Chapter 119

She took a look at him and sighed, "we were forced to get married. You said, two people who love to die don't know whether they can live on after they get married, let alone us? I don't want anything that I can't afford! "

"Since you don't want to be forced, go for it! As negative as you are now - "before he finished, she interrupted:" if he wants to go, he can go. No matter who he likes, he will live with whoever he likes. "

He hissed and she didn't speak again.

"Silly girl, you will regret it!" Ding Haonan sighed. When she didn't speak, he kept silent for a moment and said, "Zixuan, he actually loves you, but he --"

"stop talking. I can feel who he loves. Don't worry about us any more. I've given up hope myself. How can you trust us so much She said.

"Well, I'm a busybody, you think so!" Ding Haonan said, "coffee is ready. I'll take it for you."

Five people were sitting in the living room chatting, but it was difficult to relieve the oppressive atmosphere between the couple.

These two days, Wang Zixuan could not stay at home, so he went to the bank to work. Because when he stayed at home, he didn't know what to say to her, and she had nothing to say. Therefore, he left, perhaps busy with work will make his mood more comfortable!

That day, Shiyuan received a call from Mo Shaokang saying that he had come to the meeting. She asked about the location and met him in the past.

Now, no matter where she goes, someone will recognize her. If she is found to meet Mo Shaokang, I'm afraid it will be a storm in the city again. So she's going out in disguise. Fortunately, she brought some clothes from her past home, and her myopia glasses were still in her study. If you tie up your hair, it will be difficult for others to recognize it!

Looking in the mirror, a plain faced student, good, perfect!

Mrs. Su was startled to see her like this, and asked her what was wrong with her. She said she would go out for a trip, but didn't say anything more.

Happily driving to the hotel where Mo Shaokang held a meeting, she suddenly felt refreshed! She didn't know why! However, in life, why do we have to make everything so clear and find out exactly?

She followed Mo Shaokang's route to the hotel's conference hall. No one recognized her all the way. She was inevitably excited!

At this time, it was the break time. Many delegates were chatting and drinking water in the corridor. She went straight to her.

"Hi, long time no see!" She said with a smile.

He was surprised by her appearance at first, and soon understood her intention. Then he took her to a nobody's corner with a smile and said, "you're exaggerating! What a surprise

She laughed and said nothing.

"Well, if you're OK, let's listen to it. Many reports are worth looking forward to!" He said over a cup of coffee and gave her the collection of essays he held in his arms. There are several venues, you can choose

She carefully checked the catalogue of papers and chose from the title, which soon appeared to be very difficult. He knew she couldn't choose, so he said, "let's go together. Don't you choose. I have carefully screened the reports that are close to our direction, and I have circled them. "

She nodded and suddenly said, "Oh, there's another one for you! Why didn't you say it earlier? "

"It's just a section of the special discussion. Listen to me and give me some advice!" He said with a smile, she bowed her head, but he said, "I believe your judgment most, don't doubt yourself!"

With that, he saw the delegates enter the meeting hall. He threw the small cup into the garbage can and asked Shiyuan to go in together.

When she was still a student, she liked to sit in the front row of the classroom to listen to the teacher's lectures, and so did listening to reports. And he seemed to like it, so they sat in the second row together.

This is a research report on glioma. She first found the abstract of the report from the collection of papers, read it again, and then asked for a pen and paper from Mo Shaokang. She raised her head and listened carefully to the report, while listening, she made a short record on the paper. Mo Shaokang went to see what she had written and laughed knowingly.

When the moderator announced that they could ask questions, someone began to ask questions. Mo Shaokang saw that she had drawn a sketch on the paper, which was a process of inference. When the reporter finished answering a question, she raised her hand. The attendant handed her the microphone and she asked questions in fluent English. Mo Shaokang nodded and thought to herself that she could always find the crux of the problem accurately. Looking at her and the reporter a question and answer, Mo Shaokang showed a happy smile.

In the next few reports, Shiyuan listened carefully, and it seemed that she had become the one who was familiar with Mo Shaokang in the past!

During the lunch break, two people sat together to have a meal and chat.

"You're in a bad mood, aren't you?" He asked.

"Do you mean to ask that?" She took a sip of water and looked up to ask. He didn't answer. Instead, she said, "people like to watch other people's private lives. A lot of things are fabricated. You know, if it's not exaggerated and bizarre, weekly newspapers won't sell, do you? ""It's someone else's business what other people think. The point is what you think." His words are to the point.

She laughed with a guilty smile and said, "I think that's the price." He didn't interrupt and listen to her.

"If you want something, you will lose something accordingly! If you want to learn more knowledge, you must sacrifice your rest time and some interests. Want to get a good life, also need to pay some price! It's just that some can afford it, others can't! "

"The Wangs have given me a lot, a wedding that is envied by countless girls, and a rich life. I think my price is to support all their decisions! Attend all kinds of activities, visit many people, of course, including meeting with reporters! These are all things I have to do, because I have accepted this marriage! "

After listening to her, he pondered for a moment and said, "since you think so thoroughly, how can you --"

"there is still a gap between knowing in your heart and doing something!" She had no choice but to smile. "I always feel that life is as unreal as a dream. To say it's a dream, but I can't tell whether it's a dream or a nightmare! In such a dream, another person is doing what she wants to do through my body. I can't see myself clearly, what is the soul in my body, and what does she need? "

"Lost?" He asked.

She was silent. After a while, she said, "I don't know. I have no idea what I should do. On the one hand, I seem to be attached to the good side of this life. This comfortable life makes me feel relaxed and even indulged. On the other hand, I feel forced to do something by myself. If you feel forced, you will naturally have some resistance in your heart. However, I can't express such feelings and refuse the requests that make me feel uncomfortable. Well, that's two aspects. I often run around these two ends. Oh, it's very unpromising! "

He stirred the coffee in his cup and said, "rights and obligations!"

"Ah?" She didn't hear her clearly. He explained, "this is the relationship between rights and obligations! When you enjoy the rich material satisfaction given by the Wang family, you should also undertake the obligations that you must undertake for everything you get. You can't escape it! "

She laughed and nodded.

"Now the question is, you can't adapt to this kind of life, can you?" He asked, and she nodded.

He asked thoughtfully, "what do you think when you do those things for your husband? Are you just trying to pay him back for nothing else? "