Chapter 78

The couple said goodbye to their families and went back to their own nest.

No one said a word on the way. Everyone lives in their own thoughts and hides them from each other.

Maybe it's because they don't think it's necessary to tell each other!

Until they got home, they were still silent and doing their own things.

He turned on the TV and watched the news, while she sat on the side, flipped through the newspapers, put them all in the stack of old books and newspapers, and went upstairs. He just glanced at her and pushed the remote control. She listened to the sound of the TV, which was his constant channel change. She did not look back and went back to the bedroom.

After washing, she sat in bed playing games on her mobile phone. She rarely plays mobile games because there was no time for her to do so in the past. However, now she has a lot of time here, the game in the mobile phone has become her only way of entertainment.

In the huge bedroom, only the lamp at the head of the bed was on.

She didn't know why she didn't turn off the light to sleep. What was she waiting for?

People's sorrow lies in this, often in their own unconscious circumstances, on the other side of the people or things should not have fantasy and expectations.

At this time, although she thought she didn't love Wang Zixuan, she still expected to have a place in his heart, even if it was just a small mark. Although she knew it was wrong, how many people in the world can keep their heads clear and see themselves and the world rationally all the time? If no one can do it, then, of course, Xu Shiyuan can't.

Therefore, she is in such a contradiction, sitting in bed playing games.

The mind is not in the game above, will naturally feel that time passes slowly.

She closed her cell phone, put it on the cupboard at the head of her bed, reached out to turn off the lamp, but it didn't turn it off. She looked at the time on her mobile phone and lay down, but she couldn't sleep.

It has been at least an hour since I went upstairs, but he has never come in.

She sat up again and wanted to get out of bed to see what he was doing. She went to the door of the bedroom and stopped when her right hand was ready to turn the handle.

Maybe he is very painful! Knowing that his beloved is unhappy, he still can't do something for her. Not only that, but he was forced to marry someone he didn't love.

At this point, she suddenly felt that she was a third party. If it is not his own existence, perhaps, maybe he still has the opportunity to hold hands with his beloved, perhaps he would not be so embarrassed as now.

Although she has not seen Zhou Xianya, and although she does not know why she and Wang Zixuan are so far apart, the heart of Shiyuan is still filled with a deep sense of guilt.

She had been lying in bed waiting for him, but he did not come. She watched it several times, and he had been sitting downstairs for nearly three hours.

This situation, she can not help sighing in her heart, two people seem to be very close, but never into each other's heart.

The door opened, he came in, and she fell asleep.

He sat beside her, gazing quietly at her sleeping face under the lamp, but he was silent.

When he got up and went into the bathroom, she opened her eyes, but her eyes were so blurred.

This night, two people sleep very shallow, after a short time, both found each other did not sleep.

"Xu Shiyuan -" he called her softly.

"What's the matter?" She didn't look at him. She just asked.

"I want to hold you!" He said so, and his body was close to her.

This simple embrace, only in this silent night.

At this time, Shiyuan may have foreseen the influence Zhou Xianya may have on her family in the future. family? If she and Wang Zixuan as husband and wife, as a family.

"Well -" he just whispered in her ear, "I told you, you make your own decisions about the wedding dress. Why don't you make your own decisions? "

She turned and looked at him.

In the dark, in fact, she could not see his face clearly, but she felt that she could see clearly. At the moment, his expression was so gentle that she was very surprised.

"You, how do you know that?" She asked.

He held her in his arms again, and said, "guiyoumei's style is not what you like. It's my mother's hobby. Many of her dresses are designed by Gui Youmei

"Nonsense, how do you know I don't like it?" She asked.

In fact, he guessed right. When choosing the wedding dress today, her mother-in-law strongly recommended GUI Youmei's design, and even had a small dispute with Ziyan. However, Shiyuan finally obeyed her mother-in-law's wishes.

"I think you prefer some simple styles! Verawang's design is more suitable for you! " He said.

She didn't say a word, but she felt a warm feeling in her heart and involuntarily put her head close to him.

In fact, she has been fascinated by verawang's wedding dress since she was a girl. At first, it was because of Wang's fame. When she really saw a number of designs, she found that her favorite was Wang's wedding dress.Every girl has a dream to be a princess, even if it only has one day. In that dream, wedding dress is a very important prop. Shiyuan is also such a dream, although she will not think about holding her hand and swearing.

With the growth of age, the dream gradually become reality, no fantasy color. Wedding is just the step to start a marriage. The key is the person who will spend his whole life with himself. It's only here that the problem really arises. Who is that person?

Now with him, inexplicably become husband and wife, and that luxurious wedding is also in orderly progress, everything is so real but illusory. Although he said that she was the main character of this performance, she had no sense of reality and no sense of substitution. From the beginning to the end, in addition to trying to divorce, the other time is in a trance watching others busy, yesterday was the case. She sat there, watching her mother-in-law, Ziyan, and Lixin when they chose the wedding dress design there, she felt that she was watching a performance that had nothing to do with herself. If you ask her why she doesn't express her opinions and doesn't follow her own preferences, the reason is this - she has no sense of reality!

"Do you want to change your wedding dress?" He asked.

She shook her head and said, "no, as long as your mother is happy, I don't care!"

In fact, she is very clear about the reason why she is not willing to give her thoughts. She is worried that once she is integrated into the role of the bride, she will involuntarily fall into this absurd marriage with him, which is destined to end. In this case, it's better to treat it calmly from the beginning, and don't spend your mind.

But the question is, can she really be so calm?