"Yan Shen, you don't have to. Don't worry. I don't blame you. I don't think there's anything, so you don't have to make this gesture." Hard heart, in Xi cold words, the bowl on the bedside.
Yan Shen frowns tightly, and his deep eyes stare at her without blinking. Even if Yu Xi has a hard mouth, he knows that she cares about yesterday's things and misunderstands them. So he calms down, takes a gentle breath and patiently explains to her.
"Li Yunxiao came to me in an emergency last night. I didn't want to go, but she was caught in the rain and had a fever. She refused to leave. I couldn't help it. I couldn't ignore her, so I wanted to send her back. I wanted to call you, but my mobile phone couldn't be found..."
"I know, you don't have to say much. Li Yunxiao is the most important person in your heart. Of course, you can't go away when she is sick. It's right to ignore me."
"Yu Xi, did I not understand what I said before? Do you have to look down on yourself and me in this way? " Her words instantly made Yan Shen angry. "I went back to find you later, but you've gone. I didn't know you came back from the rain."
"If you know, why don't you throw Li Yunxiao aside? Don't say any more. I'm very grateful and grateful that you came to see me today, but I know my identity is not worthy of you and I can't stand your so-called love. "
"Do you know what you're talking about?" Yan Shen was completely angry, but because she was ill, she kept suppressing her voice and anger. "The relationship between Li Yunxiao and me has passed..."
"Do you think I am because of Li Yunxiao? Yan Shen, you really don't understand, "Yu Xi's eyes have some emotions, she straight facing Yan Shen's eyes, word by word said:" I care about never Li Yunxiao, but your attitude, if you really love me, even if you have ten li Yunxiao around you, how? "
"But Yan Shen, there is always a distance between us that we can't see clearly. I can't understand your so-called liking. I will enlarge all around you, influence you, influence me. So now, while we don't have deep feelings for each other, let's calm down and stop as appropriate..."
"Enough?" Yan Shen seemed to be unbelievable. He narrowed his eyes slightly and stared at her with complicated eyes. A moment later, he raised a sarcastic smile at the corner of his mouth. "Oh... You really dare to say that Yu Xi, in terms of reason, I am not as good as you after all."
Yu Xi seems to be suddenly unconscious. She tightly shakes her pale lip and swallows her saliva. Then her voice coldly orders her guest, "without a word, you and I are not the same kind of people after all. It's late. You go."
After all, the conversation broke up in unhappiness. The door of the room was slammed. It was a long time after Yan Shen left that Yu Xi was weak from the rigidity. She seemed to have been drained of all her strength. She leaned against the head of the bed and closed her eyes tightly.
Yan Shen's explanation, why didn't she want to believe it? But she is too afraid, all this in the end is a dream, treat words heavy, treat this unexpected feelings, she always seems to be timid, no longer before the free and easy.
Many things she seems to be able to see through, but she can't see through. Li Yunxiao is always a thorn in their hearts, but she doesn't know how to pull it out. She can only let her prick her own pain.
She suddenly found that, originally only thought it was simple like, but now it seems to have changed something, want more, but fear more, fear not to get a response, fear that everything is false, fear that it will be nothing in the end.
She thought that she might be tired. After so many family changes, her father's betrayal, the sudden cut-off of the initial feelings, the teasing of fate, the scorn of others, and the sudden death of her mother, she felt that she had gone through countless joys and sorrows in just two years.
If you don't give yourself a little vision, how can you go on the long road in the future? But if you give yourself a vision, will the disappointments completely crush you? She didn't know all this.
The next morning, Yu Xi wakes up in a daze. Before her fever subsides, Liu Sen calls her and tells her to take a few more days off.
The leader rushed to let her have a rest. She was stunned for a moment, and then her voice flashed in her mind. She opened her mouth and finally answered. Her fever has not subsided, and she has no strength and will not show off her ability for a moment.
This time, the illness is fierce. Being in the rain is just a prelude. The long-standing fatigue and mental tension broke out in the rain. She has a high fever and is not willing to go to the hospital alone. She just has been taking medicine to rest.
Fortunately, Wang Huixin came back the next day. Seeing that Yu Xi was seriously ill, the whole person was nervous. She kept asking her how she made herself like this. She was cooking porridge and cooking. It was good and virtuous to put the food aside.
Since the last unhappy parting, Yan Shen has never been here again. Yu Xi forces herself not to think of him, but always can't control herself. When she thinks of Yan Shen's explanation that day, her mood is complicated and tangled. It's said that people who are sick think much more easily. She can't help but smile about it.
"Don't lie in your room all the time. There's something wrong with it. At least you should get up and walk around." Wang Huixin looked at her in a daze in the room, thinking of Yan Shen's advice, she could not help sighing. When she received a call from Yan Shen in other places, she was stunned. Yan Shen told her that Yu Xi was ill and no one took care of her at home. She asked her to go back immediately. She was not angry because of Yan Shen's tone of command, but asked him, "why do you care about her so much, but don't take care of yourself?" As soon as she asked, she regretted it. She had nothing to do with Yan Shen. This question became more distant, but for Yu Xi's sake, she couldn't help asking. However, on the other end of the phone, the overbearing and indifferent voice suddenly fell silent. Wang Huixin was a little embarrassed and puzzled. She was holding her cell phone and immediately made a ha ha call. "OK, OK, I know that Yu Xi is my friend. I will take care of her when she is sick. I have nothing to do here. I will go back tomorrow."“ Well The speech is low to answer a, afterward have no what mood of exhort her, "report her circumstance to me everyday, still have, don't tell her."