Shangfang pulls Su Xiaofei's arm and whispers a few words to Su Xiaofei. Su Xiaofei compromises, picks up her things and leaves with Shangfang.
After they left, fan Shu took out his mobile phone and went online to brush the news.
What she said was that she felt sleepy after lunch and wanted to take a nap. Actually, that was before she was kidnapped.
Before she was kidnapped, she was always sleepy and sleepy. She had to sleep every afternoon, or she would have lost her life. Now the child is gone, it doesn't matter if she takes a nap or not. Most of the time, she just lies quietly and doesn't fall asleep.
It shows that she is very quiet. In Su Xiaofei's words, she is quiet like a terminally ill patient lying in bed waiting to die. In fact, it is not. In fact, her heart is very chaotic and chaotic.
She didn't want to contact Yu Jingyan. She finally solved all the misunderstandings and was together with him again.
I haven't been together for a month!
A brief meeting, followed by a parting, her heart is also uncomfortable.
Her heart also loves him, and the love grows stronger and stronger as time goes by, like a seed, which is hard to detect when it is first planted in her heart. Later, as time goes by, the seed begins to take root, germinate and grow high By now, he is her world!
At this time, let her and he completely cut off contact, how does her heart not feel uncomfortable?
She and Yu Jingyan have known each other for so many years, and they know him better than themselves. She also knows that in the face of her departure, I will be more miserable than she is, and will certainly be unable to accept for a long time.
However, no matter how difficult it is to accept, as time goes on, it will eventually be a little bit accepted, right.
She now looks so dead and alive that she hates it very much. She is very afraid to look in the mirror now. She feels that she is very haggard now, and she is ten years old.
Originally she was five years older than Yu Jingyan, but now she looks ten years older. Standing with him, there is a gap between her teenage years and her appearance. Isn't she more criticized than before?
If you just worry about the appearance, just like Su Xiaofei said, go to a good hospital and raise it with the best materials, and you can always bring it back.
However, there is one thing, deeply buried in her heart, even Su Xiaofei do not know.
That is, after she had an accident on the abortion operating table that day, her body was seriously injured and she could not get pregnant again!
A woman, nearly 30 years old, seriously injured, after no way to get pregnant again, what does it mean? It means that she is not qualified to be a mother in the future!
Dr. Liu was very clear about the impact and influence of this cruel fact on the party concerned, so he only told fan Shu about it.
It's better for a person to keep a secret than for others to know it, and then stab her spine and scold her for not being strong.
On that day, Dr. Liu told fan Shu this cruel fact, and then comforted her: "in fact, things may not be so bad. Now the medical technology is updating very fast. Maybe one year when the new technology comes out, you will have hope..."
At that time, fan Shu was very weak and laughed: "thank you, Doctor Liu."
She knew that Dr. Liu said this to comfort her. She also knew that she could not afford to wait. She was 29 years old and nearly 30 years old. After waiting for five or six years, she was running to four. Run four women normal pregnancy are dangerous, not to mention her such physical damage?
These days, fan Shu has been thinking about this matter silently in his heart.
She can't have children. She's alone all her life. It doesn't matter. Anyway, before Yu Jingyan comes back from abroad, she's already ready to be lonely and old. But I cautioned that he could not!
He is such an excellent man and the only child in his family. He should have one or more children, and he must have children too! Otherwise, how lonely he would be in his life, or whose hands should he hand over his family property and his own property in the future?
Maybe he will take a step back to adopt a child in order to accommodate her, but where is the adopted child better? Even if they are defeated by their children, parents will not complain too much. If they are handed over to the adopted children, they will feel a sense of giving away for nothing. After a lifetime of hard work, they will give it to outsiders in vain
Therefore, fan Shu chose to let go.
It's not that she doesn't want to talk to Yu on a whim, or that she doesn't want to see him on a whim, but she thinks about it again and again, and struggles with her deep-rooted lovesickness again and again, and finally chooses to leave with pain.
She can not give him a complete home, but also can not give him a warm future, she stay with him in addition to bring criticism, let him fall into endless trouble for the rest of his life, there is no other possibility.
Under such circumstances, how can she bring him down for the lovesickness in her heart?So, it's better to divide it up!
Taking advantage of the fact that she died in the sea, he broke all ties with him and left far away. From now on, he will forget the river and lake, and see you again forever.
Maybe he will be heartbroken for her leaving for two or three years, but after three years, with the increase of age, his vision will be broadened, and then he will have a new girlfriend, marry his new girlfriend and have children
And she, in a quiet corner, looking for a job to make a living, alone, quiet old enough.
On this day, fan Shu left together in Su Xiaofei's monk's room. He was lying in the hospital bed and thinking a lot.
She even figured out where to go after she left the hospital.
She decided to go to Yunnan. Yunnan has a good climate, which is convenient for her to recuperate. At the same time, Yunnan was also the place where she and Yu had made an agreement.
A few years ago, she gave herself to him, that is, in the big suite of the hotel in a scenic spot in Yunnan.
Beautiful Yunnan, should make the rest of her life different from before?
After fan Shu thought about where she would go for the rest of her life, she relaxed a little and turned her attention back to the screen of the mobile phone in her hand. Start the news.
Fan Shu's previous mobile phone was lost on the day she was kidnapped. Now the mobile phone in her hand is an old mobile phone that Su Xiaofei found and used to relieve her boredom on the Internet.
Originally, Su Xiaofei was going to buy her a new mobile phone, but she insisted on not. These days, she has been operated and hospitalized. All the operation expenses and medical expenses are paid by Su Xiaofei. How could she be so kind to ask Su Xiaofei to buy her mobile phone?
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