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She picked up the water glass in front of her and took a little unnatural drink, then turned her head to the side,

"it's good not to come, so that everyone will be embarrassed to meet each other!"

"Alo -"

Mu Ranran wanted to say something more. The waiter came to order, but she had to stop and looked at Luo Xintong in a complicated way.

She was pointing at the menu and saying something to the waiter. Her face was calm and could not see a ripple. She was a little desperate. What kind of feelings did Arlo have for her brother?

After the waiters leave, the atmosphere is a little awkward. Mu Ranran doesn't know how to talk about Chu Yi again. Luo Xintong's eyes are always on Xilan, who is struggling with the little dessert in front of her. Half a day later, she asks her, "Mu Ranran, how did you have the courage to give birth to Xilan by yourself?"

Mu ran tilted her head and looked at Xi Lan, whose mouth was full of cream. Then she reached out and rubbed her hair with love and spoke softly,

"to tell you the truth, at the beginning, I knew that I was pregnant, and I had the idea of taking away the child. After all, Gu Mocheng and I were going to fall apart at that time!"

Luo Xintong looked at her quietly. Her eyes were firm and unrepentant. She said,

"however, that thought just passed by in a flash, and I immediately strengthened the idea of wanting this child, because I felt that no matter how we adults are, children are innocent..."

After listening to Mu Ran Ran's words, the expression on Luo Xintong's face can't help hesitating. Should she really not kill an innocent little life so casually?

After finishing, Mu Ran Ran looked at her frowning and thoughtful. She was surprised and asked her mysteriously,

"Arlo, why do you ask this question? You shouldn't -- "

" what are you talking about? "

Before she finished her guessing words, Luo Xintong immediately interrupted her words. For example, in order to avoid her continuing to carry on this topic, she quickly changed the topic,

"Xiaoran, I said your life is too good. I worked hard for four years to climb to the position of director general. It's unfair that you will become the head of the station in a few days after you come here

Mu Ran Ran laughed and said, "in fact, it could have been very fair. If you were the president's wife, I would never climb over your head, because I can only be a deputy director at best!"

She patted the table with anger,

"Mu Ranran, can you have a good meal and talk well

"Good, good! I won't say, let's eat! "

Mu Ranran quickly hands up to surrender.

Their orders came one after another, and the three began to eat honestly. After half eating, Mu Ran Ran Ran still couldn't resist, so she put down her chopsticks and asked, "Arlo, in fact, I'm looking for you today just to ask you what you're doing to my brother What kind of feeling is it? Have you ever loved him? "

She is anxious and anxious for both of them to be happy. One is her good friend for so many years, and the other is her brother. She hopes that each of them can be happy.

Luo Xintong lowered his head and poked at the rice in the bowl and opened his mouth slightly hoarse.

"Maybe I fell in love with him at some time

Mu Ran Ran has a pleading tone,

"Arlo, tell me the story of you and my brother, will you

She was always curious about how they got together, but she had asked Weiwei many times before. She never said that, and she always used various excuses to prevaricate.

Luo Xintong raised her eyes and looked at her in a complicated way, and finally opened her mouth. She has always been reluctant to mention those past events to others, because she felt that at the beginning of the two of them, she was dirty and shameful.

She vaguely remembers the day when she first met him. She was sitting there holding herself in her arms outside her father's hall. She was not crying. She was using that way to build up her strong strength. She had to hurry up and find a way to raise money.

There was a pleasant voice above her head. She looked up and saw the man in front of her. She admitted that the man was very handsome. Although she had no immunity to the handsome man, she did not appreciate him at all in this desolate situation.

So she ignored him and left, but she was embarrassed to faint in the arms of others. After that, when she became his woman and married him, all that happened seemed like a dream.

Because she doesn't think she is the type of love at first sight. She thinks that a woman like that should be graceful with long hair. But look at her, her short hair is not beautiful.

The figure is more general, originally a little plump, but this period of time because of the family and small dye things rapidly thin down, almost all skin and bones.

She looks careless on the outside, but in fact, she is extremely sensitive, which may be related to the identity of her illegitimate daughter. She has been ridiculed and satirized from childhood to adulthood, which has developed her sensitive mind. In fact, her openness is just to cover up her vulnerability and inferiority complex at the bottom of her heart.In front of him, she really felt inferior, especially after she arrived at Xiangtai. You can see, he has a good family background, a noble status, and he is so handsome that he wants to marry a woman who wants to have no identity but looks.

She thought that he must be crazy, that's why he was like this. Ah, which of these rich boys has no change. Maybe his hobby is to play tricks on a civilian woman like her, and then abandon him after playing enough.

But later, according to her observation, his every move was very normal. Except when he tortured her at night, he tortured her in a variety of ways. If she did not torture her, she would never stop asking for mercy. So she decided that he was a change of state, a bird and a beast!

In the first two years, he let her back here. They seldom met her. She hid far away from him. She thought that she had seen the dawn of liberation, but then it happened that she went to guguo to look for Luo Dingming.

At that moment, when she saw his dusty face in front of her worried, her tears almost came out, she admitted that she was distressed.

That's why she chased him to apologize to him and didn't care about Luo Dingming's detainment and followed him back to China. However, because of this heartache, she was more and more afraid. She didn't expect that he even entered her heart unconsciously.

What she didn't expect was that he followed her back to the mainland, and then spent most of the month with her, getting along day and night, she became more and more flustered and uneasy.

She found that she was more and more dependent on him, but he never said that he loved her. She didn't know whether he was in love with her or a temporary infatuation. In fact, she had never understood him in the past four years, and he was always like a fog in her heart.

Maybe she doesn't know, for some men, the actual action is far more affordable than the rhetoric. They think that doing is more important than speaking. But sometimes men don't understand women, sometimes just a warm word can make them cry.

In this way, she continued to sink in the resistance again and again

Of course, she didn't tell Xiaoran about his obscure thoughts. She just gave a general account of her relationship with him in the past four years in a calm tone.

But even if she doesn't say it, even if she tries to make her voice sound calm, Mu Ranran has already understood her mind after listening to her words. She once had such obscure and secret thoughts.

She pressed her step by step and refused to let her go,

"Arlo, that Do you love him? "

"Love?"

Luo Xintong's eyes were a little confused at first, then she fell silent and thought for a while before she opened her mouth,

"I don't know what I love or not. I only know that I am very comfortable with him. Even if we are left on an island together, I won't be afraid. I know that he will take me out. If we can't go out, we will die together It doesn't matter. It's just this feeling... "

Mu Ranran was so excited that she almost screamed out. When she was in a desperate situation, she still depended on him and believed him. Even if she died with him, it didn't matter. It wasn't love. What was that?

She restrained her excitement and asked her carefully, "have you ever thought about trying to keep him?"

Luo Xintong shook his head,

"no, Xiaoran, that's it. He should find a better woman!"

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