He slowly opened the envelope and saw the letter. Tears kept falling.
My dear Lolo,
I know that when you read this letter, I have already left this world for many years! The reason why I will write this letter to you, there is an important reason is to hope that you can face life bravely, face oneself bravely!
I know that in your heart, there will always be a dark corner, and that corner is where Mom and Dad will always be separated from each other. I think I should give you a reasonable explanation for this matter. Because I know very well, because this matter may bring you a future, perhaps you will not dare to continue to believe in the so-called feelings!
I do not wish for you to possess much valuable wealth. My only hope for you is for you to be happy! Perhaps everyone has a completely different definition of happiness! So don't worry, I won't interfere with your happiness!
You must have read my diary! Everything in the diary is my real situation! Perhaps you might not be able to accept this reality, but everything in front of you is but a shadow! I hope you will be able to face life with positive optimism no matter what happens. This way you can feel that your future is blissful!
I know it's true, but there's no idea of believing me now. Maybe your life is more complicated now, and I might not be able to imagine what you're feeling right now. But what I can be sure of is that you must feel a peculiar contradiction in your heart. He didn't think that the feelings he had for his parents would be a love triangle. In this relationship, I gave my all.
That's why it led to my failure in this life! I didn't regret anything because I knew that everything was not as bad as I had imagined. After all, everything had its own unique side to it. Perhaps I am not a particularly successful wife, but I believe I am a responsible mother! Because my love for you has never diminished in the slightest!
So I want to ask you something. Don't affect your father's relationship with him because of my relationship with him. Although I have to admit, your father is a very good man. But he wasn't the person I loved the most in my heart.
I know it might be a particularly hard blow for you to hear. But what I want to tell you is that not everything is as bad as you think. I want you to face your life bravely and not live in the shadow of the present. I know that when you see this letter, you will miss me very much. Remember our promise?
I have never forgotten my promise to you. I am the star of a lesson, so at any time, if you encounter any difficulties, look up to the sky. Look at how wide the sky is, then your mind should be how broad! I may not be able to bring you any comfort, but I will always have a most important you in my heart.
Perhaps now you already have your own heart to love! If so, then I hope that you will be able to boldly pursue your true love, not like me, and not with the person you love the most, that is a particularly sad feeling. So my life is over in a hurry! There are some things I think you should have understood by now, so I wish you happiness!
After reading the letter, Lin Luo's tears flowed uncontrollably! It was unknown what language was used to describe his current feelings, making him even more confident. Everything was real. It seemed that he had misunderstood his father. So it turns out that my matter isn't as simple as I thought it would be. There are some things that I really need to explore in order to find out the secrets within.
If he didn't have the determination to imagine, then things wouldn't have surfaced as he imagined. But how was he supposed to face the feelings in his heart? If he was not wrong, then the love in his heart right now should be Chen Yang! But how could he face the current situation?
Lin Luo had always been a particularly proud person, so he didn't allow any problems to arise in his emotional world. But now, with this kind of stain, he felt a little out of breath. After seeing her parents' love triangle relationship exposed, she felt that she really could not bear with such a situation anymore! If things could go smoothly, how good would that be!
Lin Luo muttered to himself as he held the hairpin his mother gave him tightly.
"Mom, can you tell me what to do now? Although I knew that some things weren't as simple as I thought, I had unknowingly fallen into a trap. At the same time, I also gave him my true feelings. I didn't know what to do, I just felt that it was my relationship with Chen Yang from before.
Although I was especially clear on that feeling, I was at the same time especially repulsed because I couldn't believe in true feelings. But now that I saw hope, I suddenly didn't know how to describe my current situation. At the same time, I seem to see hope, because your feelings do not frighten me as I thought!
Nothing can solve the problem, but everything is not as easy as we think! I don't know how or in what way to face all this! But my reason also tells me that I should pursue my own happiness. Right now, I am in a very contradictory situation! Suddenly, I felt that life didn't mean much to me! But at the same time, something unexpected happened!
What I want to tell you is that my father's attitude towards me now makes my heart feel very warm. But now, I don't know how to deal with the situation at home! I knew that life had to go on, so I had to stay in my usual way.
Because of our family, I became self-reliant. I believe that in the future, I will definitely be able to rely on my own ability to make myself more glorious! But right now, the shadow that I cannot walk out of is the shadow of missing you. "