Chapter 189

People are always like this. They are always busy in all kinds of things. When things happen, they begin to reflect on themselves.

At the moment, fan Shu, who was in extreme pain and suffering, realized his cowardice under the double attack of hopelessness and illness.

Although over the past year, she overcame her timidity and challenged herself again and again, went to business to talk about lists, and won a lot of achievements. However, in her heart, she was always timid and cowardly.

In how to face the matter of Yu Jingyan, she has been timid retreat and escape.

At this moment, she thought, if she could survive from the heavy snow and high fever this time, she would be careful with Yu!

Why does she want to retreat and escape? He is the pure and warm light in her life and the only warm color in her dark life. She should cherish him well. Why always want to escape?

Do you always care about your own life, then why don't you care about your own life?

Life is so fragile and short, the most important thing in every day of life is not to let yourself live comfortably? As long as you live a comfortable life, what are the criticisms and eyes of others?

Even if it was Mrs. Yu, what would it take to eat her? What was she afraid of?

Even if my mother knew this thing would be hit and aggravate her illness, she could not avoid this blow without other blows, and she sacrificed her own feelings to get her temporary calm state of mind, so that the future days were spent in regret and pain, which was the end she wanted?

Fan Shu's head is very painful, with a suffocating feeling in the pain, as if a careless head will explode.

But such extreme pain did not prevent her from reflecting on herself.

Yu Jingyan thinks that she has a high fever and talks nonsense, but she knows in her heart that she has lived for more than 20 years and has never seen such a clear understanding as it is today.

She's just too sick to talk If she could feel any better now, she would tell him that she liked him too. I like it all the time. I like it from the first sight

He is not around, no matter how busy her days are, they are only black and white. As soon as he appeared, her life was full of vitality.

Yu Jingyan called her name for a long time, but only heard her vague response to two sentences, and there may be another sentence in the two sentences which may be nonsense.

He unscrewed a mineral water bottle and handed it to her mouth to let her drink, but she didn't have the strength to drink water at all. Her face was pale and frightening, and her face and neck were full of sweating

Yu Jingyan is very anxious, he dialed 120 times of the phone, the answer is only one, the road is blocked, unable to pass.

He called Liu Wan and asked him to think of a way.

Liu Wan replied, "Mr. Shao, the road is blocked now. It's snowing heavily and the plane can't fly. Why don't you discuss with your father, Mr. Yu Dong..."

"Don't talk to him! I'll do it myself! " Yu Jingyan is very angry to hang up the phone.

He tried his own way, and the process might be tortuous, but as long as he survived this level, the next days would be comfortable. If he asked his father, he would come here when he and fan Shu were separated. She was very ill this time. He said nothing would leave her at such a time!

Fan Shu's consciousness gradually became a little vague.

Although her head is still dizzy, she can not think about life clearly.

Gradually, she fell asleep again, or fainted.

The dim head, sometimes sober, sometimes fuzzy.

When awake, you can hear a little bit of the surrounding movement. When you get fuzzy, you don't have any consciousness at all.

She vaguely felt that Yu Jingyan was holding her out of the car, but she had no way to know where he was going to carry her, because she had not gone a few steps before she fell into a coma.

When she was a little more conscious, she seemed to hear someone he was talking to and what to say. She had no strength to think. Because the brain, the brain will burst like pain.

Later, she felt that she was lying on the back of Yu Jingyan. He was carrying her in the snow. She could hear the wind, but she did not feel the cold of the snow on her body, because he wrapped all the clothes in the suitcase of two people around her, and armed her from head to foot.

I didn't expect that he could take care of her so well. It seems that he has great potential in taking care of people.

She wanted to ask him where he was going with her on his back, but his body was so weak that he didn't have the strength to open his mouth

Then she was out of strength and went into a coma again.This time, she was in a coma for a long time, because she tried to wake up several times, but she didn't have the strength to wake up. All consciousness, always in the dark

I don't know how long the darkness lasted. When I wake up, I open my eyes and look at the floating ash in the corner of the ceiling. I still feel a little unreal.

Is she alive or dead now?

Can see the sun, should still be alive? Oh, it should be sunshine, not light?

Fan Shu subconsciously turned to look for the window.

This turn a head, can see the door place, Yu Jingyan is carrying a Thermos Pot to go inside.

His whole body was in unspeakable confusion. His face was haggard. His chin was covered with green stubbles. His clothes were dirty and stained with a lot of mud. His shoes on his feet were covered with mud. He could not see the original color.

When he found that she was awake, he gave up the thermos and threw it on the ground with a bang. He walked quickly to her side and held her hand without injection. It was unbelievable: "fan Shu, are you awake? Are you really awake? Do you remember who I am? "

Fan Shu squeezed out a tired smile and said, "do you really think I burned my brain and didn't remember people?"

Seeing that she was able to speak normally, Yu Jingyan felt relieved and took a wooden chair with a little old style and sat down.

Fan Shu noticed that the ward she was living in at the moment was rather shabby. It should not be a hospital in a big city.

"Where is this?" She couldn't help asking.

"It's a health center in town." I am careful to answer.

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