After the dinner, Xianya still went back to Fei's home.
Wang Zixuan and his father and sister discussed the final decision of the four families tonight. Soon it was ten o'clock. He went upstairs to his bedroom. He thought she was there, but there was no one in the bedroom.
He had to search from room to room and found her in her study. She was surfing the Internet.
She saw many emails from mufei.
From the day she was hospitalized, she received three letters every morning, noon and evening, asking her about her body, eating and sleeping.
Although the content of every day is basically the same, but his writing is different, which makes her feel warm and full of guilt.
It is clear that he hurt him so cruelly, but he still loves her.
Love a person, really can do so, regardless of return?
In addition to mufei's email, she also saw a letter from Mo Shaokang. He also knew about her, only asked her about her postoperative recovery, not too much inquiry, but also told her to take a good rest. The third thing is that he will attend an annual conference of neuroscience next month and say he wants to see her.
Next month, if you count the days, it will be only one week.
At the annual meeting, she looked at the word and felt far away from herself.
From college, whenever there was an academic conference or someone to give an academic report on her field of interest, she would certainly go to listen. After going to the hospital, the hospital often has some reports on the latest research progress of disease treatment and pathogenesis, which she will pay attention to as long as she is free.
As a doctor, we should not only master the mature knowledge, but also pay close attention to the latest progress in that field. This is the necessary quality to become an excellent doctor.
But now, she --
she raises her hands and stares at it, and unconsciously smiles and sighs.
"What's the matter with you?" He asked, standing behind her.
She put down her hand, turned off her mailbox and asked, "have all the guests left?"
"I left an hour and a half ago. Have you eaten yet?"
"Yes She said, turning off the computer, getting up and walking outside.
"I'm sorry about those things." He said.
"Nothing, I won't care!"
He laughed bitterly, but did not say a word.
Emotional crossroads, push far or pull in, will affect the future direction of this relationship. However, when you are looking forward to the other party pulling you, why don't you want to go closer to her?
"I want to divorce you, Wang Zixuan!" She stood with her back to him in the dark.
Her tone was so calm that she seemed to have made up her mind.
"Has it been decided?" He asked.
"Well! I want to talk to Dad. I'll go now! "
He didn't stop her. He stood still. However, when she came out of the study, she closed her eyes against the wall and laughed helplessly. Laugh at yourself and think he will persuade yourself not to do so!
Step by step, she went to the stairs, supporting the wall, her steps were so slow.
She heard the door close behind her, closed her eyes and went on.
"Do you think my father will agree to your request?" His voice penetrated her eardrum and she stopped.
"Xu Shiyuan, I will not divorce you. If the reason for your decision is this time, I apologize to you! I'm wrong, but I don't like you to say that you want a divorce because of one thing. Don't you think you are too hasty? "
She turned back, looked at him and said, "don't you want to be with her? I will help you, Wang Zixuan
He rushed to her in a few steps, and they were staring at each other.
"Do you think you're smart? How can you help me? I tell you, Xu Shiyuan, I don't need your success! Do you think you are great to make such a decision? Do you think I'll appreciate you? It's ridiculous He dropped the words and stormed off to the bedroom.
She sat down on the ground along the wall, holding her body and weeping silently.
Back in the room, he punched the wall and said "selfishness"!
She never went back to her bedroom to rest. He was waiting, sitting by the bed. As time passed by, the room was very quiet.
However, after half an hour, she did not come back. He got upset and began to go out to look for her. She shouldn't really talk to her father about divorce! No, Xu Shiyuan is not that kind of person. However, if you don't come back for such a long time, that guy is one track minded, won't he do anything?
He was suddenly flustered and rushed out of the bedroom, but she was still sitting on the floor of the corridor.
"Fool!" He said a word and went to pick her up.
She didn't say anything, she was just so dull and expressionless.
"Let's move out tomorrow! Go back there and live more comfortably! " He said she did not answer.
This night, two people did not say a word, the heart thought is not the same thing, but do not know.At breakfast in the morning, Wang Zixuan told his parents the meaning of moving out. They were worried that Shiyuan would not be cared for. Wang Zixuan asked his servant Mrs. Su to live in the rose house to take care of Shiyuan, but Shiyuan never spoke. Wang Zixuan apologized to his sister for yesterday's incident.
Ziyan didn't understand Shiyuan. Didn't she say she wanted a divorce? It doesn't look like this. Eh, what's going on? But it was not easy to ask at the table, but she said she wanted to move out. Before the words were finished, the elder sister said, "little sister, don't you think you should go to Fei's house to apologize to Xianya? You are not a child. You should have a sense of propriety! If you can't face and correct your own mistakes, what qualifications do you have to say to move out? "
The elder sister tone is stern, the son Yan also dare not refute.
"Yan'er, don't be a child!" Said the mother.
"Mom, you don't care about her. She's such a big person. She doesn't use her head to do things. Do you think the whole world will revolve around her?" Wang Zimin said such a thing to his sister for the first time. Everyone was surprised, but no one said anything.
"You should make an apology to Xianya first, and we'll talk about other things later." Sister's tone is completely imperative, Wang Ziyan's mouth is wide, just can't say.
"Xuan'er, before Shiyuan can move freely, you should try to work at home and accompany Shiyuan a lot." Wang said. Wang Zixuan nodded in response.
"Shiyuan, if you need anything, just call me and I'll ask them to deliver it to you!" Mother in law said with a smile.
"Well, thank you, mom!" This is the only answer.
After breakfast, Wang Zixuan drove Shiyuan and Mrs. Su back to the rose house.
Wang Ziyan went to Fei's house to see Xianya, but in addition to apologizing, she told Xianya about Shiyuan's divorce. She was shocked and speechless.
"But divorce is good for you all. You and my brother have got it, and Shiyuan can be free. " Ziyan said.
Elegant million did not think of such a thing, Ziyan left, she sat alone for a long time.
In the afternoon, Wang Zimin received a call from Xianya, saying that she had bought the ticket and was ready to leave. Xian Ya declined Fei Jia and Wang Zimin's stay and boarded the flight to Tokyo.
Wang Zixuan heard about it and drove to the airport, only to see her go to the gate. She looked back and saw him and waved goodbye with her most brilliant smile.
Fang Yiru was the only one who saw her off at the airport.
"Zixuan, this is her letter to you and Shiyuan! She said that she didn't have the courage to apologize to Shiyuan in person! " Fang Yiru gave Wang Zixuan a letter and said.
At this time, Wang Zimin and Fei an Chen came, and everyone felt empty in their hearts. Xian Ya came and left. She thought she would stay all the time, but she finally chose to leave.
Perfect others or yourself? Maybe, all of them!
Shiyuan didn't think of Xian ya, so she left. Looking at Wang Zixuan chasing her, she couldn't calm down. His heart must be very reluctant to give up, can you chase her back? Or follow her? Shiyuan is no longer willing to think about it.
What happened during this period of time has completely subverted her emotional world. After these days, she finally knew that she loved him, and deeply felt his feelings for her and her elegance.
If he chose to be elegant, she must be able to leave peacefully!
Sitting at home waiting, however, she always felt that he would not come back.
Man is such a contradictory creature. Although he tells himself a fact, he is unwilling to accept it. He always has an illusion in his heart, which is a beautiful imagination which is opposite to the cruel reality!
She is like this now, sitting alone in the dark living room waiting for him, waiting for the person who may not come back!
She didn't call him that night. It was not because there were servants in the house, not alone, but because she had lost hope.
Why is it that every time she finds her love, it is nipped in the bud by reality?
Don't I deserve love?
She sat on the sofa, thinking about the little things she had been with him, and she couldn't help laughing. Did not expect that the past is so happy ah!
At this time, she more and more have a feeling, and this feeling is like poison general erosion of her heart, like a dark cloud swallowing the light of her hope. This feeling is: love will only bring her pain! In the past, why there was so much happiness was because she didn't fall in love with him. Because if you don't fall in love, you won't have expectations for him, you won't have fantasies about tomorrow, you won't be hurt, you won't suffer.
No hope, no disappointment! If so! Why did she forget such a simple truth?
However, once you fall in love with him, can you think that you have not loved him?
In such a day and night together, how to extinguish the burning fire of love?
Can you really be ruthless? Can you wrap your heart?
"Even if you can't, try to do it!" She sighed.However, she looked at the mobile phone, has passed zero, why he has not come back? No, not even a phone call. Is it true that he left with Xian ya? Or is it that he has retained elegance and is with her?
"Why do you want this? He is going to leave sooner or later. Why bother? " She said so, but she was still waiting.
Waiting, she fell asleep on the sofa.
As time goes by, does the seedling of love just sprout have vitality to grow in this heavy storm? No one will know!