For the next three days, wennuan stayed in the hospital and sat in the hospital bed without saying a word. From time to time, he just looked up out of the window and stared at the red leaves slowly floating down in the breeze. He was even in a trance and melancholy.
Autumn is originally a bleak season. In this season, everything will be involuntarily stained with a faint melancholy*
Looking at the gray sky outside the window and the tree tops floating with the wind, her tears swirled in her eyes.
She has never felt lonely like now. That kind of loneliness is from the inside out and immersed into the bone marrow from the skin. It really makes people suffocate and die. All vitality seems to be blocked in an invisible barrier. Even if she breathes gently, she feels helpless, distressed and sad
When she didn't know that Yihao was still alive, she often stared out of the window. However, at that time, she didn't feel lonely, because she believed that even if he left, his soul would stay with her... And now
He is alive, but it makes her feel that his existence is strange. His existence makes her feel more lonely than his non existence.
He was not dead, but in the air she breathed, she could no longer find the unique breath of him. Even the air was so strange that she felt that the whole world had changed.
Warm and powerless closed her eyes, desperately let herself not think too much, desperately let herself not think about him, but... She still couldn't control herself not to think about him.
However, the more she thinks about him, the more heartache she feels. The more she thinks about him, the more she can't breathe*
She felt that she was really suffocating and couldn't breathe.
She is waiting for him. For her, these three days can be regarded as "spending seconds like years". She thought he would come to the hospital to see her. She thought he would appear, but... After three days of waiting, she didn't wait for anything except heartache.
Wennuan doesn't know whether she should laugh or cry. She doesn't even know how to control her expression. She can only let her facial cells do what they want to do
Warm closed her eyes, slowly took a few deep breaths, wanted to calm herself down, and even tried to force herself to sleep, because she knew that only when she fell asleep, she would not think about him, his good, his bad, his tenderness, his cruelty... Only when she fell asleep, she would not think about the strange and familiar man, So she won't have heartache.
However, as soon as she calmed herself down, she heard the voice of sister a min and Xu Meng arguing outside the door. Although they had deliberately lowered their voice, she still heard it clearly.
"Did you go to find the young master? Why hasn't someone come for three days?"
"It's not that I didn't go, but that he didn't want to come at all!"
"Why doesn't he want to come?" sister Amin is full of anger. You know, she obviously feels warm and depressed these days. She doesn't seem energetic at any time. If it goes on like this, even her iron body will be unbearable.
"He said that he is not the person we are looking for at all. It's better not to come than to let the young grandmother fall into deeper pain. It's better to have a long pain than a short pain!" Minghao shrugged helplessly.
"You're a white rice eater. The Yi family gives you such a high salary. You don't do anything well. What a loser!!" sister Amin scolded angrily.
"Bucket? You scolded me for being a bucket. If you have the ability, go to the young master and see if you will become a bucket..." Minghao said unconvinced.
After listening to their conversation, wennuan's mood, which finally calmed down, soared in an instant.
He really doesn't care about her life or death? Really don't care how she feels?! She can't, she doesn't believe it!!
Thinking of this, wennuan opened the quilt and wanted to get out of bed. However, she suddenly realized that it must not be a good way to rush out like this. Finally, she had to lie in bed again.
After dinner, when sister Amin would tidy up in the hotel, wennuan turned up from the hospital bed. Regardless of changing her sick clothes, she ran out of the hospital directly
Yihao waited until Xiaoya fell asleep and even his breathing became symmetrical. He tucked in the quilt corner for her, turned out of the room, and gently closed the door.
He went downstairs to the room on the second floor. Yihao closed the door, took off his clothes and planned to take a bath, and then had a rest. However, he saw the curtains in front of the window flying around by the strong wind and the rain floating in from the window. He found that he forgot to close the window when it rained today.
Frowning, he quickly stepped forward and opened the curtain to close the window. However, when he saw a white figure downstairs, he looked carefully and found the crazy woman standing in the rain?!
"Disappeared for three days and came again?" Yi Hao wondered.
Standing in the rain, wennuan saw the light in the room on the third floor go out. She thought Yihao was asleep. Just when she was so desperate that she didn't know what to do, she suddenly saw the light in the room on the second floor go on.
Seeing that Yihao suddenly appeared in front of the window, wennuan was very excited. At the same time, she was so sad that she tried to shed tears, but her tears mixed in the rain and couldn't be found at all.
"Brother Yihao..." warm and weak, but she desperately shouted these four words. I don't know whether she hasn't spoken for too long recently, or because she has been drenched in the rain for too long, her voice has been hoarse.
Yi Hao tightened his eyebrows and looked straight at the woman downstairs. He didn't know what she came for today. He wanted to close the window and ignore her. He should take a bath and eat when he should
However, seeing that she was still wearing sick clothes, he couldn't step away.
Because the rain was too heavy and the sound of the rain was too loud, he couldn't hear warm calling him at all.
"Brother Yihao..." warm looked up and looked at him, but the cold rain pattered on her cheeks, on her body and in her heart. She even felt very cold. That kind of cold is the cold immersed in the heart, lungs and bone marrow from the surface and.
Seeing that Yihao didn't move, wennuan raised his voice this time, tore his heart and lungs and shouted, "brother Yihao!!"
Yihao heard it this time and saw wennuan. Because he shouted his name too hard, his body trembled badly, and his fist couldn't help holding it tight.
"You go back!!" Yi Hao didn't know how long she had been standing in the rain. He was worried that she would be unbearable if she stood like this again. He shouted at her.
The sound spread rapidly in the rain and finally fell into the warm ears, but it was very small. However, no matter how small the sound was, those words still beat her heart and lungs like a big hammer.
Seeing her standing in the rain, shouldn't he run downstairs and hold her, or take her to a place where it won't rain? Why can he become so calm? And this calmness is close to indifference?
Looking at his indifferent appearance, warm stood in the heavy rain, but heard the sound of heartbreak.
She can't understand. Even if he loses his memory, forgets her and doesn't remember her, how can that feeling disappear? How can the feeling of loving her and loving her disappear? She really didn't understand. She didn't understand at all.
Looking at him, everything in front of her slowly became blurred. She smiled and shouted, "brother Yihao, if you really don't care about me and really don't love me, the existence of this child has no meaning. I don't want the child, don't want it!!"
Warm said this, stood in place, looked at him for a while, and finally turned and ran away with her life.
This child really has no value of existence. The child is the crystallization of two people's love. If love is gone, what's the meaning of existence? Even if born, will not be blessed, born is also a burden.
So one more person in the world is in pain. It's better not to let him out.
Thinking of this, wennuan ran desperately to the hospital. She's going to have an operation. She's going to have an operation right away.
When Yihao saw wennuan run away and recalled the last sentence she had just said, he felt inexplicable.
What do you mean that since you don't care about her and don't love her, the child has no meaning to exist?
What do you mean she doesn't want this child?!
Yihao's brain suddenly got stuck. He raised his hand and patted his forehead heavily. However, when he realized what she meant by that sentence, Yihao's face changed slightly. Without much thought, he turned around, grabbed the T-shirt he had just taken off, put it on his body, went downstairs with "Dong Dong ~" and finally chased out.
Wennuan didn't know how long she ran along the road. However, she felt that the road was so far away from the hospital road. She didn't know how she ran to him when she came from the hospital. Now, she felt that the road in front of her was an endless road of no return. No matter how hard she ran or ran desperately, she couldn't find a rope to save herself.
I don't know how far I ran. I felt warm. The strength in my body seemed to be suddenly pulled away. She fell powerlessly on the wide road, then fell to the ground and felt the crazy beating of the rain on herself.
The rain hurt her skin, but her heart hurt even more. She really couldn't suppress a burst of colic stronger than a burst, warm suddenly pulled. She opened her throat and cried bitterly
Why?
Why should God be so cruel to her?
What on earth did she do wrong?
Why did she feel abandoned again, again, again?
Why?
She was lying on the road crying out of breath, and the cold that permeated her heart was solid. She wrapped every cell on her body from head to foot, from outside to inside. She felt that she was about to be frozen, and she was about to die of cold and freezing.
Yihao kept chasing along the route of warm running away. He didn't know how far he ran. He just felt that the woman could run too much, right? He ran faster than him.
Just as he was going to increase his speed to catch up with the woman, his eyes fell on the white figure lying on the ground in front of him. He was so frightened that he breathed and was stunned for two seconds. He ran quickly, picked up cold, warm and warm from the ground, and found that her eyes were open, as well as breathing and heartbeat, and his consciousness was clear. He was relieved.
"You woman, why are you in such trouble? Why are you running around in such a heavy rain? Even if you want to run around, at least take an umbrella? Why don't you know how to take care of yourself?" looking at the woman who has made herself so embarrassed, Yi Hao couldn't help yelling and preparing.
Warm and warm took back the scattered thoughts. When she looked at it, she saw Yi Hao's face under the dim street lamp. She couldn't help crying. She stretched out her hand to hold his neck and sobbed: "husband... I thought you didn't want me, don't want our baby! Husband..."
"I'm not your husband!!" Yi Hao called her husband when he saw the woman holding herself. His forehead couldn't help sliding down countless black lines.
"You are my husband, you are my husband!!"
"I'm not!!"
"You are! You are my husband. If you are not, why do you want to catch up?" said wennuan stubbornly.
Yi Hao couldn't resist her, so he sighed and whispered, "OK, OK, that's right!!" then he planned to send her back, "you get up quickly, I'll take you back, stand up by yourself, don't think I'll take you back!!"
"Husband, I'm so cold. Will you hold me?" she hugged her neck and said coquettishly.
Yihao almost didn't spray blood. He wanted to push her away. You know, this woman took advantage of him. He didn't know. However, when his hand touched her body, he found that her body was terribly hot. His face changed slightly, "Why are you so hot?"
The warm brain was a little confused. It was chaotic. She closed her eyes, held Yihao tightly, and said vaguely: "husband, I'm so cold... You hold me!!"
Yihao really wants to die. When he meets such a grinding woman, he really wants to commit suicide.
Looking around for a week, he found that there were no vehicles passing back and forth. He had to touch his pocket and planned to call an ambulance with his mobile phone. It's not difficult to see that the woman is ill and her body is so hot. It's strange that she doesn't have a fever!!
However, when he took out his mobile phone and found that the mobile phone had been flooded and couldn't open, he was so angry that he smashed the mobile phone directly, looked around and began to figure out what to do.
The hospital is quite far away from here, and the home is also very far away. The woman doesn't fall anywhere. She is in the middle of the two places.
Yi Hao had no words about warm and warm. Finally, he thought that there was a small wooden house for fishing in the nearby village. It was less than 500 meters away from here. He had to pick warm and warm up from the ground and run towards the wooden house.
In the process of running, he tried to tilt his upper body forward to prevent the rain from falling on her. However, he had to admit that it was a very painful and wasteful jo