After a long time, Fei Mufan began to speak.
"Wen Yufei, do you know that man, I mean Fei Donghai, has never praised me since I can remember, and he has not cared about me like Uncle Nan did to Zike. Until my mother died, I had been trying to get dad's approval and love, but no matter what I did, no matter how good I did, he ignored me. In those years, the one thing I wanted most was Dad's approval, but I couldn't get it Fei Mufan spoke very slowly and his voice was low.
They have known each other for so many years. Yufei has never heard him say anything about the past. He has never told her about the past with her father. At this time, hearing him say so, Yu Fei's heart aches, and she holds Fei Mufan's hand.
He patted the back of her hand and sighed.
Don't you think we're alike? I mean, the journey. In fact, both of us are looking forward to the warmth of our family, but we are not. Wen Yufei, I haven't had such a chance for a long time, but you still have. I can feel that Mr. Ding really wants to recognize you. Do you think you are giving yourself a chance to accept him? Maybe everything will be different from what you think? " Fei Mufan looked into her eyes and said seriously.
Yu Fei lowered her head, tightly grasped his hand, and said, "you said you didn't have a chance. In fact, I didn't have it. It hasn't been for a long time."
Fei Mufan wanted to say something, but he couldn't say it.
"I'm so tired today. Let's go to bed early and go home tomorrow." She let go of her hand and said.
"Tomorrow -" Fei Mufan didn't expect her to be so decisive this time.
"Yes, we'll go tomorrow, or we'll hang out here, and it's hard for us to come out, just as a tour, how about that?" She asked with a smile, completely free of the previously repressed look.
Fei Mufan actually wanted to tell her that Ding Haonan would come to see her tomorrow, but he still didn't say it.
No matter what kind of choice she makes, he will stay by her side, just like for many years.
"Well, I remember that I never bought you anything. Why don't you choose tomorrow?" Fei Mufan looked down at her and asked with a smile.
She nodded hard and began to laugh.
The night lights of the sky and the earth are reflected.
Tonight, Yufei is difficult to sleep, although today is very tired, but this sudden change, let her not a little sleepy. Looking at Fei Mufan's sleeping face, she gently pushed the quilt out of bed, walked into the living room, took out her purse from Kun bag, and looked at the virtual photo with her mother under the lamp. I don't know how long she looked at it. She took it out, tore it up and put it in the garbage can.
No hope, no disappointment.
She finally understood why she had lived so oppressively and longed for someone to rely on for many years. The reason was that she had been looking forward to a complete and happy family, but the fact told her that she could not get it at all.
It is because of the unrealistic fantasy that people will suffer when they live. And she, no longer want to be so painful, carrying so heavy expectations.
Mom, if you don't come to me, I won't wait for you. Dad, it's not that you want to recognize me, I'll run to recognize it. With this in mind, she took a long breath, laughed at herself, and returned to the bedroom.
"Fei Mufan -" she exclaimed.
He suddenly opened his eyes and looked at her.
"Why do you always take my place?" She exclaimed.
He was still in a dream, not fully awake, rubbed his eyes and sat up.
Yufei went over, opened the quilt, pointed to the bed and said, "you see how much space you have left for me?"
Fei Mufan took a look at the position she pointed to, and then looked at her again.
"Every day, do you know you're going to squeeze me out of bed?" She looked angry.
"Is it? Why don't I feel it? " He said.
With that, he went back to sleep.
Looking at him and left her a little space, she was impatient, sat down on the bed and began to push him, but he pulled him into his arms.
"Be good, sleep!" He closed his eyes and said, as if afraid of her disorderly movements, he directly pressed her with his legs.
She tried to push him, and it didn't work because he was asleep.
Feimufan, feimufan, be careful that I will prick you with a big needle at your end one day.
She thought in her mind, and suddenly he jumped out of bed with big needles. She grinned contentedly, closed her eyes and went to sleep.
On the other hand, in the Fei family.
When the children were all asleep, Wen Minxuan went back to her bedroom and her husband's bedroom, but she saw him sitting in front of the window, lying on the ground beside him a few wine bottles.
"Your body can't drink, how can you forget?" Wen Minxuan said.
He held her hand and looked at her deeply.
"I'm sorry, Minxuan. You've suffered with me for so many years." He said.
Wen Minxuan shook her head with a smile and said, "what are you doing with these words? Didn't we agree to share weal and woe together? ""Mufan's prejudice against me is too deep. Now he treats you and the children -" sighed Fei Donghai.
"Don't talk about it. We didn't have anything in the past. Didn't we have a good time? Fei family now everything is mu fan fight out, how can we ask him to give his things to Qingnan and Qingyu? As long as the children study hard, they can support themselves in the future. We don't need to force too much, do you think? " Wen Minxuan said.
"I'm sorry to drag you down." Fei Donghai stroked his wife's face.
Wen Minxuan shook her head.
"I'll have a good talk with Mufan. Don't worry." Fei Dong Haidao, Wen Minxuan did not speak.
"Do you think he's going to marry that wenyufei?" Fei Donghai suddenly asked.
"I think so."
Fei Donghai smiles and doesn't speak.
The next morning, Yufei and Fei Mufan went out.
She had never been to this city, so she was very curious. She bought a map and took him on the bus. When she saw the historic sites, she got off the bus and ran to the snack street. It was rare for Fei Mufan to laugh so heartlessly, although she was forced to taste the food she had never eaten, and she had to drag her around. Somehow, looking at him helplessly frown, she was full of joy.
In that well-known folk street, she put on a very strange hat to take photos of him, so angry that he really wanted to beat her.
"Well, Fei Mufan, would you please be more expressive? Are the muscles in your face stiff? " Yu Fei said as she walked.
"I'm not a laugher. Why should I have such a rich expression?" He said sullenly.
She stopped, stood on tiptoe, grabbed his cheek and said, "smile is the only way to be in a good mood. Do you understand?"
He pushed her hand away and said, "it's all your fault!" And then move on.
"Watch your eyes!" She said something and ran after it.
Looking at the two people sitting in the car more and more deeply smile.
"Miss Fei, it looks so good to you Ah Yuan said on one side.
"Yes, it's rare for such a person to take care of Yufei." Ding Haonan said with a smile.
A yuan did not speak, Ding Haonan suddenly asked: "young master, what has happened recently?"
"He took his two horses to run the horse the day before yesterday, and I heard that he won a lot." A Yuan road.
"Do useless things all day long." Ding Haonan was unhappy.
After that, Ding Haonan's line of sight moved to the window, and the two young people had already gone far away.