Li Yunxiao's eyes moved, and they were misunderstood as lovers. For her, of course, she didn't want to explain. She didn't deny it or admit it, but made their relationship more ambiguous.
Yan Shen glances at her deeply behind her. She deliberately digs away from the topic. How can he not see it? The corners of his mouth are depressed and the eyebrows are wrinkled more tightly. Due to the presence of others, he can't say more.
They left the hospital one after the other. Yan Shen stopped and waited for the people behind to catch up. After hearing the footsteps near him, he turned around and looked directly at her.
"Li Yunxiao."
This is the first time that Yan Shen called her name after she came back. His eyes were deep and fixed on her for a moment, which made her heart suddenly rise. Her intuition told her that the next words would not be what she wanted to hear.
What Li Yunxiao doesn't know is that this is the first time Yan Shen has called her name in so many years. Once this name was deeply buried by Yan Shen from the moment he saw her betrayal. Once he thought he would never read this name again, but there was still such a day.
However, he once thought that every time he mentioned the name, he would be in pain. In fact, in the first two years, many nights, he tossed and turned, and it was difficult to sleep. The name was carved in his bones, corroding and biting him.
Gradually, he did not often think of it. He began to get used to living alone. He was used to coming and going alone in a hurry. He had passed all kinds of women around him. They were beautiful, funny or elegant. He just laughed them off and made fun of them at the right time.
Until Yu Xi's appearance, he broke his usual uninhibited, unconscious, he gradually began to take the initiative to pay attention to her, in the face of her deliberately separated distance, his inexplicable anger, clearly want to see her, want to help her, but always unconsciously made sarcastic remarks to her, after that, he always comfort himself, maybe this is the safe distance.
Now, a few years later, when I read out Li Yunxiao's name again, the thought that the name was no longer as heavy as he thought. It seemed that the weight of the name in his heart was lighter and lighter, and the dissipation made him unconscious.
The name came out of his mouth. There was no love or depression in the past. It was just like drinking boiled water. It was only quiet and tasteless.
"There is no longer any possibility between you and me. If there is something wrong with my performance and you have unnecessary misunderstanding, I can tell you clearly that we can't go back."
There was no expression on his face, no waves in his eyes, and his tone was just like explaining his work to his subordinates, without any ups and downs.
Li Yunxiao's heart suddenly aches, and her sour feelings rush up to the tip of her nose. A layer of water light floats on her eyes. Her face is stained with an injured look, and she purses her trembling lips. She asks in an astringent voice, "can't we really go back? You really can't forgive me? "
Looking at her painful expression, Yan Shen lowered her eyelids slightly and replied in a low voice: "at the beginning, you betrayed first. Since you have done it, you should think of the result. There is nothing to forgive. For me, the ending is the same, and there will be no change."
"But I know I'm wrong, I regret it, Yan Shen, I regret it! I regret every day and night without you. I know I'm wrong, but I can't help missing you! " Li Yunxiao frowned tightly. She really regretted it. If she knew it would be like this, she would not betray him!
"What's the point of regret? Or do I have to go back with you because you regret it? " Yan Shen asked her in a cold voice. He was already impatient. He admitted that he could not forgive her now, and he still had a heart knot with her. However, this did not change anything.
"Li Yunxiao, for me, you are not so important. The past is the past. We can't go back, and we don't think about the future. I don't know the significance of doing these boring things when you come back at this time. It's just that for me, how to do it or how to say it can't change anything."
What she said was very clear. Li Yunxiao's weak expectation was completely extinguished by his cold words. She always knew that Yan Shen was a heartless person, but she didn't expect that this heartless person would face her one day.
Clenching her teeth tightly, Li Yunxiao is good at analyzing the advantages and disadvantages. Yan Shen's tone is already a little impolite and impatient. She knows that if she continues to pester now, it will only make Yan Shen more bored.
The flow of mood quickly, she will tears stored in the red eyes, forced not to let the tears fall down, pretended to be strong raised his head, in front of Yan Shen pulled up a forced and bitter smile.
"I know that it's my fault that you can't forgive me. It's my fault that I didn't know how to cherish. I don't blame you, but only myself. I didn't want to let you forgive me so soon. I just hope you don't treat me so coldly, even if you treat me as an ordinary friend."
In the face of Li Yunxiao, whose eyes are red and face is sad and soft, Yan Shen pursed his lips and didn't say a word. He just kept silent and didn't open his eyes.
With a deep breath, Li Yunxiao raised his hand and wiped the wet corners of his eyes. He pretended to be very relaxed and gave a smile to Yan Shen. "Today I'll go back by myself. You... Be careful on the way." With that, she turned and left. When I got into the taxi, I saw the straight figure in the rearview mirror. The tears that were still in my eyes were immediately taken back. Li Yunxiao took a deep breath. The injury and pretending to be strong on his face were all gone, replaced by gloom and coldness. At the beginning of her return, she was still wondering whether Yan Shen would still be unable to let her go. Although she guessed that he would not easily forgive himself, she didn't want him to be so merciless to him, which was totally out of her calculation. Now Yan Shen looks at her, in addition to indifference, no more gentle feelings, it seems that his heart, really cold to her, but now his heart, and live in who? Think of Yu Xi, her eyes cold a lot, it seems that she underestimated this woman, Yan Shen is absolutely different to her, she has eyes to see, think of this, her mouth can not help but evoke a sinister sneer. I wanted to come back this time to make up with Yan Shen through his unfulfilled love for her, but now, it seems that she has to think of other ways