"The night we were at Han's four years ago," he said, suddenly holding her hand, "who did you go with?"
That night --
her nerves tightened in an instant, and her lips trembled as she looked at his scarred face.
Did his injury have anything to do with that night? Did he know that?
"What do you know?" She pressed back the pain in her heart and asked him.
It was a scar she didn't want to uncover, a pain she tried to forget.
His expression froze. Her simple question seemed to be an uncertain answer to him.
"With whom do you remember?" Asked him again.
It seems that he doesn't know the truth, so there's no need to let him know.
She thought, swallowing all the sadness again, stitching up the wound again, smiling and saying, "it was my aunt who asked a friend to come and pick me up. Nothing's wrong!"
With that, she took out her hand and said, "don't be so impulsive in the future. No matter what the reason is, it's not good to fight with others and hurt yourself so much. No, don't do it again. It's not worth it, it's not worth it! "
Although I don't know what happened, but judging from his reaction today, she guessed that the fight between him and others was related to her, to that incident. However, that matter, for both of them, was hurt.
No one expected that the reunion in four years would be such a scene, because of the past that no one would like to mention!
He did not ask again. After a long silence, he said, "Shiyuan, please contact me, OK?"
As if suddenly surrounded by a gust of wind, she even felt some tinnitus, lips more than trembling.
He hugged her from behind, his chin against her shoulder.
"I have never forgotten you all these years. Although I told myself not to love you again more than once, I couldn't. Shiyuan, would you please accept me? I want to be with you, always with you! " His voice, his words, like a cool wind around her, she bowed her head, tears hit his hands.
His arms wrapped her tightly in his arms: "I can't treat you as an ordinary friend. You are the one I want to marry in this life. I love you, Shiyuan!"
Her heart was softened by his warm words and arms. The iron armor that wrapped her heart began to crack a little, and tears burst out like a flood.
He pulled her over, shaking his hands and holding her tearful face.
Her tears were cold, so was her cheek. When he approached her lips again, a small angle of her face stopped him.
He raised his face a little higher and gently imprinted a kiss on her forehead.
"I'm sorry, I can't promise you! I'm sorry She opened her eyes sharply and stared at him.
Is his look so complicated and confused? disappointment? Or pain?
"Mufei, I like you. If you love me, I should love you too. However, from the past to the present, I have never understood how I feel for you. How far is this kind of liking and liking from true love? I don't know! " She wiped away her tears. At the moment, her eyes were so pure. The tears in her eyes were not dry, but just like a clear lake.
"I know how it hurts you to say such cruel words to you again and again. However, I don't want to make a rash decision for fear of your injury, so that we will regret it in the future. If it's because of me that you fight with people today, I'm really moved and feel guilty. I'm sorry! " She didn't say any more and bowed her head.
He just sighed with a bitter smile and said, "you haven't changed at all these years!" He sighed: "I'm very happy that you treat me so sincerely. Despite being rejected by you again and again, I still don't give up. It was four years ago and it is today. Because you are so serious, I will wait for you, for the day when you think clearly and really! " She looked up in disbelief.
"No matter what happened in the past, what will happen in the future, in my heart, you will always be the one with a brilliant smile He is so serious, but I do not know that his attitude makes her so depressed.
Her lips trembled, and from his words she knew that he might have come to some conclusion about the night, but the more he treated her as usual, the more miserable she was.
Such love, really too heavy!
"If I'm not the perfect person in your mind, would you still accept me?" She didn't explain, but he should have understood.
He nodded heavily, and his expression was so firm that she could not doubt it.
However, she sighed: "please really forget me, please as Xu Shiyuan, this person has never existed, OK? You are such a good person, there should be a better person than me to live with you. I don't want to, I don't want to do this again! "
Looking at him, she said with a smile: "thank you for loving me, but I can't accept it!"Then she stood up and went to the door, and he ran after her.
She did not look back, but said faintly, "I am not worthy of your injury like this!"
"Shiyuan --" he grabbed her arm, she turned back with a sad smile, pushed his hand away, and said, "let's all take our own road."
When her back disappeared outside the door, he shed tears, tears flow to the injured part, it is so painful, but he knows that his heart is the most painful. The wound of skin and flesh can be healed quickly. How should the wound in the heart be healed?
She stood on the street in front of his house and looked up at the sky, but her tears were spinning and didn't fall.