Yufei took a sip of water, remained silent for a moment, and looked at him seriously.
"Can you really give up your relationship with your sister for so many years?" She asked.
"Yufei, Dexian and I are together because of our mistakes. It will hurt either of us to continue this kind of mistake. Instead of continuing such mistakes, it is better to leave early, so that everyone can have a chance to find new happiness. " Yunze said.
"You have been together for so many years, don't you really have any feelings? You don't want to -- "Yufei said.
Yunze didn't wait for her to finish, she chuckled and Yufei didn't say it again.
"You think I'm a heartless man, don't you?" He looked at her and asked.
She didn't speak.
"Yufei, I want to live for myself. I want to face up to my own needs and aspirations. I don't want to do what I didn't want to do for the sake of other people's evaluation and vision. I am, in fact, a very hypocritical person He said and laughed with guilt.
"Don't say that about yourself."
Yunze looked at her, laughed faintly, and sighed: "when I first met you, I saw you crying. I knew you were bullied by Aunt Li, but I dare not stand up for you, and I dare not stand out to plead for you, because the shens are kind to our family, I can't let others say that I forget my kindness. In fact, I really hate that cowardly hypocrisy of their own, I really hate. I can't be like Mufan, I really can't do it! "
His voice was a little shaky, but in the gentle background music, such a small sound fluctuation would not be noticed.
Yufei's hand, trembling, lips trembling.
When her hand covered him, he looked at her in surprise.
"I never blame you, so don't blame yourself like that." She said softly. With that, her hand came back.
For Yunze, it was a dream.
Her hand was so light that he could hardly feel any weight on the back of his hand, but in fact he felt it not from his hand, but from his heart.
"Yu Fei --" Yunze's heart couldn't help but be overjoyed.
"Yunze, please talk to my sister -" her words immediately let him fall into the ice field.
"You've been together for so many years, and you haven't been affectionate, have you? Especially my sister, she loves you so much. No matter what you started to associate with each other, but after all, after all, is there really no room for recovery? " I feel that I have crossed the line when I speak Philippine.
Looking at Yunze's silence, she said: "give each other a chance, but also give yourself a chance."
Yunze looks out of the window.
The sun was blocked by clouds, and his eyes were desolate.
"Yufei, are we really not going back to the past?" Yunze looked at her and asked.
In the past? What kind of past is that? She is in love with him secretly, looking at his and sister love sweet past?
"In the past, we were good friends, and we are and will be. We don't need to go back to the past." She lowered her head and said quietly.
"Is Mufan really so important in his heart?" Yunze asked.
"It has nothing to do with him." Yufei replied.
Yunze chuckled sadly and did not speak.
Yu Fei only felt her heart was torn by the pain, but did not know how to do.
"Yunze, I'm sorry!" She whispered.
"Yufei, is there no chance?"
Yufei shakes her head. She looks up at Yunze, the one who makes her heart beat and haunts her. She asks her sincerely, but she can't promise him any more.
"Yunze, take care She said, picked up the bag on the chair and left without looking back.
Yunze looked at her back and closed her eyes pathetically.
Now he finally understood that, in fact, not everyone will always be waiting in situ, people's enthusiasm is always limited, can not afford to spend the year.
Yufei is walking on the road, her heart is very uncomfortable, why she and Yunze will go to this step? Why can't we get along as easily as we used to? At this time, she was willing to return to the mood of the past, that is only secretly in love with him, but very happy mood. It's just, she knows, she can't go back.
When Fei Mufan came back in the evening, he found her in a low mood. He asked her what was wrong with her, but she did not say anything about the afternoon.
"Thursday is my dad's birthday, and he asked if you'd be free to come." Yufei said.
"Why should I go? I'm not one of the shens. " Fei Mufan said on purpose.
"Well, I'll tell my dad you're busy." Yufei doesn't seem to be angry, she says.
Fei Mufan, don't stare at her for a long time.
"What are you doing?" It was a long time before Yufei noticed his difference.
"Wen Yufei, what am I to you?" He asked softly.
She was stunned and couldn't say a word.He looked out of the window, and though he drew the curtain, he still looked in that direction.
It seemed that he was not in a good mood. She felt that she understood the reason, but she avoided it.
"I'll get you some water. You take a bath and go to bed early." She didn't answer him. She got out of bed and went to the bathroom.
Fei Mufan looked at her back, sighed deeply and closed his eyes.
After adjusting the temperature, there was more and more water in the bathtub, and her hands were immersed in the water.
What's going on today? There's something wrong with everybody. What's going on?
Wenyufei, wenyufei, what should you do and what is the right thing to do?
"Why are you stupid?"
She heard his voice and looked back to see that he had stripped off his clothes and stood behind her with a bath towel wrapped around his waist.
"You wash it. I'm out." She lowered her head and walked past him.
"Are you and Yunze going to start over again?" He said suddenly.
She was stunned, stopped, looked back at him, he just sat in the water.
"What do you say?" She couldn't believe he would say that. Did he know she had met Yunze?
Fei Mufan raised his eyelids, glanced at her and said, "I didn't follow you. It was Cheng Yufeng who said that he saw you and Yunze in a Western food shop in Lishui street." he didn't go on, because Cheng Yufeng told him that Yufei looked very happy. He can not accept such a reality, he can not understand why he has done so much for her, her heart still can not put Yunze.
The crueler the reality is, the more he can't say it.
Fei stood looking at her feet and didn't move her head.
"Fei Mufan, I saw him, but I didn't want to do anything with him." Yu Fei said.
He laughed in a low voice, and she looked up and saw the light on his face, drawing the cold lines of his face.
"You don't believe me?" She asked.
"Wen Yufei, I don't know what to think." He sighed. "I'll soak for a while. You go out."
Yu Fei's hands crossed, looking at him, but he closed his eyes, she had to go out.
today is very problematic. It must be God who is too busy to get out of a lot of things and make everyone feel bad.
"Wen Yufei, what am I to you?" His words burst into her mind.
What is it? What is it?
She sat on the bed with her arms around her legs and her chin on her knees. She sat alone for a long time, but Fei Mufan never came in.
Thinking he was still in the bathroom, he opened the door and it was dark.
Walking into his bedroom, he found that he was sleeping in bed.
She stood at the door of her bedroom, trying to leave, but she couldn't take a step. After standing for a long time, she saw that he was really asleep and turned back.
She used to sleep at night, wearing very little clothes, at least very thin, so that she could not feel the existence of clothes, so that she could sleep safely. But in this case, it will inevitably feel a little cold, especially after spending so many nights with him.
Lying on the bed, tossing and turning, she realized a sad reality. She could not do without him. She would sleep at night, not to mention other times. If he was not there, she would even feel that the quilt was too cold and the bed was too big.
No way, she had to take out her MP3, plug in the headphones to listen to music hypnosis. I got into this habit when I was in college. I did it when I couldn't sleep. When I woke up at dawn, I didn't know where the earphone was.
Sure enough, hypnosis is very effective. Soon she went to see Duke Zhou, but the other person couldn't fall asleep.