For his attitude, she would be sad, but if he really asked and said, "Xu Shiyuan, who is your first man?" how would she answer? She knows who that man is? Because he knew she wasn't a virgin when they started dating. Why doesn't he care? Is it because he doesn't care?
In the past, before marriage, he could be so indifferent, but after marriage, how could he still be indifferent? As a man, will he not have any jealousy or dissatisfaction?
Looking at Ziyan, Shiyuan thinks of that night again. Although more than ten years have passed, she still remembers the night very clearly. Of course, all her memories remain at the stage of her consciousness.
In fact, these years, more than once, she wanted to find out the truth of that year, trying to find out the animal who had robbed her of her innocence. But she didn't have the courage. When mufei stood in front of her, she would always think of that night and his injured face for her. And she wanted to forget.
Who in the world did it? Who would want to give her overpowering drugs? Although she had few friends as a student, she did not have a grudge against anyone. In principle, no one should have done that to her.
If it's just to humiliate her, why choose to do it after graduation? What's more, she has already taken the medicine. Why didn't the drugger disclose the secret? Shouldn't that person be publicized? Why hasn't anyone known that for more than a decade? If it wasn't for insulting her, what would be the reason?
She never figured it out.
Just when she thought like this, Ziyan chatted with her. When she talked about middle school, she suddenly mentioned something.
It turned out that there was a staff member in Ziyan's gallery who was two grades lower than them in high school. She told Ziyan about some things at the beginning, which she had heard about.
"In the brotherhood of some boys in the school, there were some very abnormal activities." Ziyan said.
"What activity?" Shiyuan did not understand.
"It is said that some fraternity members will find some girls at parties. You know, some fraternities in our school are organized by boring boys. The schoolgirl said that a sister who was very close to her was once asked to participate in a fraternity activity, and was, "Ziyan looked at Shiyuan," and was raped! "
Shiyuan's brain nerve suddenly seems to have been stabbed by countless root tip needles, and her whole body's hair stands up. She stares at Ziyan.
Ziyan was frightened by Shiyuan's sudden reaction, but she didn't think deeply and asked her what was wrong?
Shiyuan realized that her reaction was a little excessive, and she said, "it's OK, it's OK, I'm just surprised! Say it
Ziyan "Oh", continued: "that girl was drugged and raped for the first time, she found out and went to find those people, but -" Ziyan sighed, "she went to question, said she was going to go to the police, guess what happened later?" Shiyuan shook her head, Ziyan said: "the leader is the son of the Secretary General of the mayor's office. He abused the girl and threatened her. Finally, the girl committed suicide! But no one is looking after it either
Shiyuan listened, her fists clenched so tightly that her fingernails were almost embedded in her hands.
"Well, it's a good thing that we don't have around us. What a tragedy Ziyan sighed.
Shiyuan did not speak, but Ziyan's words provided her with a clue. She was not the only one to suffer. The question is, why did she become a victim?
"Didn't the schoolgirl say why that sister became a victim?" Asked Shiyuan.
Ziyan shook her head and said, "that didn't say. However, she said that the girl was very beautiful and had personality. She seemed to ignore the pursuit of many boys. She felt proud."
Shiyuan, listen, how does this girl's personality look like her own? Are those assholes --
"assholes!" Shiyuan scolded, Ziyan was surprised to stare at Shiyuan, she had never seen such a poem yuan.
"Is the personality of others a reason to be hurt? Asshole The poem yuan scolded.
Ziyan advised: "many boys are abnormal! I was dumped by others, and I don't know why I'm not liked by others, but I put the blame on the other party and do such a thing! It's not as good as an animal
"Who said that if boys chase, girls must promise? How can that be true? If they don't agree, they'll come up with such a mean, scum! " Poetry yuan angry way.
Ziyan advised her not to be too excited, but Shiyuan was thinking, could the girl's affairs become a breakthrough in her own experience?
This night, Shiyuan has always been difficult to sleep. She borrowed her high school yearbook from Ziyan and began to look for the possible murderer. Yes, let's start with what Ziyan said.
She found some related reports about the girl who committed suicide on the Internet, but she didn't expect that there were only a few lines, and there were no available clues.
Fraternity? Was it someone from a fraternity who started her?
On that night, most of the people who attended the Han family's party were students of the same grade. Did the boys in her grade also have a fraternity? Ask mufei. He should know something about it!Thinking of mufei, she had a vague feeling that mufei knew something about that night. What does he know? So rashly go to him and ask, can you get the answer?
Don't want so much. No matter who the animal is, we must find him out!
Mufei, he will help me!
Looking through the photos of her classmates in her Yearbook, Shiyuan decides to ask Mu Fei to come out to meet and ask about it some other day.
Now, if she wants to find a way to move out of the Wang family, she can't work secretly.
The next day, Ziyan went to the gallery in the morning. Shiyuan accompanied her mother-in-law to participate in an auction, and had afternoon tea with several powerful ladies. On the way home, she proposed with her mother-in-law the idea of moving back to the rose house.
"Do you find it inconvenient to be with us?" Asked the mother-in-law.
"No, no," Shiyuan would not admit, and said quickly, "Zixuan and I are used to living there. He is not here now. I think --" in fact, she knows that her excuse is not strong enough. If her mother-in-law agrees, she will agree to whatever she says. If she does not agree, even if her reasons are no longer sufficient, it will not be useful, so she did not say any more.
Her mother-in-law looked at her and asked, "do you want xuan'er?"
Shiyuan was very surprised, but she still lowered her head shyly.
My mother-in-law said with a smile, "I know that living there can make you feel him, right? I am not a unreasonable person, understand your mind. Since you want to live in the past, stay! However, if you live there for two days, you have to go home, or xuan'er will blame me for not taking good care of you when xuan'er comes back! "
Seeing that her mother-in-law agreed so readily, Shiyuan was very grateful, but for her mother-in-law's last words, she had to say: "he won't be like that, mom. He will never blame you
The mother-in-law laughed and said, "don't you say anything nice to him. I don't know what kind of son I am?"
The poet is smiling and speechless.