Dad likes to pick me up and put me on his shoulders and ride me as a horse. I'm a princess, his one and only princess.
No matter what I did wrong, he would just look up at me and touch my face, saying to my mother, "Qian Xun is still small, but children are used to love them. It doesn't matter, these broken things, aren't they just things? No, you can buy them again, don't scare him, Qian Xun."
I am a spoiled child. Everyone knows that my father is a child slave. He would carry me to my knees and coax me to eat.
I rolled in the clouds every day, indulging in the love of my father.
Once I thought, his love for me, is forever, is the destruction of the earth, will still exist. I'm not on the same level as my mother.
It was my dad and my mom arguing, the Cold War. While he was away, I packed my suitcase and stamped my feet in front of my mother in my little red shoes and went to live with my father.
My father was in a bad mood and kept smoking.
I walked over to his side and gently rubbed his brow. "Daddy, don't be sad. Qian Xun will accompany you."
He smiled and pulled down my hand. "Qian Xun, Daddy loves you very much. You are Daddy's precious daughter. Qian Xun, can you promise Father one thing? "
"Sure." I answered loudly, "Ten is fine as long as Dad doesn't have to frown."
"This key is for you. Put it in Jinsheng's safe. If one day, when father leaves you, you can take it out and read it. This is all father can do for you."
I stomped my feet. "Daddy, what did you say?"
He only smiled, "Darling daughter, quickly agree to father's request."
"Mo Qian Xun will definitely follow father's decree."
I've always wanted to go to the safe. Daddy won't be tired of vulgarity. Give me gold, silver, and jewelry!" But that night my mother came and had a big argument with my father, and then I knew that I respected my favorite father the most, that I had a lover outside, and that I had a sister who was my stepmother.
At that moment I felt so hurt, so angry at being cheated, that my father opened the door and looked at me in astonishment. I hated him, I hated him, and then I turned and ran.
Like something weighing down on me so hard I can't breathe, I tug at the cloth on my chest, struggling to free myself from this heavy shackle.
He hit his head on the wooden bed, and the pain spread to his senses. Only then did he wake up. It was a dream.
The past is a long way from me.
After my father's accident, I used the key he gave me to open the safe. Inside the safe, there was only one contract: the engagement agreement between the Mo family and the Qiao family.
He said all he could do for me was find me a place to spend the rest of my life.
Father trusts Uncle Qiao. Even if he has a lot of connections with corruption, Uncle Qiao is the most important person. Uncle Qiao is his comrade, Aunt Qiao is my mother's classmate. When I was young, I often dined at the Qiao family, and I was also the princess that Uncle Qiao doted on and cared for the most. He thought that the Qiao family would always take care of me, but his father didn't know that there was a relationship where people left to have tea.
Looking at the time, it was five in the morning. He turned on the lights at their brightest, set the air conditioning to thirty degrees, and wrapped himself in a quilt. He was alone, how cold.
I started to miss Ji Xiaobei's warmth. Every time I woke up, he would hug me.
At five in the morning, when the blood was all over the place, the shrill siren cut through the silence of the morning. I stayed in the corner, not daring to dig a hole in the mud in the garden with my fingers and bury myself in it.