She knew what she was worried about. She had seen Yan Shen's fickleness, his uncertainty, and his sudden change. She could not control herself, and she was worried that it was just Yan Shen's sudden rise, and suddenly her kindness burst out.
Their beginning was an untimely accident. If it wasn't for that accident, they shouldn't have any involvement. Yu Xi won't fall into the storm between Yan Shen and others. However... There won't be such a person who is patient, endlessly tolerant, and doesn't need her to do anything to help her unconditionally.
In those most sad days, Yan Shen was always with her and helped her deal with everything. Yu Xi understood that although she was moved, she also understood that her heart was not gratitude, which made her feel afraid.
Emotion is unreasonable. Without any reason, she can easily get poisoned by Yan Shen. She can't escape and doesn't want to escape. But Yan Shen
From the beginning to the end, she just made her mind clear, but she didn't know how Yan Shen looked at the relationship between them. They were lovers in the past, which Yan Shen asked for. However, apart from the occasional physical relationship, there was no other substance in their relationship.
But they are not friends... If you want a precise positioning, Yu Xi can only position their relationship as ambiguous.
Even this ambiguity is allowed by Yan Shen, so Yu Xi doesn't know whether she is in Yan Shen's heart. If not, why do you care and help her? If so, where is her position? How much does it take
At night, people can't help but think wildly. Yu Xi holds some cool shoulders blown by the wind. She remembers a sentence she heard before.
"Never meditate at night, never make decisions at night."
But today she can't control herself, and she doesn't want to control herself. She is a straightforward person. Now that she has made her mind clear, it's useless to keep it in her heart. She wants to tell him and let him know. No matter what his mind is, she has decided to let him know.
The rest depends on Yan Shen. If he has her in his heart, everyone will be happy.
Yu Xi is not a virgin. Yan Shen's marriage is not his own choice. She also knows that Yan Shen's mind will definitely not take a woman she doesn't like. Moreover, in the current situation, the marriage between Bai family and Yan family has obviously ended. In this case, even if Yan Shen only has her one centimeter position in her heart, she will seize the opportunity and strive to enter Yan Shen's heart.
And if Yan Shen doesn't mean anything to her, she doesn't have a cent in her heart at all. Even if she is sad, she will not hesitate to break her mind, and she doesn't want to be entangled endlessly.
She was born free and easy people, even if sad, since not, it should be natural and unrestrained to leave, rather than humble to the dust.
She always thinks that in love, everyone should be equal, like a person, should also be a matter of pride, you like him, he does not like you, then if you are not good enough, that person did not see your good, in this case, there is nothing to cry for, should have their own pride.
Want to understand, Yu Xi's mood is also a lot of ease, look up at the moonlight outside the window, Yu Xi told himself in the bottom of his heart, tomorrow, tomorrow, must tell him his heart.
However, the next morning, Yu Xi didn't have time to tell Yan Shen. Yan Shen left before she woke up. Standing at the door of Yan Shen's empty bedroom, Yu Xi was slightly stunned. Suddenly, the mobile phone ring suddenly sounded in the silent air.
"Hello?" Because just wake up, Yu Xi's voice still has some nasal sound.
The speech sink listened to come out, the voice light mouth: "just wake up?"
"Well..." Yu Xi murmured, and then found that his tone was not like himself. He quickly coughed and asked him softly, "how did you leave so early?"
"It's getting late. The company has something to deal with." In fact, when he saw the movie yesterday, Zhou Shen had already made several phone calls to him, but he didn't answer them. Zhou Shen sent a text message to say that there were some things to deal with, which Yu Xi didn't know.
"Oh... I'll go to the company as soon as possible."
"No, if you're sleepy, go on sleeping, take a day off and have a good rest."
This is beyond Xi's expectation. She thought that taking her off duty for one day yesterday would be very kind to her. Unexpectedly, she would let her have another day off. She pondered for a moment, "is this not good..."
"What's wrong?" Yan Shen's casual rhetorical question, not very concerned about the tone is as always overbearing, "I'll be fine."
Hang up the phone, Yu Xi is silent, suddenly raised a helpless smile, have to say, Yan Shen this person not only has the overbearing arbitrary capital, but also... Arbitrary is also very exciting
All day long, Yu Xi was alone in Liyuan, basking in the sun, taking care of the flowers and plants in the garden. At noon, she ordered a takeout at random, and in the afternoon, she nestled in her study at random. She was also at leisure.
She didn't think about what happened yesterday in Xingyun. Yu Hua cheated and betrayed her husband. Yu Qinghui abandoned his wife and daughter. She could only say that Fengshui took turns and heaven spared who. It's estimated that Yan Shen will be off work in more than an hour. Now she's full of thoughts about making a table of delicious food, waiting for Yan Shen to come back and convey her heart to him. With such thoughts, she can't read the book in her hand. She simply leaves it aside, gets up and goes downstairs into the kitchen. It's a good toss. Looking at the exquisite three dishes and one soup on the table, Yu Xi closes her eyes and sucks her nose. It smells like she has an appetite. She takes off her apron and goes to the living room. Just as she wants to call Yan Shen, suddenly the door opens from the porch“ You're back. " Yu Xi's face with a gentle smile, toward the porch to welcome two steps. There is no expected low voice, on the contrary, Yan Shen came in cold, his aura is too strong, the whole body of the air seems to be frozen by him, Yu Xi found his face gloomy and ugly. The corner of her mouth was pressed down. She gently pursed her lips. Her delicate eyebrows wrinkled and asked him in a low voice, "what's the matter with you? Is something wrong? " Yu Xi's face is hard to cover up the worry and concern. Yan Shen doesn't look into his eyes. He just purses his lips tightly. His eyes are cold and dark, and his indifference sweeps Yu Xi's eyes away.