Chapter 355

Yan Shen is a little more disdainful in his angry expression. Of course, he knows that his parents don't like Xi, but once he is the one he thinks, no one can intervene. "Even if they do something about Xi, I can protect her."

Protect her? How could he protect her so much? Li Yunxiao's eyes suddenly red, eyes eagerly looking at Yan Shen, she can no longer help, no matter today she can't let him go back, must let him know his mood.

"Yan Shen... Do you know how hurtful your words are? I really can't stand it. Do you have to do this to me? Do you know how I feel? "

She suddenly weak pain let speech deep Leng for a moment, then face expressionless don't come to the line of sight, voice cold low said, "I think I said that day already enough understand..."

"Yes, what you said is very clear," Li Yunxiao said with a sad smile. His eyes are full of broken pain. "But I can't accept your indifference to me, your alienation from me and your blindness to me these days. I've been enduring it silently. I know that my sudden return to China has disturbed your life. It's not just your life. How can my life be comfortable?"

"I give you time, I try my best to be nice to you, but you always ignore me, but you pay special attention to Xi. I'll watch you day by day, just like you did to me, looking at your deep eyes, just like you looked at me, smiling at me, tolerating me, protecting me, do you know how painful I endure?"

In the face of Li Yunxiao's helpless choking voice, referring to the past, Yan Shen's face is still stiff, but less angry, but his voice is still alienated, "it's all over, Li Yunxiao, even if you come back, we can't go back to the beginning. We have experienced a lot in these years, and our mood is naturally different."

"No!" Li Yunxiao shook his head in pain, "there is no past. For me, everything about you is in my heart. I don't miss you for a moment these years!"

"Do you think I'll have a good time when I go to America? no, it isn't! I'm not doing well at all! Do you know how hard I have been in America these years? I tried my best to study and strive for every opportunity to climb up. Finally, I couldn't support myself. I had a high fever and fainted in the dormitory. No one knew about it. My roommates didn't like me. They never cared about me. Later, my aunt, the dormitory management, found something wrong and sent me to the hospital. I just lay in the hospital for a whole week. "

"Later, when my roommate died, I moved out to live. As a result, my roommate brought back some unruly people and almost insulted me. I ran out with all my life. I walked alone on the street in the middle of the night. Later, I didn't dare to go back for a week. I slept in a 24-hour fast food restaurant at night."

She had a bad life abroad. Yan Shen actually knew something about her. At first, when she left, he was depressed, but he still couldn't help wanting to know her situation. Later, he felt too tortured, so he didn't listen to any news about her any more. Gradually, he didn't know when, or even didn't think of her any more, but he didn't expect that her life would be so bad.

But Li Yunxiao never stopped thinking of him. "Later, I rented a small apartment and repaired the broken water pipe myself. When a thief came into the house, I could only close my eyes and clench my teeth. I didn't even dare to tremble. I had a bad life. Missing you tortured me every day and night. I wanted to see you, but I was afraid to see you. I was afraid to see you resenting me, I can't stand that. I'll go crazy! "

The more she said it, the more painful she was. All the pains accumulated over the years came out, and tears fell out one by one, almost choking with tears.

"In fact, I could have returned to China, but I always insisted that I didn't come back. First, I didn't dare to see your resentment towards me. Second, I must come back with achievements. I had no choice but to leave you, but I never thought about breaking up with you. I worked so hard abroad just to be able to stand out and come back with you brilliantly!"

Yan Shen listens to her story indifferently. A pair of deep and dark eyes look at her without any emotion. Li Yunxiao sees his thin lips slowly open in his dim eyes. His voice is calm, but he is very firm. He says something that makes her almost collapse.

"But I fell in love with others. I can see my heart clearly. The person I love is Yu Xi. The person I want to spend the rest of my life with is also Yu Xi. No matter what happens, I will accompany her in the future, love her, protect her and make her happy all her life."

In fact, Li Yunxiao already knows. She can see the change of Yan Shen, so she is more jealous and unwilling, and is eager to recover. But now Yan Shen directly shows his heart and his love for Xi, which makes her totally unacceptable.

If he doesn't say it, she can still pretend to be deaf and dumb, pretending that she can't detect his love for Xi, and can still try to recover it, but he explains that he wants to break her last thought, how can she be reconciled?!

"But you loved me before, Yan Shen. We just misunderstood." She can't help holding Yan Shen's hand tightly, looking at him pitifully and expectantly.

"I do it all for you, to be with you! If it's not for standing with you, for helping your life and work, for being worthy of you, and for not letting anyone obstruct you, I won't leave you! "

Her delicate face is full of pain and unwilling, tears all over, the appearance of begging makes people feel pity, but the person she faces is Yan Shen, who has made clear his mind. In the face of her, Yan Shen is just silent“ Li Yunxiao, don't say it's for me. Even if it is, it's meaningless. You volunteered to go to the Bureau set up by my father, and then you volunteered to go to the United States. Even if my father forced you, you can tell me, but you didn't, so everything is your own decision. Since you made this decision, there is no possibility between us any more. " He took his hand out of Li Yunxiao's hand, with a cold look. He didn't feel any pain for Li Yunxiao's hard pleading, and there was no emotion in his deep eyes. He was worried about Yu Xi“ No... I love you... I love you, Yan Shen... "But Li Yunxiao still didn't want to give up and looked at him with tears. His eyes were red and his face was also unusually red.