She doesn't understand how deep her feelings for Jinchen are.
Obviously, he wants to live a peaceful life and stay away from this man. Now he has a fiancee and children, and he has withdrawn from his life, but why does he still bother himself? His heart beats faster.
I really don't understand my heart, and I don't want to understand. In short, she will always accompany xiaocurved.
Looking at Jinchen's car, she realized that she seemed to have been strongly kissed just now.
What does he want to do here just to kiss himself? What is this man thinking, why should he wait for him for two months? What will happen in these two months? Why don't you tell yourself anything.
Back in Mr. Jiang's house, xiaocurved had fallen asleep at this time. His sleeping face was really more and more lovely. He really inherited his beautiful gene. If this was the little girl, I'm afraid it would be more like his own.
"Dad, where are you going? I've just had dinner. Don't you pay attention? "
She looked at the way Jiang Lao put on his coat and was ready to change his shoes. She felt that his father was going out. It was very strange. Do you want to go out for exercise at this time? It's a little abnormal,.
"Well, I'll go out and stay at home. It's too boring. Watch the children sleep, or you can sleep for a while. I'll go out and play. Don't worry about me. I often do this when you're away."
"Well, Dad, you should be careful when you go out. Look at the car and wake up. Let's go to play with you. It's in the garden of the community."
"Well, I will. Don't look for me. Stay at home."
With that, old Jiang closed the door and went out, with a trace of indifference in his tone, as if he didn't want to communicate with Jiang Yaner at all.
He doesn't go out to play at this time every day. It's clear that Jiang Yaner and the children are at home. He doesn't want to be in the same roof with them. It's more and more embarrassing. He would rather go out and find a place to spend his time than get along with them.
Jiang Yaner didn't feel her father's daily indifference to herself and her children. She wanted to be close to her father, but now she wouldn't even give her a chance. What happened that she didn't know? How has all this changed.
Now she is not sleepy at all. She looks at the familiar room and smells the familiar taste. When she was a child, she thought home was the warmest place, but now she feels the coolness of the world. Why doesn't she feel the slightest warmth when she returns to the most familiar home.
She's really afraid of being abandoned by the world. It's a bad feeling.
At this time, he stroked his mother's photo, which was taken by his mother when he was very young. At that time, the beauties were so simple and elegant, and Shui Lingling's big eyes seemed to be the big girl of an unmarried girl.
If only my mother were still there, my father wouldn't live so alone. They can also enjoy their old age and stay with their grandson to bask in the sun and walk the dog every day. They will be very happy.
Jiang Yaner reluctantly put down her photos and looked at the display of her father's bedroom.
The gray, old house seemed to clamor that it was incompatible with the current society, which also set off that my father was really getting old.
It's this cabinet. When I was a child, I was very naughty and sneaked in with my father. Now I can't bear my physique anymore.
The drawer under the cabinet is often full of snacks. When I steal food, my father will help me hide it from my mother. When my mother finds out, my father says that he ate it himself and carried the black pot for himself. I think my mother knew it, but didn't say it.
They used to dote on themselves, but now they are empty.
Huh? Is there another letter in this drawer?
Paper is not this kind of paper now, but it seems a little old.
I don't know if I should read it. It should be my father's letter. It's not very good to open it easily, but it's really strange.
Jiang Yaner looked at the envelope repeatedly. Suddenly, there was a very familiar mark under the letter. It was a mark often used by her mother before she died. I still remember that her mother loved to wear such a mark when she wrote her parents' signature when she was a child.
I also asked my mother why she took a mark. My mother also said that it was because it was unique. Looking at the mark, you can think of her.
Now I really see this mark and think of my mother, this familiar mark
So she still opened it. When her mother left, she suddenly didn't leave anything for Jiang Yaner's nostalgia. Now she has a letter written by her mother in her hand. She thinks she should have a look. My father shouldn't mind too much.
"Lao Jiang, maybe I was gone when I saw this letter, so I can tell what has been buried in my heart for several years. It's a relief. Listen to me."
Ginger? This letter is really for her father. Although she shouldn't read the letter written by her mother to her father, when she saw what she wanted to tell her father after death and said relief, it must be not simple. She really couldn't help looking down.
"There's one thing I really feel sorry for you, but since I'm dead, I also hope you can live a good life. Listen to me, Yan'er is not your own daughter. She is surprised and angry. Do you remember how we were together? At that time, the person you loved was taken away, and the person I loved was gone, so we got married, but this child was left by my careless lover.
I'm really sorry. After I got married, I found that the child is not yours, but I can live peacefully for life. So I chose not to tell you. I know your temperament will kill this child, but she is also a life. Since I gave birth to her, I should be responsible for her, but I'm really sorry for you.
Now I know I'm going to leave this world soon, so I still choose to tell you that although I know you can't accept this news, maybe Yan'er is the only relative in your world, so please treat her kindly. I'll bless you in another world and love you. "
Jiang Yaner doesn't know how she finished reading this letter. She... She's not her father's biological daughter!
This thunderbolt news was really unacceptable to her for a time. Who was her biological father, why did her mother say it after her death, and what should she do?
She is now very painful. The father who loved her since childhood is not his own father. It turns out that his father's indifference to himself in the past two years is like this. No wonder, no wonder he is like this to himself. It turns out that he has supported himself for so many years and suddenly found that he is not his own daughter.
What was my father's mood when he read this letter? It must have been very painful at that time.
No wonder my father often went out to play after he got home. It turned out that he didn't want to face himself at all. Seeing himself, he would only hate his mother more.
"Hey, Dad, will you come back, Dad, please come back!"
She almost randomly took out her mobile phone and called her father. It was easy to hear her crying on the phone. She didn't know why she was crying because she hadn't been his own daughter for so many years,.
Now she just wants her father to come back. She must ask clearly. Relying on this letter alone can't explain anything. She must let her father come back and ask the truth.
It must not be like this. It shouldn't be.
"What's the matter? I just came out for a while. What happened?"
Jiang Lao also wondered. What happened when Yan'er called herself to go back after she came out for a while? I was alive just now. Now I'm crying. I don't quarrel,
"Dad, come back. I have something to ask you."
"OK, you wait. I'll go home right away."
The two closest people now have their own thoughts. No one thought that the current scene would be so embarrassing,
Since my father already knew this, why didn't he tell himself? But he was so indifferent to himself and didn't break with himself. What did my father think.
Jiang Yaner, who was holding the envelope, was filled with emotion.
Old Jiang opened the door with his key. After entering the house, he saw Jiang Yaner sitting on the sofa with her head down. He glanced at the old envelope on the table and immediately knew what had happened.
"It seems you know, so you called me back quickly, didn't you?"
"Father..."
"Stop, since you already know, don't call me that. I'm still worried about how to tell you about it."
Old Jiang stretched out his hand and made a stop at Jiang Yaner. Frustrated, she stopped calling her father,
"Don't call me dad. It's ironic. I only found this envelope a year ago. I don't know how I raised my wife's children with others. But fortunately, I didn't find this letter when your mother died. What should you do when you were so young?"
"Dad, Dad, you will always be my father."
"Don't call me that. Since you've found out about it today, we'll talk about it today."
"My mother, she..."
"Well, you also think your mother is sorry for me. At that time, she knew you were not my child, but she wanted to raise you together without telling me. I was really cheated by her for so many years. I didn't find this letter until I was packing up last year. At that time, I was really decadent, because I really didn't know how to accept it, So I haven't contacted you. "
"So Dad, is it because of this that you are so indifferent to me?"
"Yes, how else do you want me to face you? Let me face a leftover child of my wife and others? Can you feel my mood at that time? "
Speaking of this, old Jiang hugged his head. He must be in great pain from Netease.
Jiang Yan'er, who was on one side, was no better. At this time, she burst into tears. She didn't know what identity she should use to comfort her father. No matter whether he wanted to help herself or not, she would treat her father as well as before.
"Dad, come on, I still love you."