Chapter 38

And her first time, he never forgot, at that time, she became his woman under the effect of drugs. He was the villain, but he didn't violence her.

Many times after that, he had sex with her with her permission.

Only today, he really hurt her.

He knew that although she had a physical relationship with herself, she was not a lover in that sense. She didn't accept any money or gifts from him, and he didn't do much for her. Therefore, from this point of view, she and he are independent of each other. She has no obligation to become a tool for him to vent his sexual desire, let alone the object that he can wantonly rape.

And he, from the heart, is extremely disgusted with this kind of violent behavior. He has many women, but he never rapes. Because he can buy all kinds of women's services with money. On the other hand, he is very talented. Many women like him very much. Even if he doesn't need money, someone will sacrifice himself for him. For Wang Zixuan, up to now, there are only two women he can't control: Zhou Xianya and Xu Shiyuan! He is very clear about this.

Today's incident not only caused irreparable harm to her, but also made him spit on his own nature.

"I, I'll make it up to you. I'm sorry!" He hugged her, he said softly.

"How to compensate?" She dried her tears and looked up at him.

"Why -" he hesitated.

"Give me the money? Let me be like your other women? Take your money, be your plaything, and serve you? " Her eyes, like an arrow, pierced his mask.

He was silent, and indeed, in front of her, all his aura was eclipsed. He is just a man, a man named Wang Zixuan, not the heir of Wang's billions of assets.

"I'm sorry," he said, putting his finger in her hair and looking at her, "you know, I never thought of you as a woman I raised."

She gave a bitter smile and sighed.

"I don't have any excuse to excuse myself today. I'm wrong. I'm guilty. So, no matter how you punish me, I won't have any complaints! "

She looked up at him. At the moment, he was really full of remorse, and she --

"forget it, I won't sue you in the court! I don't want to have anything to do with you! So please let me go She sat up, got out of bed and stood on the ground, tidying up her clothes. Without looking at him, he went to the living room, ready to put on his coat and leave with his luggage.

He sat on the bed and looked at her back. Seeing that her hand was going to pull the suitcase, he rushed to her and held on to her hand holding the trunk rod.

She looked back at him, her lips trembling.

"Can you go after this holiday?" He asked softly.

She looked at him and was silent for a long time before she asked, "why?"

"We are all lonely here, aren't we?" In his eyes, flashed a complex look, is sad or repentant, or she does not understand the feelings, at the moment she does not know. She only knew that her steps were so heavy that she could not walk away.

"When I went to the airport, I felt as if I was going home. It has been nearly six years since I arrived in the United States. No matter how hard it is, I have always been able to make it through my own teeth. I know, this is not my home, no one will listen to my complaints, no shoulder to rely on, I understand all these. From the time I decided to study in the United States, I had been mentally prepared. However, no matter how I do psychological construction, I still hope that someone can listen to me and let me cry and laugh at ease She stared at him, but tried to hold back her tears.

"To tell you the truth, I think it's easy to be with you. There's no burden, no disguise, no need to think about what I should say and do, and I don't need to cater to you. I really like the feeling of relaxation."

Tears rolled down her face, and he reached out to wipe it. He looked at her quietly and listened to her.

"I know what's going on between you and me. I know that one day you will have your own family and maybe I will have one too. However, before that, I still hope to be able to live a more unrestrained life. That's why I'm with you, sleeping with you. However, Wang Zixuan, I can have sex with you, but I will never allow you to rape me! "

Her eyes were sparkling with tears, but she was so calm and shocked him.

"Yes, I'm sorry!" He wanted to hug her, but he didn't dare to move.

She bowed her head and did not speak again or go.

"Thank you for telling me that, Xu Shiyuan!" He finally summoned up the courage to hold her in his arms. At that moment, her tears burst out and wet his shirt.

"Today, no matter what I do, I can't redeem myself. However, since you say you like to be with me, please let me take good care of you in this holiday. This holiday, no matter what you want to do, I will accompany you. When the holiday is over, if you want to cut off contact with me, I will accept it! Don't go, will you? "She raised her head and met his deep eyes. In the haze of tears, his appearance was still so beautiful.

Taking a few deep breaths, she calmed herself down.

Although he said so, she knew that she could not ask him for everything because of today's affairs. It was not her character.

"You say that, very, very well!" She said so, but he was a little surprised.

But listen to her continue to say: "I don't want to blackmail you for this! I, too, have principles! "

His hands on her shoulders involuntarily squeezed slightly and looked at her calmly.

"Wang Zixuan, are we friends?" She asked.

Obviously, he was a little surprised by her question, and were they friends? He can't define what kind of relationship it is. More than physical communication, it's more spiritual comfort. So, what kind of relationship is it?

Although he can not say clearly, but since she regards him as a friend, that is a friend!

He nodded.

"Since we are friends, let's forget what happened today. I don't want to think about it any more. I don't want to think about it any more. I don't want to think about it when I see you." She was so calm that he had no idea.

"But Wang Zixuan, if you do this to others again in the future --" she warned.

"You can kill me!" He took it.

But she couldn't tell whether his eyes were true or not.

"Do you blackmail me?" Unknowingly, she returned to the habit of getting along with him before today.

"How dare I?" His attitude has obviously softened.

"You know I'm not going to kill people, you say that!"

"I can write a suicide note in advance. Even if you kill me, the police will not arrest you!" He seems to be serious.

"I won't listen to you!" She couldn't help but chuckle.

I don't know what happened. In his heart, she has left footprints easily.

"Xu Shiyuan, I like you!" Both of them were shocked.

Is he not thinking through his head? He didn't know, and she didn't know.

She looked at each other for a moment, and then she burst out laughing, but he didn't understand. Instead, she looked frustrated.

"What are you laughing at? Me, is that funny? " He asked.