"What? Stupid? Happy? " Looking at her staring at herself, Yan Shen, eyebrows slightly pick, Yan Hong's thin lips slightly lift, tease her two words, also some want to laugh in my heart.
Yu Xi bit his lower lip and shook his head, but his eyes didn't leave his face. He gently said, "it's a little surprised. It's so amazing to get your promise. I'm... I'm surprised."
Yan Shen sent out a light smile from his nose, "don't believe it?"
Yu Xi looked down at her palm, and her voice rang from below. She felt a little stuffy. "No, I believe, but you should rarely make a commitment to someone, so it's unexpected and very... Happy."
Why don't you believe it? That's a heavy word! Along the way, they had quarreled, sneered, and confronted. Although they were rarely able to speak calmly, and although they always seemed to be alienated, she never did not believe him for a moment.
That kind of inexplicable trust in him, she did not know why, unable to speak of, but also unshakable, as long as he said nothing, she firmly believed that nothing would happen.
Her heart beats faster and faster. She suddenly finds that her attitude towards Yan Shen seems different. I don't know when, she doesn't contradict him and repel him as she imagined. On the contrary, he has been with her for a while. Gradually, she suddenly finds that she seems to have a little... Dependence on him?
This thought made her heart beat faster, and the feeling was the same as that when Yan Shen just looked into her eyes and said those words. She was unconsciously moved by him. She felt that her heart, which had been silent for a long time, was gradually revived and became active.
This kind of feeling... Should be the feeling of heartbeat, Yu Xi is not sure, but the heart is speeding up to remind her, this is true, Yu Xi inexplicably some want to laugh, she thought that after so much experience, she had no feeling for love, but did not expect that she would feel the feeling of heartbeat again for the sake of a heavy sentence.
And this kind of feeling is different from that of Jianghuai. She can't tell where it is. She blinked her eyes and told herself not to think too much and just let it go. Maybe she just said something at this very lonely time when she needed company, and he just gave her a rare promise, which made her heart beat for a while.
Even so, Yu Xi still obeys her heart. When she looks at Yan Shen again, her mood and eyes are different. She raises a simple and clean smile at him and says, "thank you."
It seems that some of the air in the carriage seems to be ambiguous, and it seems that because of the air temperature rising, Yan Shen looks at Yu Xi's smile, which is unnatural. This is something he has never had before. He looks away quietly, and clears his throat. "Where are you going next? Do you have any ideas?"
Yu Xi also turned his head to look forward, and shook his head in silence for a moment, "no, I haven't got any clue yet, I..."
"I'm going back to Liyuan. Do you want to come back with me?" It seems that I have guessed her answer for a long time. I know her helplessness and confusion at the moment. Without waiting for her to finish, I asked in a low voice.
Yu Xi slightly side eyes to him, saw his eyebrows star eyes Lang, light micro side head, with eyes to ask themselves, she wants to hit himself, there is no place to go, and don't want to stay alone, inexplicable, Yan Shen's suggestion, she can't help but want to agree, nodded, whispered back to him, "good."
The car soon disappeared, and Jianghuai, standing under the apartment building, did not move a step from the beginning to the end, nor did his eyes leave Yan Shen's car for a moment. He stood there like a sculpture, silent and straight, until Yan Shen's car went out for a long time and disappeared. He didn't move a step. He only had his fist clenched hand hanging on his side, Finally, it's still powerless to let go.
It's afternoon after returning to Liyuan. The warm sunshine is shining on the lawn in front of the French window. Yu Xi walks slowly to the French window and bathes in the sunshine. She reaches out a hand and touches the French window. The warm feeling comes through her skin.
The world is like this, there will be no change because of a person's death, and there will be no slowing down of the pace of time because of a person's grief. Everyone is like a point, moving slowly in the long line of time. One day it suddenly disappears, and there will still be countless points behind it.
Heartless? Ruthless, but this is the world, it gives at the same time also in the non-stop recovery, as a small person, what capital to contend with it?
Yan Shen's voice suddenly rang out from behind. Yu Xi turned to look at the past. "When you're tired, go up and have a rest. If you're not tired, do whatever you want. The living room, the garden, the study on the second floor, do whatever you want." Then he paused for a moment, then slightly raised eyebrows, "of course, if you want, my bedroom, you can also at will, I don't mind."
Yu Xi was teased by him, and then he laughed helplessly, "I know. What about you? Are you going out? "
"I have something to deal with. It's in my study. Just call me if you have something to do." Yan Shen takes off his suit coat and puts it on the sofa. He gives her a light look and then turns to the second floor.
One afternoon, Yu Xi did nothing. She just sat quietly beside the French window in a daze, her legs bent up, her arms around her knees, leaning against the glass window to watch the sun slanting westward little by little. Her thoughts were also erratic, and she didn't realize what she was thinking. Soon it's sunset, and the dim warm light slants into the living room. Yu Xi looks at the mobile phone beside her. It's almost six o'clock. She turns her head and looks up at the second floor. Yan Shen hasn't come out once since she entered the study. It's time to clean up and have dinner. Yu Xi doesn't know what Yan Shen wants to eat. After a moment's meditation, she gets up and goes up to the second floor to discuss with him. When she comes to the corridor on the second floor, she subconsciously lowers her steps, hardly makes a sound, and holds the handle on the door of the study to gently open a seam. Yan Shen is sitting at his desk in his study, looking at the computer screen. He speaks a few words of English from time to time. It seems that he is holding a video conference. The desk is full of documents. He holds a signature pen in his hand, and his elbow is slightly bent on the desk. His sharp eyes are on the computer screen. He seems to be very busy, Yu Xi did not go in, and finally gently closed the door, turned around and went downstairs.