She wants to be cold to her words and even colder to herself. Only by making a clear distinction with her words can she suppress her heart.
"What about you? Yu Xi, I don't believe you didn't hear what I said just now in front of Xu Shang. As early as the beginning, when ye Xiang first met, you and I couldn't have nothing to do with each other. " Now that he has spoken, Yan Shen is not ready to escape. He looks at his heart for the first time and knows that he has her in his heart, so he can't let her go.
"Before, we were not completely in love with each other, am I?" Yu Xi bit the corner of her lip, "you just want this girl, and I, because of my mother's situation, have to do business with you."
"Have to?" Yan Shen sneered, "Yu Xi, how long ago was that, and how long after that, did you have to? Don't try to cheat me, and don't cheat yourself. "
In the face of Yan Shen's interrogation, Yu Xi tightly grasps his clothes. The soft touch jumps in her hand and stirs her heart. She knows that she can't escape. She takes a deep breath and directly meets Yan Shen's line of sight. She simply says it in one breath.
"Yes, that's right, Yan Shen. After that, I gradually fell in love with you. So many things happened. In my most helpless thing, you are always there. You help me to do all the things well. I don't know when I want to rely on you. I have your figure in my heart and no one else. But Yan Shen, what about you?"
The two men finally opened their hearts to express their feelings. For Yu Xi, they admitted that they had their own feelings in their hearts. Their deep heart suddenly jumped a little faster. The feeling of long lost heart was even worse than before, which made him feel lost for a moment. But the words behind made him feel a little confused.
"Me? What's wrong with me? "
"Yan Shen, Li Yunxiao is your first love. No one can change that. I don't want to change anything. But now that she's back, your heart hasn't completely forgotten her."
Yu Xi calmly pointed out the existence of Li Yunxiao. Yan Shen was silent for a moment, and his eyes looked at her deeply. "I know you always mind the existence of Li Yunxiao in your heart, but what's the relationship between us and her?"
"It has nothing to do with her?" Yu Xi slightly frowned, "Yan Shen, since she came back, Yan's up and down are passing your bit by bit, I'm not unreasonable, but your heart has not completely put her down, I can't accept the man I love, there are other women in my heart."
Yan Shen pursed his lips. He still didn't understand why they had to mention Li Yunxiao between them. After a pause, he lowered his voice and said, "Li Yunxiao is in the past, which can't be erased, just like Jianghuai is for you, but it doesn't affect the things between us. We have nothing to do with Li Yunxiao."
"Jianghuai and Li Yunxiao are not the same..." Yu Xi feels powerless for Yan Shen's overbearing straight man idea. She stares at Yan Shen for a few seconds. She turns her head and doesn't want to discuss this problem with him. She knows that he won't understand her mood.
After the road two people are silent down, although a layer of window paper was pierced, two people know each other's mind, but there are still a lot of problems between the two people, they are now unable to solve.
Quietly watching Yan Shen drive the car into Liyuan, Yu Xi doesn't say anything, and doesn't ask Yan Shen to send herself back to the water bank. She knows that in this situation, no matter how she wants to get rid of the relationship between the two people, no matter how to draw the line between the two people, it's meaningless.
After entering the villa, Yu Xi is tired and just wants to have a good sleep. Yan Shen looks behind him and looks at Yu Xi going upstairs. After enduring all the way, he says something.
"Yu Xi, remember that no matter what you want to do or where you want to go, you must tell me in advance."
His voice is low and depressed. Yu Xi stops walking and slightly turns over to look down at him. Only the light of the porch lights up part of the living room. Half of Yan Shen's body is still hidden in the dark, but his eyes are surprisingly bright. The firmness inside can't be refused by Yu Xi.
Tired heart can't help for a move, Yu Xi didn't say anything, for fear that he will not control himself, silent turn upstairs.
It's cold in winter, but Yan Shen feels muggy. What happened today is beyond his control. Those uncontrollable factors keep spinning in his mind. He takes off his coat and suit coat. He only wears a shirt, unbuttons his collar and goes to the French window to see the moonlight outside.
The deep eyes flash in the moonlight, reflecting his colder, but what silence spreads in the room. Yan Shen knows that everything is different from now on. In the past, he has been silent and repressing his feelings, and let himself sink into hopeless emptiness because of a failed love.
Now, because of Yu Xi, all this has changed. He doesn't know when he started to have her in his heart.
Maybe it was the unexpected love in Yexiang, the crystal tears from the corner of her eyes, which broke his loneliness for many years and made his heart tremble?
Perhaps in the name of the building to see her smile in front of Shen Yuanfeng, let him inexplicably angry?
Or maybe she lost everything, grabbed his skirt, showed helplessness and weakness in front of him for the first time, let him have a trace of heartache for no reason? He suddenly found that the two of them had been walking together for such a long time, so long that he was used to her around, to thinking about her, and to paying attention to her every bit of the time... He slowly hooked the corner of his lips, and his eyes were more firm. In this case, he would not let Yu Xi leave him, even if he was tied, And she will stay with her for the rest of her life. Yan Shen thinks so much, and Yu Xi also tosses and turns upstairs. She thought that today's mood is up and down, and she can sleep when she is tired. However, when she really lies down on the bed, she closes her eyes, and her mind is full of the scene when Yan Shen says those words in front of Xu Shang. Is she the woman he loves... Yu Xi's heart is warm, but it's more bitter to think of Li Yunxiao. Today, Li Yunxiao's words in the car are still in her ears. Yu Xi doesn't know how to face those kind and sincere words... Li Yunxiao is always a knot in her heart, Yan Shen's attitude towards Li Yunxiao also makes her confused. She has no way to intervene in the past between them. Yan Shen and she are separated by a lot of time after all.