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She clenched her fists so hard that her nails dug into her palms, causing waves of excruciating pain.

It seemed that only this kind of pain could somewhat ease the pain in her heart, allowing her to calm down a little.

If not for this, she was afraid that she would have immediately rushed forward and strangled this person, killing him along with her.

Not to mention he didn't even have the strength to strangle him, even if he did, the Soviet government wouldn't do it. Death seemed too easy for this man. He wanted to torture him, but it seemed that the Soviet government was too young.

"We're not husband and wife!" Ruan Haoyang's voice was extremely cold, "But … She gave birth to our child. Although she didn't want to, but … Since she is already dead, we must give her a name. "

Ruan Haoyan let out a long sigh. Su Anhui stood behind him, looking at him from high above, but felt that everything was so funny that it would make people sad …

Ruan Haoyang ah Ruan Haoyang, now that he's dead, giving such a title would only make the atmosphere in the country even more lively.

If Su Anhui really died and knew the word "beloved wife" underground, he would probably die with grievance.

You are always so selfish. You always judge others with your own thoughts. You never know the suffering of others …

Su Anhui closed his eyes and took a few deep breaths before he managed to calm himself down.

After so many years, if it was the first two years, Su Anhui would definitely erupt.

However, after experiencing so many years of training, as well as his understanding of Ruan Haoyang's words, Su Anhui knew that even if he really lost, he had to remain calm on the surface. He couldn't let this man see any flaws …

"Why did you bring me to see her?" Su Anhui mused for a long time before turning his head to look at the chirping, carefree little bird. He was afraid that if he looked at the grave again, he would be unable to control his emotions.

Ruan Haoyang was silent for a moment before replying, "I've told you before, you are very similar to her. Do you remember?"

Su Anhui nodded without a sound. Ruan Haoyang didn't turn his head to look at her, and seemed to be able to sense her movements. He didn't turn his head and continued, "You really resemble her, and her appearance surprised me, but … You guys have so many different things. The reason I did that to you last night was because... Collecting snow from the plum blossoms to make tea was something she had done before, so … That's why I get angry. "

"Why are you angry?" Su Anhui hesitated and couldn't help but ask.

Ruan Haoyang said, "Because I don't want to think about her. I don't want to admit that I owe her!" He sighed and continued, "I always felt that I was the one who ruled over fate, always felt that... "The reason why someone who is down and out gets tied down by someone is because she isn't strong enough. No matter who she hurts, I would never feel guilty. The only thing is that towards her …"

Ruan Haoyang's voice was as light as a gust of wind. If one wasn't careful, they would not be able to hear his words.

Finally, he lowered his voice and did not continue.

Su Anhui's eyes turned cold, and the strange feeling in his heart became stronger.

From Ruan Haoyang's words, it was possible to determine this person's selfishness. He could only wait until the end, until the Su Family lost their final lives. Only then would he feel that he owed her. Only then would he feel guilty …

"Is it because I'm similar to her that you don't reject me coming close to you, and that's why you brought me to see her?" Su Anhui asked as calmly as he could.

Ruan Haoyang, who was deep in his thoughts at the moment, didn't seem to be in the mood to feel the strangeness in Su Anhui's words. He just nodded and sighed, "I was half right. It's because you look like her that I brought you to see her. It is true, but... Because you are similar to her, it's not that I don't reject you coming close to me, but instead it's just that I'm more disgusted with you! "

He sighed and continued, "But strangely enough, in my heart, I've always longed to see you, or rather … Wishing to see her! "

His gaze turned cold again.

He didn't know if anyone else had heard Ruan Haoyang speak so much at once, but in her mind, he only knew that Ruan Haoyang was someone who spoke very little. For someone who cherished words like gold to say so much to his today, he must have really let down his guard.

After pausing for a while and seeing that Su Anhui didn't say anything, Ruan Haoyang continued, "I've never thought about it … There will be two people who are so similar in this world, so from the initial rejection, to the current contact with you … "

He suddenly changed the topic and said, "Last night, when I was fighting with you, I realized that from the beginning, my heart had been closed. If it was a long time ago, if I had opened my heart to her, if not … If it were not for the fact that I was concerned about her origin, such a tragedy might not have happened. I would not be regretting it! "

"You care about her background?" Su Anhui caught the gist of his words and asked.

Did Ruan Haoyang care about his background? What was wrong with her background?

Or perhaps … She had guessed it right. Did Ruan Haoyang have a deep grudge with her father? Or could it be that Ruan Haoyang's father had some sort of feud with Su Jiang?

"Those are matters of the previous generation. It's a long story!" Ruan Haoyang didn't want to say anymore and let out a sigh, and said, "Anyway …" The tragedy has already happened. Last night, I suddenly thought it through. "

"Oh?" He was very curious about what he said just now, but he didn't dare to ask so as to not arouse the suspicion of this suspicious man. He felt an itch in his heart and lost interest in what he was about to say.

Ruan Haoyang continued to say, "I shouldn't have been so cautious towards people. Not only did I exclude others, but I also excluded myself from their care. Maybe she wouldn't have left back then, maybe … A person like me will also have a perfect family now! "

"Is that so …" Behind him, Su Anhui couldn't help but raise a sneer. He glared at his own name on the tombstone, and the anger in his heart grew.

"Ruan Haoyang, what exactly is supporting you? It makes you so comfortable to think that as long as you don't take the lives of Su Anhui and Anhui, they will be with you and form a perfect family …"

What is it that makes you so confident that the Soviet government will fall in love with you?

"So …" Last night, I suddenly thought it through. My rejection of others is actually punishing myself. Since it's been so long, I seem to... We should open up our hearts to the concerns of others and not be so suspicious of others. "

His hand suddenly caressed the tombstone with incomparable gentleness. His voice had a hint of a smile to it. "She's so kind. She'll definitely wish for me to live a good life …" Su Anhui clenched his fists tightly. He didn't know whether to laugh or cry at Ruan Haoyang's words, but at the same time, he was angry.

Ruan Haoyang, should I say you're too shameless, or is it something else?

What makes you think that Su and Anhui would be kind enough to forgive you for taking your life and instead wish you well?

Ridiculous, truly laughable …

Su Yang couldn't hold back his anger any longer. He took a deep breath and closed his eyes tightly, concealing the anger in them. Ruan Haoyang, you really … It was truly laughable!

She tilted her head to the side, continuously pinching her hands as she looked at her parents' tombstone. She told herself, I have to calm down, I have to calm down …

Even if you have already lost, in front of the enemy, you must not easily reveal your emotions. You must be calm, making Ruan Haoyang unable to control his emotions, making him suspicious, making him unable to understand his own intentions.

"So, thank you …" Ruan Haoyang suddenly turned his head and said to Su Anhui with a serious face.

Su Anhui took a few deep breaths and opened his eyes. He blinked out the hatred in his eyes and said innocently, "I didn't do anything."

"You may not have done anything, but... You are the one who made me understand all of this! " Ruan Haoyang's expression and tone were a bit unfamiliar. It was probably because he never said such words to anyone. He felt a little unnatural.

Just as the official was secretly surprised, he saw the man suddenly change the subject. His gentle expression became cold as he warned coldly: "But … Don't let me down, don't let me feel... "You are the same as other women. Also, do not lie to me, or else …"

Hearing his words of warning, he lamented the man's fickleness and could not help but shiver. This man was too terrifying.

At such a tender moment, he didn't forget to warn others not to hurt him, but he would never wake up to the pain he brought others.

Should he say that this person was selfish, or was he too self-protective?

Su Anhui took a deep breath, then turned his head and said with an uncertain face, "Thank you, Director Yuan, for your love. I'm afraid I can't afford it."

"I …"

"White Rose …" Su Anhui locked his eyes on a photo nearby. His pupils gradually dilated as he looked in disbelief at a familiar face not far away from his "tomb".

"White roses? Do you know her? " Ruan Haoyang's expression changed, all the previous illusions and warmth completely disappearing.

"No, I …" It's just that I feel that this name is very special. That woman, she also looks quite good! " Su Anhui looked at the name carved on the tombstone and replied nervously.

Ruan Haoyang relaxed his guard. His wrinkled eyebrows relaxed a little as he said, "She is also a very beautiful woman. She is a subordinate of mine and is very loyal to me!" Finished speaking, Ruan Haoyang let out a sigh.

Su Anhui thought fiercely in her heart, Bai Mei was naturally loyal, otherwise why would she kill Su Anhui for him, why would she do such a heartless thing for him?

"Six years ago, she and my woman... They died together in an accident. " Ruan Haoyang explained.

"What a pity …" Su Anhui's eyes turned cold. She tried her best to suppress her emotions and slowly said word by word while gritting her teeth.

When will your woman, Su Anhui, be yours? This is just your wishful thinking, Ruan Haoyang, Ruan Haoyang... Your shrewdness is too deep. Such a life, even though you are the one controlling the fate of others, but … Are you tired?

"Look, the sun is coming out!" Without knowing when, Ruan Haoyang stood up and looked at the sun not far away. He pointed at the sun and said to Su Anhui.

Su Anhui withdrew his gaze from Bai Mei's photo, following Ruan Haoyang's gaze to the sun rising at the foot of the mountain in the distance.

The sun gradually revealed itself as a corner of the sky was dyed a crimson red. It was extremely similar to the flames of that day …