Chapter 243

Yu Xi noticed his sight and didn't say anything. She sat on the seat with a light look.

"How have you been recently?" Face to face, Jianghuai looked at Yu Xi's face and asked anxiously.

"If you just want to know if I'm doing well, you've already seen that I'm fine now. I'm well fed and well dressed, and I'm not as dejected as I thought. Are you disappointed?"

The sharpness of Yu Xi's words made Jiang Huai stunned, and then his eyes crossed with a touch of pain, "in your heart, how do I miss you? Yu Xi, there is really nothing left between us. Do you only have resentment against me? "

Looking at Jiang Huai's injured expression, Yu Xi's cold heart loosened for a moment. After a moment of silence, she sighed silently in her heart, "what I just said is sharp, and I know it's unfair to you."

Said, her eyes fell on the small arm of Jianghuai, across the sleeves, she knew that the muscles there were firm and tight, once countless times hand in hand, he would use the most powerful arm to hold her, and she once naively thought that she would hold his arm for the rest of her life.

"Your hand, ready?"

Hearing her concern, Jiang Huai's tense face eased slightly and shook his head. His voice was low but gentle. "It's OK. You don't have to feel bad. I know that in that case... You can't help it. If it's me, I won't do anything."

Thinking of that day's madness, Yu Xi lowered her head and looked at the white water in the transparent glass. Her voice was faint. "That day, I felt that I was pushed into the hopeless abyss. I only had darkness in front of my eyes, and I thought that I would stay in the darkness all the time. It would never be good. However, it affected you and hurt you. I was too irrational."

This calm Yu Xi, he should be happy, but I don't know why, inexplicably make his heart more sour, even uneasy, if she complained about him, cold words to him, maybe he won't be so sad, maybe... Between them there may be

"It's not that you have no reason, Xiao Xi. Listen to me, my mother and..."

"Don't defend your mother in front of me." Without waiting for him to finish, Yu Xi's voice coldly intercepts his words and slightly raises her eyes. Her eyes don't hide and flash directly at him. Her eyes are indifferent, which makes his heart stab.

"Xiao Xi..."

"Yu Hua knows what she has done. I'm not a fool, and you don't have to intervene since you don't want to believe it. After all, she's your mother. It's a constant tie between you anyway."

"I know..." Jiang Huai took a deep breath, "but between us..."

"Jianghuai, don't you understand?" Yu Xi's voice suddenly slowed down a little, it seems that she couldn't bear it. Looking at the man who had paid and gained a lot with his true feelings, he sighed like he had finally seen it. "We are no longer here."

Jianghuai was shocked for a moment. There seemed to be a broken scar in his eyes. The throat knot rolled up and down. He opened his mouth and his voice became hoarse. "Do you really have to go to this step..."

"In fact, I have long said that we can't do it. Maybe at the beginning, I was still nostalgic about our past and couldn't get out of it. However, the things I decided won't change. I'm not angry or impulsive. I'm sure."

After a moment's silence, Yu Xi turns her head slightly and looks out of the window. The bright sunshine does not glare in. Everything in the world is changeable. Who would have thought that the two people who were close to each other would come to this stage?

"Jianghuai, I know that I shouldn't be angry with you because of your mother. You didn't do anything. You are innocent." To the line of sight of Jianghuai again, her voice is gentle and soft, but it makes Jianghuai feel cold. "But Jianghuai, I can't help it. I think I'll never face you as usual again."

Jianghuai's breathing seems to have stopped. At this moment, he looks like a prisoner waiting to be sentenced. He stares at the people in front of him and listens to her saying more painful words.

"Because, as soon as I see you, I will think of your mother. I will think of the situation when she took you to my home. Now she and Yu Qinghui are still living shamelessly and enjoying the happiness of trampling on other people's lives. Do you know how my mother died? When she died, I couldn't be with her. Everyone was saying that she was angry to death. Before she died, only your mother saw her. What did Yu Hua say

That day, Yu Xi seems to have lost his mind at home. Although he vaguely suspects that his mother is related to Aunt Wen's death, he doesn't dare to think about it.

After all, their resentment is too deep. Maybe Yu Xi is too sad to accept. Now, he looks at her with a calm face and can't say anything.

"You don't know, I don't know, and I don't want to know now," Yu Xi said with a faint smile after a moment of silence, "because knowing or not is meaningless to me. In any case, what Yu Hua and Yu Qinghui have done to us will not change, and I will certainly make them pay the price they deserve."

Jianghuai didn't know what to say when she was so calm. He could see her pain and struggle, and he was heartbroken. He opened his mouth, and it was a moment later that he seemed to find his voice. His voice was deep and hoarse“ I know... I know my mother has done a lot of bad things and hurt you a lot. She has never been fair to you. I won't apologize for her because it's not what you want, but I can't do it if I let it go. " Yu Xi drooped his eyes, "Jianghuai, we have a lot of good memories before, I am very grateful that you gave me such a good time, but the world changes, we can't go back, if once I still have no love for you, but now I can see my heart, there is no you." This sentence is like a sharp arrow, instantly stabbed in the heart of Jianghuai, his face is full of pain, the figure of another person in his mind, "without me? Is it because of someone else? Is it because of him? " He didn't say the name, but Yu Xi immediately knew who he was talking about. Taking a deep breath, she replied with a blank face, "these have nothing to do with you."