Chapter 122

She was so happy because she knew that he would never deceive herself.

Over the years, although he would not seriously give her a promise, but he has promised her, he has done. Indeed, he had hidden a lot of things from her, but he had never lied to her!

At this point, she can accept it. She can't ask for too much now. After all, the relationship between them is not very stable.

Isn't physical loyalty an important component of loyalty to feelings?

For more than a month, the two people have experienced too much, and the road of their feelings is so rough, and the only marriage bridge connecting them has been nearly destroyed by the flood of suspicion in a series of wind and rain.

Fortunately, there is still a glimmer of hope in each other's hearts. When the sun shines on their lives, they see a gorgeous rainbow.

In marriage, when we are so desperate to close the doors and windows of our hearts, please leave a window. Even if this window is only opened with a gap, it is enough for us to see each other clearly and let each other enter again.

Shiyuan did not regret that she had taken the first step, because she had protected her love with her own efforts, even though she had paid all the love and he had only paid a little. Why worry about how much? The result is what you want, isn't it?

This is the love philosophy of Xu Shiyuan! Because she believes in that man!

However, she did not tell him who she met today, because she did not want to disclose it to him when she found the direction for the future. Is it because he has something to hide from her? She didn't know. However, she is not so superficial, and she has more important things to do now!

She believes in miracles in the world! And this miracle happened to her, that is the arrival of Mo Shaokang!

He came to her when she was most confused and depressed, so that she could open her heart to talk about her troubles and confusion, and he also gave her an opportunity to think rationally and look at herself, so that she could bring her husband who might have left her to her side.

Moreover, in these three days, she has completely integrated herself into a familiar environment in the past, so that she can find vitality!

This is a miracle for her!

When she finally sent him to the plane, she told him an important decision and shared her joy with him: she wanted to be a doctor again! Because these three days of experience, let her heart that kind of suppressed passion burst out again!

"Only on the operating table, only in the hospital, can I find my place, can I feel alive!" She was so excited.

Although he was very happy for her to take this step, he could also imagine how difficult it was for her to do so. If she couldn't make it, did he do something wrong?

There is one of the cruelest things in the world, that is, to give a person hope and then let her into despair! The more excited you are at the moment, the more painful you will be in the future.

He thought for a while and said, "Shiyuan, I remember you said that your reason for being a doctor was to help more people and let them live together with their relatives, right?" She nodded.

"If that's the reason, you don't have to practice on the operating table!" He went on.

"Do you think I shouldn't go out to work?" She understood what he meant.

"Shiyuan, you have been married for several months. I think you should know what kind of family the Wang family is and what kind of requirements and expectations they have for you. A family like that won't let you go out, at least not to go out to work. " Mo Shaokang said.

Shiyuan didn't think about it. Now, if you think about it, what he said is not too wrong. However, in this way, I will never give up my hard-earned medical skills and give up my childhood dream? Her dream is not to marry into a wealthy family and be a vase. She wants to stay in the hospital from morning till night.

Mo Shaokang looked at her and knew that she was beginning to feel sad. He said, "I mean, you can help others even if you don't stay in the hospital!"

She looked at him in disbelief.

"There are many places where the hospital equipment is poor and lack of professionals. Those in remote places need your help more. Isn't it a meaningful thing to help those people get rid of their diseases? There's no conflict with your dreams, right? " He said.

"But what can I do?" She asked.

With a smile, he replied, "behind you is a rich family, and you have professional knowledge. Can't you extend the Wang family's philanthropy to further places?"

"Do you mean to put the money from the Changlin charity into a hospital in a remote place?" She asked.

He nodded: "there are a lot of our colleagues around the world who will go to free clinics in Africa and go to some poor areas in Asia to practice medicine for free. Although you can't save people in the front line as they do, the money from the Wang family can help those areas in urgent need of medical equipment and medicine. You can do these things through charitable organizations, and you can also save many people. "Shiyuan fell into deep thought and said, "you are right. I never thought that charity can do so many things."

Mo Shaokang said with a smile, "you can do all these things! And these things really need someone to do She didn't speak, she was thinking.

He went on to say, "there are two sides to everything in the world," and she looked at him and listened to him, "like your marriage. It gives you superior material conditions. You have to sacrifice your freedom and other things for what you get. You only see what you have lost, so you feel self pity and pain. However, it also gives you an opportunity that ordinary people can't have, that is to help many people in need. I think, if you can really integrate into that environment, you will find your life value! Therefore, it depends on your perspective and position on the issue! "

"I, I still want to be a doctor," she mused

"What if the Wangs object?" He asked.

"I, I don't know. However, I want to try, I want to try my best to persuade them! If it's really not possible, I'll try again! " She said.

He just nodded.

She added: "I have no way to make a decision about donating medical care. Because, I don't have the right to make decisions about the charity! But I'll find a chance to talk to my mother-in-law. In fact, they have been donating to hospitals these years, but they are all large hospitals in the urban area. As for other places, they have not done so. I'll try to do it, but I don't know if I can do it! "

"It's very nice of you to think like that! At least, you won't think your marriage is meaningless anymore He said with a smile.

She was embarrassed to smile, said: "these days thank you so much, thank you for letting me understand a lot of things, will not think nonsense again!"

He patted her on the shoulder and said, "Shiyuan, take good care of your life and work hard!"

She nodded heavily and said, "I understand, Shaokang!" With that, she stretched out her arms and hugged the man who was also a teacher and friend, with a happy smile on her face.

Mo Shaokang went back to the United States in this way.

After returning home, Shiyuan has been thinking about going out to work and how to talk to Wang Zixuan. After all, she needs his support!

As expected, Mo Shaokang did not expect that Wang Zixuan strongly opposed it.

"I really want to go out to work. What do you think I do at home every day? If I go on like this, I will go crazy, Wang Zixuan! Don't you understand? "

"The reason you want to work is because you're bored, aren't you?" He asked.

"Not all --" she replied.

In the evening, two people sat in the living room to talk. There was no one else at home.

"Don't you have a job now?" He said.

"Those jobs you said are not what I want to do, I want to go to the hospital, I want to get the scalpel!"

"That's impossible. Don't think about it!" He rejected her with determination.

"Wang Zixuan, you are unreasonable! Why can't I go out to work and have to go around you every day? "

He looked at her, told her to sit down, and asked, "do you know who you are?"

"Who am I? I'm Xu Shiyuan! "

"You are my Wang Zixuan's wife, the young lady of the Wang family!" His eyes were cold, "do you know what will happen if someone kidnaps you?"

She suddenly raised her voice and said, "after a long time, you are afraid that I will be kidnapped. Do you want to lose money?"

"Forget it! Do you think kidnapping is so fun? You think you're safe when you're tied up and I pay for it? You think it's shopping? Can you be a little bit crisis conscious, please? " His voice is louder than hers.

"But I did go out, too! No one has kidnapped me She gave her reasons.

"Do you think no one is following you when you go out every day? Do you think you're always alone out there He leaned against the back of the sofa, cocked up his feet and folded his arms.

She suddenly stood up and looked at him and asked, "so, did you send someone to follow me? Wang Zixuan, do you want me to have some privacy? "

"That's to protect you! I love your little privacy, you know? " He said, "it's ridiculous. I go out to see someone, disguise secretly and wear funny glasses. I'm too lazy to talk about you

She was so angry that she pointed at him with her right hand, and her hands were still shaking: "Wang Zixuan, you are despicable and shameless!"

"I'm mean?" He stood up and looked into her angry eyes. "If it wasn't for your accident, would I be so troublesome? Give your car. Change it every three days. Do you know who is following you? That's a retired soldier I hired from the U.S. anti terrorist forces. Once you go out, the people around you will be busy. Do you know? "

She was stunned and suddenly sat on the sofa. After a while of silence, she asked, "why didn't you tell me this earlier?"

He sighed, sat down beside her and replied, "I don't know your personality. It will be very hard for you to know that you are followed every day when you go out. Xu Shiyuan, I don't want to restrict you from going out, let alone explore your privacy. You should go out to meet your friends. If you stay at home all day long, it's not good for you! Now you can only protect yourselfShe raised her face and looked at him. He sighed, "I don't care about money. If you don't, I'll come up and find another one."

She laughed foolishly and was silent.

"There will never be a fool like you in the world!" He looked helpless.

She leaned in his arms, thought for a moment, and said, "but I, I still want to go out to work!"

"I'll talk about it later." That's what he said.

For what he did for her, and his words, she was very moved. However, her heart, which wanted to rush to the operating table, was about to jump out of her chest. How can she restrain that desire?

Just, he doesn't agree, what should she do?