany Xu Qingqing.

She always deals with the affairs of the Xiao family. She suggested going out for a tour, thinking he was in a better mood.

However, Xiao Yan did not agree.

"I have other things."

Xiao Yan lightly refused. He looked up and saw Xu Qingqing's loss.

The loss in the eyes flashed by, and Xu Qingqing quickly smiled, "then wait for you to be free."

Her smile made Xiao Yan feel uneasy for no reason. He resisted the impulse to promise Xu Qingqing and stood up after dinner. They both went back to Xiao's house.

Xiao Yan goes to Xiao's house and gives incense to Xiao's father in the established spirit hall. He has just finished the incense. The servant of Mrs. Xiao runs over in a panic and says that Mrs. Xiao has just swallowed sleeping pills and killed herself.

As soon as the servant had finished speaking, Xiao Yan Ran to Mrs. Xiao.

Many people have come to the Xiao family these two days, most of them are Mrs. Xiao's friends. After lunch, Mrs. Xiao said that she would take a rest and accompany her wife back.

After they left, she took out sleeping pills she had never taken before.

Mrs. Xiao 's sleep has been bad all these years. She relies on sleeping pills to maintain her sleep.

Fortunately, the servant who takes care of Mrs. Xiao doesn't trust her. She feels that after seeing her father's diary, Mrs. Xiao's mood becomes more depressed and the whole person is out of his wits.

Xiao Yan took Mrs. Xiao to the hospital.

Mrs. Xiao's rescue was timely. After washing her stomach, nothing happened.

The first thing Mrs. Xiao said after waking up was, why should she be saved! Let me go with him!

Xiao Yan always thought that Mrs. Xiao didn't love her father. When he heard this, he was shocked.

Later, Xiao Yan was shocked and confused by what Mrs. Xiao said.

The world he had built up in his heart suddenly collapsed.

Mrs. Xiao said that she thought he didn't love himself and that he didn't have himself in his heart. It turned out that he had regarded her as the most important person.

If either of them bravely moved forward, today would not be the end.

Xiao's father's death was not so much because he sent his life to his family, but because he could not accept the divorce proposed by Mrs. Xiao.

He didn't want to be separated from her, but her break, her hatred, made him feel despair.

"Yan'er, I love your father, and your father also loves me, but why do we two get to this point!" Said Mrs. Xiao derisively.

"I want to go down to him and tell him that I love him too."

"I divorced him not because I hated him, not because I didn't love him." Said Mrs. Xiao with tears in her eyes.

Xiao Yan could not hear her words clearly. He thought his parents hated each other all the time, but he didn't want to love each other deeply.

And he let them divorce again and again.

If he saw the affection between the two of them early, no, if he went home more, he would accompany the two of them more, and let the three members of the family sit together to chat and eat, father Xiao would not go away sad.

He was so selfish that he decided that Xiao's father and Mrs. Xiao had no feelings. He just wanted Xiao's father and Mrs. Xiao to divorce.

Xiao Yan couldn't hear Mrs. Xiao's crying. When he left, he took the book in Mrs. Xiao's hand and walked out of the ward.

On the chair in the corridor, Xiao Yan opens his father's diary and writes about the period when he was born.

"At six o'clock in the morning, her amniotic fluid broke suddenly. I was so flustered that I could not put on my socks, so I went downstairs to the hospital with her in my arms."

"She was very scared. She grabbed my clothes and cried. When she was sent to the hospital, the doctor said that her palace was not opened. I accompanied her until 8 p.m. I can't speak, just hold her hand nervously. I was so nervous that when I ran to the hospital corridor to smoke, the doctor said that she was going to have a baby. "

"Accompany her into the delivery room and watch her cry. I want to tell her that she is here and she doesn't need to be afraid. On second thought, if there were no children, she would not suffer from it. "

"When the child came out, I saw the boy in the nurse's arms. It was so wrinkled. I have him in my mind, and I can bear to hold his thoughts and accompany her. "

A paragraph of text, Xiao Yan saw that year, he was born that meeting, Xiao father's joy. It can also be seen that compared with the new born him, Xiao Fu cares more about Mrs. Xiao.

Xiao Yan didn't look at the contents of the back. He took the book and buried his head.

His parents love each other. Xiao Yan has been looking forward to this fact. Suddenly I really knew that they loved each other deeply, and Xiao Yan was in pain again.

Xu Qingqing looks at Xiao Yan, who is sitting on the corridor and sad. He doesn't know what to comfort him in the past. She stood still and looked at him quietly.

Time will dilute everything. As long as Xiao Yan doesn't abandon himself, it's good.