C277 Open wound

Lin Xiaoxiao took a deep breath and said, "Definitely not! If I were you, I'd stay. "For the sake of loving me and the people I love, even if the whole world were to force me, I wouldn't leave."

His words were unusually firm and unhurried! The feeling that Lin Xiaoxiao gave off was completely different from how he looked at others. One could even suspect that this was not the words of this gentle and weak woman.

Su Mingxi was also completely stunned.

There were still tears of regret in her eyes, but there was a self-deprecating smile on her face. That's right! I knew it was just like you thought. No matter who oppressed me or attacked me, I shouldn't have made such a choice. But I flinched, I hesitated, I did the same.

So, who can I blame for what happened today? I don't blame anyone but myself. I can't hold my breath and fight Uncle to the end. "

"Even if you had fought back then, you wouldn't have been harmed in the slightest. Because, that man, he will not allow anyone to hurt you. "

Lin Xiaoxiao told her with his own experience what Jin Beichuan would do. She had experienced and seen how Jin Beichuan fought with his life on the line against Jin Nan for her.

The chasing scene on the bridge was eternally fixed in Lin Xiaoxiao's mind. In this life, there was once a man who was willing to fight so hard for him. That was enough!

"What you are saying now does not matter. You are a child that your parents do not care about, but I am different. My parents view me as a treasure, so how can I not think for them? "

The tears in Su Mingxi's eyes seemed to have dried. Even his voice had become a lot hoarse and deep. He was as desolate as a broken leaf in the wind, as if he could fall down at any time.

"So what!?" Whatever it is, I know he's going to help me up against the sky. Even if I die, I don't have any regrets. "

When Lin Xiaoxiao said this, a faint smile surfaced on the corner of his mouth. It was only now that she understood how much she loved that man. However, she'd never said these words out loud.

Su Mingxi did not speak! Suddenly, he stopped talking. She lowered her head, and after a while, he suddenly sobbed.

Lin Xiaoxiao frowned, and looked at her. What was going on?

After a long while, Su Mingxi finally raised his head and looked at Lin Xiaoxiao with eyes filled with unspeakable envy. There was no hostility or hatred from the past. There was only the envy of a normal person.

"Lin Xiaoxiao, no wonder Brother Beichuan likes you so much."

With a single sentence, Lin Xiaoxiao was left speechless! Did he really like his? Putting aside this time, he had seemed to like her in the past. However, ever since his identity as the Dabao was announced … She no longer had the confidence to say that he still liked his words.

Su Mingxi continued, his voice was filled with grief. But it's also because of you that he doesn't care about me anymore. He's even a little tired of me now. "

"It can't be. I can see that he's in a very good mood every time he sees you." Lin Xiaoxiao didn't know what was wrong with him, he actually spoke up for his love rival and comforted him.

"Ha!" "Hahaha!" Su Mingxi laughed coldly, his face was full of self-mockery. You look like you're in a good mood? "It's all done for you to see …"

The latter half of the sentence was uttered in a low voice, as if he was talking to himself. Lin Xiaoxiao couldn't hear it clearly.

"Alright, Ming Xi, come with me. You know, Beichuan is looking for you, how worried he is for you. " Lin Xiaoxiao wanted to call Su Mingxi back, but she faintly felt that Su Mingxi lured her here this time wasn't just to talk a few words with her, it was also how simple it was to grumble a few times.

Indeed! Su Mingxi shook his head and said, "I won't go back."

"Why? "Then what do you want to do?" Lin Xiaoxiao realized that the situation was turning bad.

Su Mingxi turned his head and cast his gaze towards the snowy mountain in front of him, and said with a faint voice: "I don't want to go anywhere. I'm tired. Lin Xiaoxiao, I'm really tired. These years, I have been stuck between my uncle, my parents, and Beichuan, suffering mental torment. I'm really tired, and I want to put an end to this. "

Lin Xiaoxiao was frightened when he heard it, and said anxiously: "Su Mingxi, what are you trying to do? You better not do anything stupid! "

Su Mingxi did not look at her, but walked a few steps forward and said: "Lin Xiaoxiao, if you really pity me, then help me hide the matter of me pretending to be amnesia, and tell him that I love him, and that will be enough."

Lin Xiaoxiao was right! She really wanted to kill himself. How could this be allowed? She was so young and had a great future ahead of her. How could she just die like that? If she were to die like this, how much self-blame would Lin Xiaoxiao feel? Because she had not acted to save him!

She didn't even think as he rushed forward to give chase. Suddenly, Su Mingxi turned around. The night was a little dark, and under the situation where there were no lamps in sight, Lin Xiaoxiao could not see the expression on her face too clearly.

She seemed to be able to see the cold light flowing through Su Mingxi's eyes, but when she focused his eyes again, that touch of spirituality no longer existed. What he had was only Su Mingxi, his determination to die, and his dejected mood.

"Lin Xiaoxiao, don't come over!" Su Mingxi warned coldly.

"No, I must go! Let me tell you, five years ago, I thought of dying just like you did. You're right, I once betrayed Xu Jiaming. But I didn't do it voluntarily.

I was framed! On the night of my eighteenth birthday, Xu Jiaming set up a birthday banquet for me. "That day, I don't know whose things I drank, but someone brought me to an unfamiliar room …"

When Lin Xiaoxiao mentioned about what happened five years ago, his chest still felt stuffy and uncomfortable. If everything could be repeated, she would tell himself that he would always be on his guard and refuse to eat anything suspicious, no matter where or when.

In order to change Su Mingxi's mind, Lin Xiaoxiao had no choice but to open his wounds all those years ago, and let her see how painful she had once felt, as he thought about leaving this world.

"..." As for what happened afterwards, you know it. But I was pregnant. Can you imagine the accusations of parents, the abandonment of friends? I was in the same mood as you, and I wanted to leave this place. Leave this world that brings me all the painful memories!

But I survived. Against such damage, what was it worth? If you give up on yourself for such a small matter, wouldn't you feel that you're not worth it?! "