She seems to be breaking down. How can her Father forgive her? She doesn't know why her mother had to impose on her when she made a mistake.
Although old Jiang was in the kitchen, his heart had already run outside the door with Jiang Yaner. Although he hated him, the man at the door was also the one he loved since childhood. It was true that he watched her grow up,
It's a pity that he has raised his daughter for others for more than 20 years. Because his heart is no longer on himself, the kitchen knife still came to his finger when cutting vegetables, and the bright red blood came out,.
Because he was worried about the people outside, he didn't know the pain. He knew that the food he cut had turned red, which was dazzling red. Old Jiang put down his kitchen knife and went to the living room to wrap it up.
The cry outside didn't abate at all. The tears seemed to drop into Jiang Lao's heart. He was thinking, by the way, where was Yan'er's fault? This is the mistake her mother made without telling herself. Why should she impose it on the child? Would it be cruel to do so.
I can't hear the child cry from below. When she cries, her heart is dripping blood. Does she owe her in this life.
He walked forward gently and opened the door.
"Dad."
She knew that his father would open the door for him. Just like when his mother twisted him out of the house when he was naughty and made mistakes when he was a child, the person who opened the door for himself must be his father. She knows, she must know.
"Come in and have a good talk. Don't cry. I'm not dead. In this way, the neighbors will say I bully people."
She knew it was her father who gave herself a step down. He was clearly reluctant to give up himself and had to speak hard. However, she was already very happy. Before, her father was willing to let her in and listen to her.
Old Jiang wanted to help Jiang Yaner, who was sitting on the ground crying, but he didn't cover up the injury he had just suffered.
"Dad, what's the matter with you? Did you hurt it just now? Look, you don't always take care of yourself very carefully. Now the dressing is still so bad. Who will take care of you when I'm away."
Jiang Yaner saw the wound bandaged by old Jiang. How could this stupid old man never learn to bandage, but it was certainly bad for one hand, but she didn't find that old Jiang's face stiffened when she said this sentence.
But old Jiang didn't say much. She opened the door and entered the house. Jiang Yaner followed carefully, as if she would be driven out by her father if she wasn't careful. She was afraid and she didn't want to.
Old Jiang, who wanted to continue to go to the kitchen, was pulled down by Jiang Yaner and watched Jiang Yaner carefully bandage himself again. His heart seemed to be a little softer and disorderly. The agreed indifference disappeared at this moment.
"Dad, you must be careful in the future. Who else will bandage you when I'm away? If the bandage is not good, the wound will be easily infected, you know."
She said this as if everything just didn't exist. She forgot that old Jiang didn't let her in just now.
"I didn't see it, so..."
"So I said you must be careful in the future. People at such an old age must pay attention to safety. Well, don't let me worry about you often."
Old Jiang turned his head and didn't speak. He didn't know how to face the concern he didn't want to accept.
"Wrap it up, Dad."
Jiang Yaner gently put her father's hand aside and raised her head to look at her father. She wanted to see a little kindness from his eyes, but before she saw old Jiang, she turned her face away from her, got up and went into the kitchen to finish her unfinished craft.
Jiang Yaner relaxed a little when she saw that old Jiang didn't drive herself out. This feeling is really good. Her father doesn't hate herself anymore. I should talk to him later.
She felt here and there in her house. Everything was so familiar. In a trance, old Jiang had come out with the food.
"Dad, it's delicious. I knew you must remember my favorite meal. I've loved your meal since I was a child."
"Eat quickly and leave after eating. Don't come back again. It doesn't belong to you anymore."
Old Jiang wiped his hands and sat down, looking at Jiang Yaner seriously. Today is also the time to explain clearly.
"Don't be so busy, Dad. Why don't I belong here? I grew up here. You will always be my father."
"You should know that I'm not your biological father."
I don't know what Jiang Yaner really wants to say. I always want to liven up the atmosphere, but Mr. Jiang doesn't cooperate with him. It seems that he has decided to drive away Jiang Yaner after today's meal.
"No, you will always be my father, no matter what!"
Jiang Yaner looked at Jiang Lao firmly. How could he not be his father? Since he has raised himself, he will be his father all his life. This is an indelible fact..
"Hey, since the matter has come to this point, I will tell you frankly, but Yan'er, you should be prepared. No matter what I say, you must accept it, okay."
"Huh? Is there anything else I don't know? I've read that letter. Please don't remind me again. I can regard it as something I've never read. "
Yes, if she hadn't brought her children back, entered her father's bedroom and opened the letter that day, would everything be different today? Her father was still the father who loved himself and wouldn't drive himself out of the door and deny himself?
If she hadn't read the letter, she could still act like a spoiled child in her father's arms. Even if she was 23 years old, she would always be a child in front of him.
"Listen to me, listen to me, maybe you'll know, and you won't worry about it, and you'll know my difficulties."
"Well, you say, I'm listening."
Is there anything else I don't know? What happened these years? How can my mother do such a thing? Was she born to admit her mistake?
"My marriage to your mother is a kind of accommodation."
Make do with it? That is, make do,
"Why, don't you get married because you both love each other deeply, Dad, don't you love my mother?"
"No love."
Hearing these two words, Jiang Yaner was about to collapse. How could it be that they had lived for so long, how could they have no feelings at all? She didn't believe it.
"I don't believe it. You must have lied to me, right, dad? You must be hating my mother for giving birth to me. That's why you said so. Why don't you love her?"
It's really hard for Jiang Yaner to feel like others don't love her anymore.
"Yan'er, I want you to listen to me carefully now."
"At that time, the person I loved was not your mother. I liked a woman. I had nothing to guess from childhood with that woman. We were about to discuss the matter of getting married, but one day a man appeared."
"That man is Jin Chen's father, Jin Yan'an."
"Jinchen's father? Why do you still know Jinchen's father? What is your relationship? "
Mentioning Jinchen's father, Jiang Yaner was full of curiosity about this matter. How could it be so? It's obviously not so.
"Yes, we know Jinchen's father, jinyan'an. He was still in the world at that time."
Both of them were silent. No one moved the dishes on the table. It was quiet in the room, as if the sound of kitchen drops could be heard.
Old Jiang didn't look up at Jiang Yaner. Similarly, Jiang Yaner didn't look up at old Jiang. They didn't know how to speak.
"Yan'er,"
Old Jiang shouted Jiang Yaner. He felt that it would be a little early to say this today, but they should know it sooner or later.
"Go on, I have nothing to do,"
Even if she can't accept that her father doesn't love her mother, she will listen to it,
"Well, I really love this woman. I know that one day Jin Yan'an appeared and fell in love with her. I just watched my beloved woman taken away by others, but what can I do? At that time, I was very poor and didn't even have a place for her to live. At that time, Jin Yan'an had a successful career."
"So this woman doesn't love you anymore. She abandoned you and left with other men, doesn't she?"
"No, no, she didn't want to abandon me, and she was helpless. She clearly loved me, and Jin Yan'an's power was really strong at that time. If she didn't go back with Jin Yan'an, neither of us could live, so..."
"So she finally married this man, didn't she?"
"This man had a wife before, but she died, so the woman I love is to be the mother of this man's child!"
"This woman is Chen Jing!"
Jiang Yaner opened her eyes wide and refused to believe it. It turned out that the woman her father loved was Chen Jing. How come the world is so small and she has never been bullied by her, but she didn't expect that she was the woman her father deeply loved. No wonder she didn't like herself before. It turned out that she hated that she was the daughter of him and others.
Hehe, it's really ridiculous. It's a dog blood story written in the novel. I didn't expect that one day it would fall on my head, hehe, hehe.
"Yes, the woman I love is Chen Jing, Jinchen's stepmother."
"Now, is it now?"
"Now, too. She loves me too. We love each other."
"Have you ever thought about my mother's feelings? What do you think of my mother? When she was alive, she loved you so much and loved you so much. How can you do this to her!"
She feels a little sick of her father's infidelity now!
Jiang Lao was also annoyed, patted the table and stood up. He looked at Jiang Yaner fiercely. It was obvious from his eyes that he could not restrain his emotions. He almost yelled out such a sentence!
"Do you think your mother has gone somewhere?"
"Yes, you don't know. Before, your mother was obsessed with other men, and then the man left, leaving your mother. We both got married in a flash when we were sad. You know, I don't love her. She doesn't love me. We just make do with each other."
"It's impossible. You lied to my father. How can you be such a person!"
"It's impossible. I tell you this is the fact. This is the fact you don't know. You say your mother has been kind to me all her life, loves me, serves me and takes care of me? Not all because she is ashamed. For me, I have raised children for others for more than 20 years, you know! "
Jiang Yaner stopped talking. She didn't know what else to say.
Maybe nothing can save today's situation.