Chapter 183

"What's the matter with you?" He asked, looking at her confused eyes.

When she asked that question years ago, his answer was "if you have a child, give birth.". However, when they did have a baby -

she got down from him and walked slowly to the bathroom to clean her body.

Close your eyes and the water is coming down from the top of your head.

She didn't want to think about how long she went home to wash after the first night, and she didn't want to think about the mood at that time. Only at this time, there is a thick liquid flowing down between the legs, as before.

He found her abnormal, quickly got up and rushed into the bathroom, watching her sitting in the bathtub with her legs around her.

"You know what? When I woke up that day, I found out, found out, I didn't know how to face it, because I didn't remember how it happened and who that person was. I just hate myself. I feel like I'm dirty She said quietly, and he sat down in the water and held her in his arms.

"When I got home, I didn't know what to do. Facing my family, I didn't say anything. I kept washing in my bathroom, trying to get rid of that person's mark, but I couldn't wash it off. My skin was red or I couldn't wash it off."

"From that moment on, I was particularly afraid that someone would tell me about that night, that someone would ask me, and that someone would know. I thought, if someone helped me to find the murderer, would I sue him and avenge myself? I don't know. It was not until many years later that I could begin not to care about that thing so much, that my mood would not be affected by it, and I could live a normal life

"When I saw you at home, I didn't know how I accepted that request. Maybe I feel with you can make oneself become empty, more degenerate, maybe it is the idea of self abandonment! Because I can't accept myself like this! "

"Later I was with you and fell in love with you. I would like to tell you that such a thing happened, but I just can't say it. I know I'm not the one you love, but I don't want to be abandoned by you because of that! Therefore, I am not only weak, but also cowardly

She sighed and said, "now think about it. What would I do if it wasn't you that night, but someone I hated? I can't imagine it! What I can't even imagine is that you were the one that night

She never looked at him, but quietly finished all this.

He hugged her tightly, holding her cold hand.

"How can a woman have the heart to let her beloved know that she has gone through a terrible past?" She sighed.

At this time, Wang Zixuan knows that no matter how many words "I'm sorry" can't compensate for the harm he has done to her! And he, only let go of her, can really win a tomorrow for them!

It's one o'clock in the morning. Yixuan stands downstairs of Shiyuan. She wants to go in. After wandering for a long time, she turns around and walks into her car. The cell phone in her pocket kept ringing, and even if she didn't look, she knew who was calling. However, this does not have the feeling of tomorrow, still want to continue?

Love people, not necessarily can be together, and do not love people, not necessarily can be separated!

From Fei's home, Oujia Yi first sent Xianya home, and then went to Yixuan.

All the same as in the past every time tacit understanding, but this love has carried too much emotion, is not as simple as ever.

After sitting in the bathroom, he saw her come out of the bathroom.

"I want to talk to my dad about quitting marriage!" He grabbed the cigarette from her hand, put it in the ashtray and put it out.

She just gave a wry smile, cut her hair and said, "it's been decided for a long time. How can you push it off? Don't worry about yourself

"If I want to marry Mu Han for a long time, I will marry him completely." He said.

"No more, I don't want to hear about you." With that she lay down to sleep.

He looked at her and asked, "do you want me to marry someone else?"

"I said, don't mention it again!" She was angry.

"You don't think it has anything to do with you, do you? You have nothing to do with me, do you? " He asked, staring at her.

She didn't answer. She got up and went into the dressing room. He ran after her and hugged her from behind.

"Don't go, will you?" He pleaded.

"I want to go outside to blow the wind, calm down!" She pushed him away, dressed, locked the door and left.

He didn't stop him. For nearly two years, he knew he couldn't influence her at all. With the approaching of marriage, the two people's mood has become extremely heavy.

The whole city has been completely out of the noise of the day, now, the road is so quiet.

Yi Xuan drives the car and doesn't know where to go.

She stayed in Shiyuan's downstairs for a long time. She wanted to go up and talk to her good friends about her worries. She just wanted to spit it out. But she didn't go upstairs after all.She didn't go home for several hours. Ou Yijia was worried. She called her again and again, but she didn't answer.

Wang Zixuan just lay down on the bed, the mobile phone rang, did not expect to be ou Yijia, he only asked "Zixuan, are you still there Shiyuan?"

"Yes, what are you up to?" Wang Zixuan asked.

"Nothing, just ask, are you two alone?" Ou Yijia doesn't want to talk about her personal relationship with Yixuan, so she asks.

Wang Zixuan looked at Shiyuan around him, got up and walked out of the bedroom, turned on the light in the living room and sat on the sofa.

"Yijia, what's the matter? Speak now Wang Zixuan thought Ou Yijia didn't want Shiyuan to hear about him, so he avoided her and asked.

By such a question, Oujia Yi is embarrassed and starts to cover up quickly.

"Yijia, is it a troublesome thing? Where are you now, I'll go there! " Wang Zixuan is more and more worried.

"It's OK. I'll tell you another day. It's late now. You have a rest." Ou Yijia finished and hung up the phone.

Where would she go if she wasn't there? Ou Yijia walked up and down the ground, waiting anxiously.

It's nearly three o'clock, and Yi Xuan comes back. She still doesn't say anything and he doesn't ask.

The next day, the two still seemed to have nothing to do. They took different routes to work. They just did their own work in the company, just as in the past.

When Yi Xuan finished talking at the office, he said, "I'll go home tonight and tell my dad about it --"

"it's none of my business what you want to do!" With that she got up and left.

Ou Yijia looked at the door of the office closed, Wang Zixuan's phone came, let him come out at night to meet, he agreed. Yixuan asks Shiyuan if she is free at night and wants to go to her side.

This day, everyone had a good quiet.

After work in the afternoon, Yixuan bought some food and took it to Shiyuan's home. Shiyuan was also preparing dinner for the two.