Xiaoyueyue, who was just holding in her arms, turned into ashes in a small box. Xia Yuhan's tears fell in strings like beads with broken lines and sprinkled on the road of cement slate
"Brother, since this child is destined to come to the northwest, baby, I guess he hasn't come to feel the local conditions and customs of the northwest and the beauty of the northwest. Otherwise, we'll scatter xiaoyueyue's ashes in the Yellow River! Let xiaoyueyue feel the broad embrace of the Yellow River mother anytime and anywhere, okay? " When Xia Yuhan spoke, a pair of beautiful Danfeng said with tears in their eyes.
"Yuhan, if you think it's appropriate, will you do it like this? Your brother, I'm in a mess now. Yuhan, no matter how difficult things are in the business world, I can be organized in less than ten minutes, but I'm really not a little chaotic for my own flesh and blood and for my children. Do you know? " Lin Kai hugged the urn in his arms and suddenly said with some irritability.
"Yuhan, please don't mind! For your ex husband, I really can't understand this man... "When Lin Kai wanted to say something, Xia Yuhan interrupted Lin Kai.
"Brother - let's talk about xiaoyueyue now. Shall we not talk about this man? The man left Yuhan only painful memories. In fact, every woman's memory of first love is still very beautiful and warm, but for Yuhan, this kind of warmth and beauty has been tortured by the man's madness and metamorphosis, you know? If there are only some empty memories brought to Yuhan by this man! " In fact, Xia Yuhan really doesn't have the strength to tangle with these things, nor does he have the energy to sort out the threads of these things.
"OK, Yuhan! All this is up to you, okay? In fact, when my brother first met you, he knew you were a good woman and a woman worth cherishing. But a lot of things about my brother were really forced, you know? I want to beg you to forgive me for these things, okay? In fact, my brother missed a lot of opportunities to be with you for personal reasons. But Yuhan -- in the future, our brother doesn't want to miss it any more, because he doesn't want you to enter the tiger's mouth again, you know? " Lin Kai said, holding xiaoyueyue's urn in one hand and Xia Yuhan's arm in the other.
"Brother - forgive me for not giving you any promise! At least now Yuhan can't give you any promises. Because Yuhan is not only a single parent woman, but also the mother of a child. My decision needs to be discussed with my daughter xiner. The child has grown up, you know? To put it another way, although I have been single for N years, Ouyang Hao hasn't gone through that kind of legal procedure with me. I think you know this. In Ouyang Hao's words, I am still his wife in the legal sense. In fact, they all say that it is a lie to automatically terminate the marriage relationship after two years of separation, do you know? " Xia Yuhan took a warm look at the man he had always liked and said.
"Brother - you know a lot of things! In fact, it's not that I don't want to, but that I dare not want to know? I'm just an ordinary girl. I just like what kind of comfortable ordinary citizen's life, you know? When I meet you, your feeling that makes me fall in love, I can only hide it in my heart, and I want to hide it in the softest place I don't want to touch, because I'm afraid I'll hurt and dream! " When Xia Yuhan said here, his face was full of tears of injury.
"Yuhan, brother knows! Shall we not be sad? Do you and I have something more important to do now? " Lin Kai really wants to pull Xia Yuhan out of this sad mood. He can only skillfully change the topic.
"OK, brother! We are taking Binhe Road now. "
Xia Yuhan didn't speak after saying these words. Maybe his heart was too hurt, or he didn't want to answer some of Lin Kai's painful topics. Xia Yuhan drove along the riverside road to the Yellow River without saying a word.
"Brother - shall we be on this bridge?" Xia Yuhan stopped at the parking lot beside Binhe Road and got off and said to Lin Kai.
"Yes, Yuhan. My brother said, even if you said, I know very little about your northwest. Even if I know a little about it, I know it from your mouth. " At this time, Lin Kai looked at the surging water of the Yellow River and his thoughts were floating. The woman around him once again gave himself the desire to possess her. In fact, what a person can't deceive is himself.
"Brother, this bridge was built in the 33rd year of Guangxu, you know?, His original name was "Lanzhou Yellow River Iron Bridge", which was later renamed "Zhongshan Bridge". The bridge was designed by the American man baoben and the German dro. At that time, the builders were mainly foreign Chinese craftsmen from Germany. So many foreigners and Chinese took three years to build the bridge. "
"This bridge is known as the first bridge of the Yellow River in the world! Our little Yueyue will float down from here and enjoy the mountains and rivers of the whole country, making up for the great rivers and mountains of the motherland that we haven't had time to watch. " Xia Yuhan took Xiao Yueyue's Urn from Lin Kai's arms and walked slowly on the Zhongshan Bridge.
"Yuhan - thank you! You are the backbone of your brother in such a thing, you know? My mind is full of my Ruoxi shadow now. I really don't know how to explain to my Ruoxi and my little cotton padded jacket! " Lin Kai said painfully after Xia Yuhan
Xia Yuhan didn't answer Lin Kai's question, but carefully opened Xiao Yueyue's urn. Sprinkle the ashes of the baby who loves her dearly in the embrace of the Yellow River mother one by one.
"Xiaoyueyue, my baby! Rest in peace! In fact, each of us loves you very much, so does your great grandmother. We all love you very much, you know? Be good there. Next time, be sure to polish your beautiful eyes and reincarnate. " Xia Yuhan's heart rained again and again. He read the death mantra that had been dyed by his ears and eyes from his grandmother since he was a child. He read it again and again, sprinkled xiaoyueyue's ashes one by one
Lin Kai followed Xia Yuhan like a walking corpse and watched Xia Yuhan sprinkle all the remaining marks of Xiao Yueyue in the world into the Yellow River
Xia Yuhan and Lin Kai are immersed in the pain of Xiao Yueyue's premature death. Lin Kai's thoughts follow Xiao Yueyue's ashes floating under the bridge, and they are frustrated. No one has noticed when Lin's mother comes out of the car, when she quietly follows behind Lin Kai, and when her eyes are filled with muddy tears of vicissitudes of life