Chapter 300

How can she resist? The heat from the inside of her body had already wetted her consciousness, soaking the most vulnerable and sensitive position.

His burning desire moved up and down the soft place, but it did not enter.

The touch made her subconsciously start to close her legs, but he pushed them down.

Subconsciously, she was afraid. She heard that it was painful, but she didn't know what kind of pain it was, what degree it would be, and whether she could bear it. Closed eyes, opened again, seemed to want to get the answer from him.

"Just a moment, soon, believe me!" He leaned down and kissed her earlobe.

She believed him somehow, as if she had never doubted anything he said, including this one. In spite of her fear, she did not refuse.

After two deep breaths, he stood up and was ready to enter under the warm flower path -

the music suddenly sounded. He frowned and continued to prepare for his own action, but the music did not stop at all, and it rang again and again in the room.

She pushed him gently and whispered, "you, answer the phone!"

He had to get out of bed, picked up his mobile phone from the ground, pressed the call button without looking, and then pressed on her soft body.

She was so embarrassed that she could not believe that he would dare to do so. She reached out and pushed him, but she could not.

"Mufan, is Yufei with you?" The voice of moose did not come through at that moment.

Because he put the mobile phone in her ear, she could hear it very clearly. She recognized that it was the voice of Yunze, and her whole body suddenly cooled down, as if the whole person was in the Arctic glacier, without a single thread.

God, what am I doing? How can I be so mean? How can I be so irresponsible?

Wenyufei, wenyufei, when did you become such a person? How can you be worthy of Yunze? Worthy of Fei Mufan? You don't love him, but you do this with him. Do you really want a man?

And tears burst out of her eyes.

Seeing this, Fei Mufan quickly picked up her mobile phone from the bed. She sat down beside the bed and began to talk, talking on the phone while looking at her crying on the bed.

She did not know what Fei Mufan was saying to Yunze. In less than two minutes, she felt that the world had no voice, and even she had become nihilistic, leaving only endless remorse and remorse.

Just before he brought her back, he said he loved her and loved her. What a prudent word he gave her. How can she not know him for so many years? He is the kind of person who seldom reveals his feelings, but such a person even says that he loves her!

She is neither a fool nor a child. She knows what love means, and she also longs for love. She used to yearn for the love of her parents. Now at this age, what she yearns for is the love of a man, preferably the love of the person she loves. Unexpectedly, she even heard the word from Fei Mufan's mouth. She even went to bed with him! Is this God deliberately playing a trick on her? Let her feel guilty, let her lose the best person for herself, let her face herself?

I can't imagine what kind of mistakes she and Fei Mufan would have made if it wasn't for Yunze? That's my fault that I can't forgive in my life!

Her heart, in the short two minutes of his call, has set off a storm, the huge waves, it seems to submerge her, let her completely no vitality.

When he finished the conversation, he found that she was staring at the roof of the house, lying upright, with nothing on her body.

The fire that filled his whole body before was extinguished by her look at the moment. Facing her like this, he can't remember what he wants. The habit developed over the years overcame a man's instinct and let him gently hold her in his arms.

He put the quilt on the two people's bodies, holding her nearly cold body, and his lips kept rubbing her face, as if to give her the heat of life and wake up her consciousness.

She turned and buried her face deep in his chest, silent.

He took a deep breath and held her closer.

"We, we haven't done that yet. Don't worry, you are still you. I won't do this again." He said, his chin gently touching her head.

"Fei Mufan, I'm sorry, it's my fault. I shouldn't, shouldn't --" she raised her face and looked at him with big tearful eyes.

He patted her head fondly and said, "what's right or wrong? It's all over. Let's just think it's never happened

So, just to alleviate her inner self blame, but his heart is not comfortable, empty and uncomfortable. Soft jade Wenxiang in the arms but can not move, the body that has not satisfied the desire to live again like a bug, biting his body and mind.

He sighed and kissed the corner of her eyebrow and said, "lie down for a while, and I'll go out for a while."Where she knew what he was going to do, she didn't seem to care what he was going to do. She just lay there quietly and let him cover her naked body with a quilt.

Fei Mufan picked up his clothes and trousers, put them on one by one, picked up his mobile phone from the head of the bed, took a look at her and walked out of the room.

Just now Yunze called to say that some of Yufei's items were put on the reception site. At this time, the reception was not over. Fei Mufan had to go over to help greet the guests. So he left her home and rushed to the scene.

Yunze finished the phone, hands on the windowsill at the end of the corridor, looked at the haze outside.

Thick clouds covered the sky, but no rain fell. The weather was like his mood, not only today, but also many years. His mood was just like this weather. He was pressed by thick clouds and couldn't breathe. He wanted to have a thorough heavy rain, but he didn't even have a trace of wind.

Maybe it was the elder brother who found out his look on Yufei. Maybe he had discovered the secret of his heart. Maybe the elder brother could not bear his vacillation any more, so he had the lecture just now.

When his father died early, the eldest brother took on the responsibility of the family. As the second son, he was lucky to choose his own road and life. But how many people knew what he was longing for? Is he really as happy as others see?

Responsibility, man's responsibility, this is a word that elder brother has taught for many years, and it is also the content that big brother just repeated. He knows what responsibility is. His responsibility is to marry dexan and become a good husband in peace. He may have a good father's position waiting for him in the future. Close his eyes, as long as a little thought of that life, he felt that he was going to suffocate, no one to save him, and he also knew that he was not worthy of being rescued.

He knew very well that marrying dexan was not only to repay everyone's long cherished wish, but also to repay the Shen family's help in providing timely help to the Luo family. However, the person he thought of was never Dehan, the future he dreamed of, nor the establishment of a model family with Dehan, but -

Yes, responsibility, the elder brother said right, and had so many contacts with dexan We must give her an account. Most of a man's age will not affect his marriage and childbirth, but women are different. A woman's best years are just a few years. Dexan just gave him the best days in her life, including a girl's most cherished chastity. If he repents now, where will dexan be placed? Marry her, give her an account, this is his responsibility!