Yu Xi clenched her teeth. It seemed that she had made a lot of determination before she spoke bitterly and helplessly. "At the beginning, my mother and I had to leave home, and she was seriously ill. I had no other place to go. I needed money, a lot of money, to pay for my mother's high treatment and medical expenses, so..."
She pause for a moment, seems to be difficult to say, "so I have to be in the romantic arena, you may feel shameless, but it is my only choice."
Jiang Huai's heart is like a dull pain cut by a knife. How can he feel shameless? He only has heartache. If his mother hadn't intervened in her family, how could she have come to the field... He hates that he didn't protect her and made her suffer so much.
"What are you talking about? I know you have no other way. Who would like to go to such a place? Don't talk about it any more." Jianghuai frowned. Looking at Yu Xi's face, he wanted to touch his hand, but he was afraid that everything was just a bubble.
"Whether you believe it or not, I lost you and had to deal with other men in that place. Every day I was in pain, and later..." when she said these words, her eyelashes trembled slightly, and her clear eyes shifted for a moment, but soon looked at Jianghuai.
"Later, I met Yan Shen. Ah... I've met many people of all kinds. At a glance, I can see that his identity must be extraordinary. In order to get rid of such humble life, I had to set up a plan to become his lover, but I didn't love him from the beginning to the end. It's just a play on the spot."
Jianghuai's eyes suddenly brightened, his eyes were burning at Yu Xi, his heart beat faster and faster. Although he always felt that there was something wrong, he could not think about it any more because of his hard to calm mood at the moment, and the germination of his heart was breaking the soil bit by bit.
"Only when I follow Yan Shen can I leave that hot place. Only when I follow him can I have a chance to enter Yan's family and avenge my mother. So I have to bear it. No matter how sad or painful it is, I have to bear it. But every midnight I dream about your cold face. When I wake up from my dream, I think I really can't keep it..."
Seeing Yu Xi express his feelings in front of him with some helplessness and pain, Jiang Huai feels that his blood is boiling, which is a kind of joy close to rebirth.
He suddenly felt that his voice seemed to be a little dry. He rolled his Adam's apple up and down. He pursed his lips, and then asked the question that made him dream of love in the middle of the night with almost hoarse voice, "Xiao Xi, do you still love me?"
Yu Xi's eyes flickered for a while, and her black eyelashes trembled slightly. It seemed that there was a pause for a few seconds. She suddenly showed a smile, which almost dazzled Jiang Huai's eyes. "Of course, you are the only one I love all the time." Having said that, she took the initiative to extend her hand to Jianghuai.
Jianghuai's heart fluctuates violently in an instant. He never thought that one day he would hold Yu Xi's hand again. Every day and night's love seems to turn to ashes in this instant. At this moment, his heart is full of Yu Xi's smile and the slender hand.
Just as he was about to stretch out his hand to hold the white hand, a voice of extreme cold suddenly rang from behind, with an undisguised anger, "who allows you to touch her!"
Jiang Huai turned to see Yan Shen's calm and dignified face came to them. He was a little surprised. Looking at Yu Xi, he saw that she had no accident at all. He didn't know what he thought of. His eyes were dark, but he stood up with a cold face, looked directly at Yan Shen, and spoke with a cold voice, Now Yu Xi should have nothing to do with you. It seems that I don't need your permission to do anything with her“
Yan Shen's face gave Jiang Huai a gloomy glance, and then he put his sharp eyes on Yu Xi's face. He didn't hear a word of what he said just now. He just felt it was very harsh, almost every sentence poked his heart. But he knew that Yu Xi said it on purpose when he saw him.
As a matter of fact, Yu Xi did wait for Yan Shen to appear before she said those words to Jiang Huai. This is the only thing she can do. Yan Shen came to her because of Yan huaifeng's words, as she expected, and she was waiting for this time. Only at this time, can Yan Shen see the ambiguous relationship between himself and Jiang Huai with his own eyes, so that Yan Shen can completely die, I think his self-esteem will never forgive her for what she has done.
However, just as she knew Yan Shen, Yan Shen knew her better than anyone else. He admitted that when he saw her having an affair with Jiang Huai, he was eager to pull her apart and tear Jiang Huai. At that moment, his violence seemed to be active. When he saw Yu Xi's smile, it was like a sword in his heart, He was choking with pain.
However, he knew that all these things were false and ambiguous, and those words were deliberately said to him. What she did was to push him away. However, even though she knew it was false, it still hurt him. When he thought that she was so desperate to push him away from her, his heart seemed to be hurt by countless knives.
Yu Xi in contact with his deep eyes with pain, the heart of a hard hit, as if to break the general, she kept reminding herself in the bottom of her heart, since has done this step, can not fall short, she has no retreat, only stubborn to go on. Strong from calm mind, she took a deep breath, and then to Yan Shen slowly smile, it is a kind of don't care smile, more with a sense of relief, haven't wait for Yan Shen to ask questions, she directly put herself on the table, "since you have been heard, then I have nothing to hide, yes, the fact is like this, oh, it's unbearable."“ What does it look like? " The deep eyes seem to have some blood, staring at Yu Xi for a moment, words almost squeeze out from his teeth, showing a deep cold, "do you think I will believe your lies?"“ Whether you believe it or not, these are all true. You are just a fool who has been blinded by me. Do you still find out? That means I'm a success. "