Chapter 284

Looking at Guan Zixuan's sad appearance, Leng Wanyan's heart is a little confused. He is worried that his words just did not convey the meaning, and that his words will make the situation worse.

She just had a glib tongue, but now she doesn't know what to do. His hands, gently grasp her shoulders, eyes tender, pity: "Wanyan, are you still afraid of me?" He knew that from the beginning, he left a bad impression on Leng Wanyan.

In the following days, he enters and she retreats. No matter how close he is, she will retreat again.

Back to now, she is still avoiding the emotion that has been clearly overflowing. Do you really want him to "force a good man into a prostitute", and one day he will not be able to control himself and press her to the big bed and ask her to follow him.

However, he is Shangguan Zixuan, he disdains to do things like this, because the other party is not others, is his sweetheart.

His eyes became hot and aggressive, and the intense emotion could not be released.

Forget it, in her mind, he is a man who can't devote himself to love?

Shangguanzixuan pressed her hand on her shoulder and gave a gentle smile. However, this smile made Leng Wanyan no longer feel the temperature. She was so cold, distant, calm, looking at her eyes. She also restrained the hot emotion and became indifferent: "OK, Wanyan, I won't force you. I won't sleep here tonight, so that you will not be frightened I'm afraid I'll climb into your bed His words let cold Wanyan's body a stiff, the whole small heart has heavily fallen into the abyss, sink down.

Is he playing with himself? Or because he felt she didn't trust him and was ready to give up on her?

Shangguanzixuan's mature, steady and farsighted thought is very clear to her. Now that he has said it, it will not be as simple as being angry. Although his tone was light, he didn't hear the meaning of anger or feel very cold, but when it reached her ears, it was already a very distant feeling.

Leng Wanyan's mind is delicate and sensitive, she has already understood his meaning. However, she didn't want him to go. She really didn't trust him, OK?

Cold Wanyan is wronged in the heart, but I don't know how to say it? How should I explain to him?

From childhood, she suffered a lot of grievances, which is related to her living environment, so Leng Wanyan has developed a habit. When she has grievances, she never wants to tell others. She can only persuade herself slowly, and then digest the grievance by herself. What's the use of pouring it out? Is she going to cry to her aunt and her cousin? In that case, they can only look down on her more and bully her more. Do they have grievances to talk to her uncle, which is more and more impossible. She feels that her uncle's eyes are getting more and more wrong when she grows up. Finally, she can only stay away from them, the so-called relatives, and strive to live in this city with her sister Leng Wanjun After getting used to having grievances to bear on their own, to solve the difficulties on their own.

Now, shangguanzixuan is her most trusted and intimate person. She should be able to be frank with him, but she still can't open her mouth.

But now there was a strong feeling that she didn't want him to leave her.

You're not going - she never said that. After he turned around, Leng Wanyan gambled and pretended to be indifferent and said: "in fact, you don't have to go. This is your place and your apartment. It's me who should leave. If you give me a few minutes, I'll clean up and go away." After cold Wanyan finished, he began to pack things without saying a word.

Her blueprint, her clothes, her toiletries, she calmly and orderly put them all into her backpack, nothing left behind.

When she came out of the room, her eyes fell on his tall and upright, but covered with a layer of gloomy back, he still kept his standing posture, moved without moving, lonely, sad

Leng Wanyan's heart aches. It seems that she was scratched by a knife. The blood flowed down, and a lot of blood fell Is that ok? Their time is up. Why let him go? She is the one who should leave. This place does not belong to her, and the man standing on the ground does not belong to her.

After leaving here, she can go back to school or rent a cheaper hotel for two days. Although her ability is limited, there is no problem in self-reliance.

However, it was not his fault. Leng Wanyan said: "I have thought of the place to go. You don't need to worry about me, Professor Shangguan." As if nothing had happened, she said with a backpack on her back and went out.

"Bang --" the door was closed, he has been paying attention to his eyes, his tenderness to her, his love for her, just like separated by a door, the sound just closed each other's hearts.

Leng Wanyan has read a saying before: every time a man and a woman in love are unhappy and quarrelling, they may be the fuse of breaking up, and the beginning of parting their ways and forgetting each other in the world.

When Leng Wanyan stepped out of the door, her heart felt like a knife cut, because she didn't know whether she and Shangguan Zixuan would be better? Just now she also because Shangguan Zixuan accompany her side, feel warm like a dream, no matter where she goes, it is her home.Now she felt that no matter where she went, her little heart was half missing and had become incomplete. Leng Wanyan didn't want to think about it. He didn't chase her out. She was a strong person. She didn't want to stay in the place for another second, because she was worried that she would be reluctant to leave him. She was worried that she would stay for another second. She would turn around, rush to hold him and say, she really likes him, and even has fallen in love with him. She is so crazy and unable to extricate herself from her love Leave him.

But if you really do that, it is not cold and graceful words. If you want to go, you should be more natural and unrestrained. Don't drag your feet.

Leng Wanyan quickly left, went to the elevator, into the elevator, the eyes of salty liquid, hard to swallow into the stomach.

Elevator door closed, pressed the first floor, Leng Wanyan a person out of the community, walked to the cold, quiet and cold street. The north wind blows on the body, biting cold.

Leng Wanyan's pace began to become heavy, pull the clothes, but the north wind is still merciless into her body.

Leng Wanyan feels for the first time that winter in this city is so cold