After a long time, song Sitong was tired with tears and a lot of snot. But he didn't care. He still kisses her lips. She doesn't cry, but she just flows tears silently. Sadness and despair are all around her.
Finally, after gasping for breath, he let her go, and she let her embrace her in her arms, her eyes misty and did not know where to go.
"Tong Tong, look into my eyes!" He can't stand song Sitong's look. His body is clearly in his arms, but his mind flies far away like a kite!
Song Sitong raised a pair of tearful eyes. In the beautiful eyes, there was a light flow of sad waves. They were as soft as water, but they were even as plaintive as weeping.
The simple and blazing breath wrapped her up, and he said to song Sitong painfully: "you were so brave, you were so rebellious, can't you be brave again? For me, for me you once loved! Can't you have faith in me again? "
It seems that the pain hidden in the bottom of my heart can be heard in the voice of simple depression.
Song Sitong's body trembled slightly. She looked at the pain in Jianyi's eyes. Her small hand gently climbed up his handsome face and said, "but I'm dirty, too dirty! I am not qualified to be by your side! You promise you don't mind? I've had several men. After you, I've had sex with several men, some old, some young, some ugly, some long and disgusting! "
"Tongtong, stop talking!"
"See, you care! Just say it, you care! What about later? How do you make sure you don't care about the long life when you are tired? And if one day the man I slept with shows up in front of you and tells you that he slept with me, can you not care? "
Every question is like a simple question, or a question about one's heart.
But in the words, there is despair and sadness that makes simple heart broken. His heart is full of blockage. Song Sitong's eyes are full of tears, and the light fog forms a painful wave in her eyes.
"I'm not a good woman! No more Song Sitong's chest is undulating, and his voice is choked and speechless.
Simple shook his head and lifted song Sitong's small face: "no, you are a good girl. I don't care. I love you for saying that to yourself!"
"If you don't love me, you will care! So, we really can't be together. Don't waste time on me! "
"Tung Tung?" He understood her contradiction, understood her struggle, "I understand the contradiction in your heart, I understand it all!"
"No, you don't understand. If you know what to say, you won't force me! I can't marry you because I think it's fair to you. I don't want you to regret it in the future, and I don't want to make yourself sad in the future. If you give yourself hope, you will be disappointed! "
"To put it bluntly, you are afraid that I will fail you, aren't you?"
Song Sitong was surprised. He didn't think he was wrong again. He didn't want to explain, so he kept silent with a smile.
Simple long gaze at her, eyes dark as night.
She is really more and more stubborn, after so many hardships, her temperament is more calm, but even if she is just quiet in the corner, there is also light and fragrance, which is addictive.
Maybe at the beginning, I approached her to revenge her, seduce her, make her fall in love with him, and let her taste the heartache that he has not been rid of all these years. Revenge is a matter of struggling in the bottom of my heart.
When the truth opened, he suddenly felt that he was so powerless. He was wrong and everything was wrong. He retaliated against the wrong object and hurt her! He wants to make it up!
But he overestimated himself. As he became closer to her, his feelings seemed to have independent consciousness.
He paid more and more attention to her. She changed and became quiet and beautiful, just like poppy, which made him sink!
He knew that she was in love with herself, and he had loved herself when we were together, but now, he saw a kind of alienation in her eyes, as if he could leave him at any time, as if feelings were not so important to her.
Sometimes, he felt that it was just an illusion. She looked at him with a smile, and there was no estrangement. It was clearly tenderness and love, and suddenly he felt that the emotion in her eyes was his illusion
His trance made song Sitong feel guilty. He begged himself so humbly to marry him, but she refused! She really doesn't want him to regret one day! I don't want him to be humiliated and hurt by bad men with ulterior motives one day.
"Can you let me go?" Her eyes fell on his big hand, which held his wrist tightly.
He didn't answer, but she could see the complex emotions and deep pain in her eyes from his messy eyes.
Song Sitong raised his head slowly. His black eyes were as charming and shining as the moon, and as deep as the furthest distance in the universe.
The man in front of her is the man she loves most. Therefore, his happiness and pain are his own. How can she not feel his mood!
He leaned down, deeply kissing her lips, as if trying to hide the pain in his heart. He whispered: "don't let go!""I want you, now!" In his low voice there was a lingering sadness.
In a word, the deepest emotion in the bottom of my heart will be exposed -
tears will fall like a Pearl! "But I'm dirty, dirty, dirty!"
She sighed bitterly in her heart. Unexpectedly, her body gave in to him!
"Don't you hate dirt? Don't you feel sick because it's so dirty? " Her words are so timely spit out, he suddenly a stiff.
She pulls down his arm, turns around, sobs and stares at him through the thick water mist. They are naked to each other. Song Sitong trembles and tears silently.
Looking at Song Sitong's sad eyes, "Tong Tong, when are you going to unload your hard and rebellious armor?"
He felt sad. He hugged song Sitong tightly and let her cry and vent freely. The warm tears burned his chest: "Tongtong, I'm sorry --"
the simple and low voice was wrapped with sad hoarseness. He hugged her body painfully. The familiar body temperature and elegant body fragrance lingered in his heart.
Song Sitong's choking turned into sobbing, and then broke into tears:
"simple, do you know how cruel you are? You let me bear your hatred in the inexplicable, you let me betray Yu Jinglan, when I was determined to love you, you gave me that video, tell me this is you and Yu Jinglan's plot, you, you let me at a loss, let me alone in the night quietly tears, you know? You know what? "
Simple heartache wants to rub song Sitong into his body: "I know, I know! It's my mistake. Let's not talk about the past, and start over, OK
He can think of her mood and expression at that time. The feeling of being cheated made her distrust anyone, so she went on the road of free indulgence! All this has something to do with yourself! That's why he felt so guilty when he knew the truth.
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