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Physical pain, never just psychological.

Maybe she didn't want to listen to those loud words that seemed to be deliberately let her hear. The voice ran wildly with low back pain. She took the elevator to the top floor and supported the railing to make her mind clearer.

Maybe it's because the wind is too small and the sound is rebellious. Standing over the fence on the first floor, standing at the edge for the last short distance, I open my hands, breathe the air, and enjoy the feeling that my hair is lifted up by the breeze.

It seems that only in this way, will blow off all her heartache.

Leisurely, Yinyin felt that her body had been emptied, and then fell on the ground again. Before she could see what was going on, the roar in her ear had already sounded, "Su Yinyin, are you so capable? Can death solve everything? "

As soon as he came up, he saw her standing on the edge of the top floor with her hands open. A gust of wind blew, and he seemed to see the scene that she had fallen. Heart at that moment missed a beat, not allow him to think more, immediately rushed over.

The voice of the visitor is anxious and worried. It sounds very nervous, but the source of the voice is not like.

She looked at Lin Zi an's worry and said faintly, "do you think I'm trying to die here?"

It may be that I didn't expect the sound to say so. Lin Zi an was stunned and didn't speak. The worry in his eyes did not drop but increased.

Seeing this, Yinyin couldn't help sneering, but she still said faintly on her face: "linzian, in your heart, is Su Yinyin the kind of person who wants to die when he meets something?"

"No, I..." He wanted to explain, he didn't think so much at that moment, only knew she couldn't go down from here! He's worried. He's afraid. It's just that in the middle of these words, he can't say it. Because, between them, is not the past.

Seeing the desire and worry on his face, his voice became clear.

Side of the head, and he looked up, sarcastically: "at the beginning, I took the diploma, happily wanted to go to you to talk about marriage, did not want to in your home but ran into that heartbreaking scene, if you chase out, maybe there will not be my last drunk scene."

Speaking of this, Su Yinyin observes Lin Zian's expression. She doesn't know whether she should be happy or sad. Lin Zian has an apology in her eyes.

"When I accidentally lost myself and my broken heart added a wound. Waiting for me, not your understanding, without your words! Waiting for me is your ridicule and abandonment. If there was a trace of your understanding at that time, even if my father did not love me, at least he would not drive me out, at least in this world, I still have a family! Now, I have been driven out, with my own ability to step up step by step, but I have to bear the cold words of relatives again and again

"You will never realize that when you are a child, a person to respect will be indifferent to you from a certain day. That you always want to hide in his arms and cry, even if it is just a shallow hug can heal the wound, even if your heart how want to call a father, but thousands of words can only disguise as all indifference

"When you smell the familiar breath, you have to pass him without expression. When you in his eyes from the initial indifference to irony - to indifference, do you know how happy I am? "

With that, Yinyin continued to look at Lin Zian, waiting for his answer.

And he just moved his throat and didn't speak.

With a bitter smile in her heart, Yinyin looked at the sky and said calmly: "even if I am in pain, I will not die with my su Yinyin's arrogant character! My road, has gone like this, has already lost relatives, I am alone, no longer expect wing what. I just want my life to be peaceful, you know

Welcome to the voice of indifference with longing eyes, never a moment, linzian feel that it is so difficult to speak.

Since then, in the dead of night.

He always kept thinking about the original thing, as well as all kinds of past, the more he thought, the more surprised he was. I have to admit that Su Yinyin has already lived in her heart, which is a natural formation. When she first let him see tears, his heart has completely melted!

Later, he knew why the original sound was always happy. Why did she always complain to her because of all kinds of things? She always like a mother, always told him a lot of truth when he was most upset. It was clear that he was older than her.

At first, he thought that was the last thing he could stand for her.

Now, in the face of some reality, when he is faced with only a coquettish embroidered pillow and endless noise. He gradually understood that, at the beginning of the sound like that, only because he said that he likes mature, does not love crying her.

And he, in his hate in the city has actually slowly become accustomed to her.

In fact, he already knew her good.

Just, now he, can be calm to say love, to say regret?

Although, now he, to her has a thousand words of sorry to want to say, but he has no way to speak.

"Even if you choose to go on, it's hard for me to go on." Su Yinyin's voice interrupts Lin Zian's remorse.Inexplicably, hearing these words, his heart began to worry, hoping that she would not continue the second half of the sentence, not --

however, it was just hope.

She still said the second half of the paragraph, "Lin zi'an, what I want is a peaceful life. Even if I have more suffering waiting for me in the future, I don't care. I will face it bravely! But, I ask you, do your duty well, don't cross the boundary, I can't afford to play, also can't afford to lose! "

Did not go to see Lin Zian's expression, after the sound finish, turned to leave.

It's time, and sometimes it's over. She didn't want to disturb her future peace.

Looking at the back of her leaving, how he wanted to stop her, but she wanted to calm but let him back. Now he can't give her the peace she wants!

One wanted to hold on, the other wanted to be disturbed no longer, and the two who were worried did not find the woman who had been standing in the distance behind a shelter with slight bulging stomach.

Out of the hospital, Yinyin drove to another hospital to check the waist, just scratch, rub some medicine can. In the afternoon, Yinyin went to work and went back to Huanhai villa after work.

After the day back to three o'clock line, go to work, calm.

It's interesting. From that day on, a woman called Yinyin every day. Every time, she said that she would go with Gu Beicheng to do something. Her words were full of pride. Sound also from the beginning of the uncomfortable to now used to.

Every night when Gu Beicheng called her, he was as numb as ever, and did not listen to him mention the existence of that woman! No matter whether it is true or not, as she said, Yinyin thinks that as long as Gu Beicheng doesn't want her to enter his world, everything is possible. She has been holding the worst possibility and standing outside the gate.

For the woman who knew Gu Beicheng's whereabouts more clearly than she did, Yinyin said nothing and pretended not to have happened.

Gu Beicheng said last night that he would be back in a week. For the next seven days, she was still living a life of three o'clock.

However, everything is hard to predict.

The day just arrived at noon break, Yinyin and Xiaowen were going to have lunch together, when the phone rang. A strange phone call, voice to voice.

"Su Yinyin, hurry to XX Hospital!"