Chapter 138

Early in the morning of the sixth day, Shiyuan was about to go to the hospital to visit Ding Haonan when she received a phone call from Yi Xuan: "Shiyuan, Wang Zixuan is back!"

Why? Yi Xuan told himself that he came back. Why didn't he say it?

She felt heartache and asked, "how do you know?"

"He told Mr. ou that he had just gone out to pick up the plane!" Yi Xuan said.

Oh, I see! He might tell ojia!

"Come on, and someone else will pick him up. Who does he think he is? It's a big shelf! " Shiyuan said that, but it was heartache. She hoped that he could tell her that "I'm back, you pick me up". In that case, she would run to the airport.

Yi Xuan pauses for a moment and says in a heavy voice: "Shiyuan, I tell you, he didn't come back alone. He said that he and Zhou Xianya came together --"

Shiyuan's hand suddenly loosened, the phone dropped to the ground, and a big tear rolled out of her eyes.

"Shiyuan, Shiyuan, are you ok? Shiyuan - "Yixuan called her name on the phone, but she couldn't hear her. She just stood there, letting her tears drown her and letting her heartache tear her. While she was waiting for him to return home, he went to Xianya's side. He knew that she was hurt and frightened, but why didn't he pay attention?

I don't know how long, she finally recovered, squat down, picked up the phone, wipe tears. Because Yi Xuan is worried about her, the phone has not been hung up, waiting for her answer.

"Yi Xuan, I see. Are you busy? I'll go to the hospital. I promised to bring a book to Haonan yesterday. I'll go first! " She said, then hung up the phone, shaking hands to close the phone.

She tried to get up, but fell on her knees with a plop.

No, Wang Zixuan, I will never be looked down upon by you. I will never let you know that I am waiting for you to comfort me! I don't need your comfort!

She stood up and went back to the bathroom to wash away the tear marks on her face and put on her make-up again. It was only light, because she wanted to cover up the evidence of her tears.

Still is with a smile downstairs, with the hall of the servants said hello, then took the car to the hospital. The moment the window closed, her smile disappeared.

To Ding Haonan's ward, she did not talk about Wang Zixuan at all, just chatted with Ding Haonan about the contents of the book.

"The Gulag islands? How could you introduce such books to me Ding Haonan was shocked when he read a book and said, "is this kind of book read in the hospital? It's so depressing

"I feel good! Anyway, you are killing time. Don't always read books without nutrition. You should read them in depth She said.

"Well, I'll get some nutrition! Pity my brain cells He said with a smile.

"I tell you, it's my collection. Look, there's Solzhenitsyn's signature on it! Don't make it dirty for me She said.

"You are not easy! The Chinese version can find him to sign for you. Amazing He sighed.

"Brother, don't pretend if you don't know. It's not for me. It was given to me by an old gentleman I met at a Chinese Association when I was in the United States. I told him that I enjoyed reading the works of Soviet writers very much. He told me about the book and said it was very profound and true. Later, he gave me this set of books specially She said it very seriously.

He nodded while listening, looked at her in surprise and sighed, "your hobby is really special! I thought this kind of book is only popular with the old people! "

They were talking and laughing, and Fei an Chen came. When he saw Shiyuan, he was suddenly surprised, but soon showed his usual warm smile and asked, "what are you two talking about, so lively?"

Ding Haonan brightened up the book Shiyuan gave herself to Fei an Chen and said, "brother Fei, look at it. She showed me such a depressed book for a patient. I doubt if she is a doctor now

Fei an Chen took it and said with a smile, "this book is very good! When the Chinese version came out, I bought it. It was very good! You are so unsophisticated. Read this book to make you mature

"What a terrible book! I don't want to see it anymore. I'm afraid of becoming an old man! " Ding Haonan said.

Fei Anchen and Shiyuan both laughed.

Poetry yuan accompanied Fei an Chen to sit for a meeting, then got up to leave home.

When she left, Fei an Chen turned the book and said, "she is worthy of men's admiration."

Ding Haonan takes a look at him. Although Fei an Chen's sight is on the page, Ding Haonan still sees the deep meaning in his eyes through his eyes, and quickly returns to his sight, pretending not to hear.

"You know what you're doing!" Fei an Chen is still turning the book.

"I don't understand what you're talking about!" Ding Haonan said.

He closed the book and said, "knowing that it is impossible to be together, but still like her, it will only make you miserable!"

"Zixuan and Xianya are back together, you know!" Ding Haonan said.

"Yijia told me that it's probably downtown by now." Fei Anchen replied."Zixuan also bought a house for Xianya sister, you know!" Ding Haonan said, Fei an Chen nodded.

"What does he want to do? Do you want to marry Xianya or raise her Ding Haonan asked, Fei an Chen did not answer, Ding Haonan said, "we have been together for so many years, how can I more and more understand Zixuan?"

"He won't mess around!" Fei Anchen went to the window and looked at the blue sky and white clouds in the distance.

"Now, if he didn't believe in himself, I would have believed him!" Ding Haonan road.

"The road of life is to rely on their own to walk, regardless of the outcome is bitter or happy, we have to bear our own! Zixuan, he can bear all this! " Fei an Chen says, Ding Haonan is leaning against pillow, silent.

Shiyuan knows that Wang Zixuan has come back. Maybe he will be there when he gets home. For so many days, she has been waiting for him to come back and see him. But now, she hesitated, she did not know how to think, do not know whether she should have hope, hope to get his comfort and embrace.

When he comes back, he should go to Wang's courtyard first. Therefore, when the car arrived at the Rose House, she told the driver to stop and tell them to go back first. She wanted to go back to the Rose House, so the driver and the bodyguard had to go back.

After the accident, she never returned to this home, only a few days, she felt as if she had come to a strange place.

She walked through each room, picked up the only few group photos of the two people and looked at it. Recalling the situation at that time, she put each one in reverse. Finally, she lay on the floor of the attic, looking through the roof at the clouds floating in the sky. Clouds of different shapes were slowly floating, changing their appearance as they floated.

Clouds want to go to different places need the help of the wind, but the wind also makes them lose their original appearance in the journey. Maybe that's the price of the clouds, the price of seeing the wider world.

So, what is she paying for? Now have everything, for their own, really so important?