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To be honest, when Gu Jiaru saw all these crystals, he felt that she had become a man and panicked. She stopped and looked at Han Meixi, then said softly: "What's wrong with you? Han Boyi bullied you? "

At this moment, Gu Jiaru put down all of her unhappiness, put down all of her goals, and even put down all of her plans that she was hiding in her heart, just to make her best friend happy. Hence, she who hadn't drank yet also did something completely different from usual. It's laughable that you would act like this just because you like him. "

"Nope." "I just don't like the way he treats you so coldly. I think it's good that I'm childish, or that I'm unreasonable and cause trouble for you, but you're not the one who did the wrong thing."

Hearing this, Gu Jiaru almost trembled all over.

She had never thought that a person without any blood ties, a person who only existed as a friend, would shed tears because of her.

More than that.

Even if no one else knew, Gu Jiaru knew how much Han Meixi loved Han Boyi. But because of the attitude that Han Boyi had shown towards him with a cold face at that time, Han Meixi actually minded it so much.

Gu Jiaru's heart was almost cut by the knife as it drew lines and lines.

Why was she so kind?

With such a dark self, how could he face her pure kindness?

Thinking about it, Gu Jiaru secretly clenched her fists.

"Hai." Han Meixi suddenly sighed heavily.

Just a simple sigh was enough for Gu Jiaru to feel her sadness and sadness. She slowly reached out her hand and placed her arm around her shoulder, saying in a gentle voice, "Forget it, I'm fine. It was just human nature. If his little sister suffered, he would naturally be unhappy. "So you don't have to mind so much."

"You don't understand." Han Meixi suddenly raised her head, her eyes filled with tears.

Seeing this situation, Gu Jiaru was even more shocked.

After interacting with Han Meixi for so many years, she had gotten used to seeing her arrogant and domineering attitude, her unreasonable making, and even her weird ancient spirit, but she had never seen her so weak and helpless.

Gu Jiaru was even flustered for a moment.

"I... What can I help you with? " When Gu Jiaru said this, she felt that the smile on her face was slightly painful.

What made her a little uneasy was that she knew Han Yunshang wasn't far away. It was just that because Han Meixi was pretending to be strong, or because he was afraid of something else, he did not approach.

Gu Jiaru was worried, if it was because of her, Han Meixi and her relationship would become estranged, and this was something she definitely did not want to see.

However, what made Gu Jiaru a little depressed was that she basically did not have any enmity with Han Family, and did not even have any connections with benefits. In her heart, she actually had some strange feelings towards Han Family.

She believed that part of the reason Han Boyi had given her that cold and detached look was because she was willing to desperately confront him with everything she had.

"Don't think about it." Gu Jiaru casually picked up the two bottles of wine on the wine shelf and shoved one bottle into Han Meixi's hands, "Nah, I'll do it with you, don't worry, if there's anything I can help you with."

I'll take care of it for you.

This sentence was repeated in Gu Jiaru's mind.

She completely believed that what she said was not a lie.

After seeing Han Meixi's performance, she even had the impulse to give up everything to protect this true love. However, this kind of impulse made her even more sad. She had always known that she was a person who acted on her feelings. If in the future, she could only use emotions when facing Han Yunshang, what would the result be?

Presumably, Gu Jiaru didn't even need to think deeply to obtain the answer.

"I don't want our two families to be at odds." After three rounds of drinking, Han Meixi's eyes became even more confused and even painful. She might have already thought of the relationship between the two families after Han Yunshang rejected the Han Family.

Only, Gu Jiaru understood, no matter how terrified Han Meixi was, she could not use her feelings as a bargaining chip to threaten others.

This was also one of the reasons why Gu Jiaru didn't take any action at all after getting close to Han Meixi and using Han Family as a reason to take revenge.

She raised her head to look at the vast expanse of starlight, and her heart suddenly felt somewhat sorrowful.

If it was possible, who wouldn't dare to love and hate Han Meixi as much as they did? Although there were some small worries from time to time, their lives were both real and reliable. It had nothing to do with how much it cost.

"Hey, do you know when I started to like brother Yi?" Han Meixi raised her wine cup and looked at Gu Jiaru seriously, and suddenly said.

Gu Jiaru looked at Han Meixi's pure and brilliant eyes that were as bright as stars, and asked softly: "When?"

"Eight years old," When Han Meixi said this, she raised her head and drank a mouthful of wine, "Sixteen years, I have already liked him for sixteen years. During this period, I don't know how many people have told me that I don't need to hang myself on a tree. I don't know how many people have told me. "

After saying that, Han Meixi poured half a cup of wine into her own cup, and just as she was about to drink it all in one gulp, she was held back by Gu Jiaru: "Don't drink so fiercely."

Han Meixi's gaze was already somewhat blurred, and she heaved a deep sigh of relief.

Only then did Gu Jiaru say: "It's nothing, don't think so much."

"No, you don't understand." Han Meixi held the cup tightly, then looked at Gu Jiaru, "During this period, I don't know how many times I have thought about giving up, thinking about considering the other men by my side, thinking about our classmates and our friends, and even thinking about some suitable young masters. "But I can't do it …"

"I can't do it …"

Han Meixi repeated herself, her intermittent voice and actions of lowering her head caused Gu Jiaru to look worried.

Gu Jiaru didn't know, Han Yunshang definitely saw this scene, but why didn't he come over? But after carefully thinking about it, he also felt that he definitely had his own thoughts. Maybe Han Meixi wasn't used to telling others about this at all.

This made Gu Jiaru feel honored, but at the same time, the pressure on him increased.

"Actually, I'm rather envious of you." Gu Jiaru's voice was soft as she raised her arms to hug Han Meixi's shoulders.

Han Meixi lifted her head, her eyes a little perplexed: "Why?"

Because I didn't dare to love anyone.

Gu Jiaru secretly screamed in her heart, but she didn't dare to say it out loud.

She had also suspected before, just what had happened to her, why she couldn't remember a single thing about her that was as old as eight years old as Han Meixi had said at all.

Why was it that when others were recalling their childhood, she could only live with the blankness in her mind?

In her childhood, she didn't leave behind a single photo, or a full mark or zero mark on her homework, or any memories of her friends or teachers.

Gu Jiaru had even doubted whether or not she was a complete person.

However, she had never been able to obtain any answers to these questions from that mysterious adoptive father.

"Why?" Han Meixi seemed to be overly sad, she raised her head to look at the mouth of the bottle and poured all the wine in it into her stomach.

Seeing that, Gu Jiaru anxiously stopped her.

But even if the normally clear-headed Han Meixi tried to act stubbornly, she was completely unable to stop her. Let alone Han Meixi who was under the control of the alcohol.

At this moment, the music from around the swimming pool sounded.

Gu Jiaru knew that Han Meixi had definitely invited a singer, guitarist, and even settled the score for her group of friends. The atmosphere could be lit up at any time. They just needed to have some fun.

Thinking about it, Gu Jiaru felt even more guilty. She felt that if it wasn't for her, Han Meixi would probably still be here, among the people dancing merrily by the pool.

But now, she could only stare at the distant moon in confusion, her eyes glimmering, "Jia Ru, I've never heard you talk about how you were when you were a child, and I've never heard you talk about how you loved someone."

"Hmm?" Gu Jiaru did not expect Han Meixi to suddenly bring up her feelings, causing her to become anxious and at the same time be stunned.

"I think that Dong Fei is just a joke." "I don't know if Han Meixi really drank too much, but every word she spoke was especially forceful and sincere." Even though you talked to him once, even though you've put in so much effort, I've never seen a single hint of happiness from your brow. Sometimes, I even wonder if he is your boyfriend or if he has created a warm relationship with you in the past. "

"Meixi, you drank too much." Gu Jiaru was too flustered, she could not help but interrupt Han Meixi, wanting to snatch the bottle of wine from her hands.

In fact, the one who truly felt flustered and absurd wasn't Han Meixi, but Gu Jiaru herself.

She never thought that the things that she had been hiding for a long time, and even the things that the mysterious Xia Fengnan had prepared for a long time, would actually be seen through by the usually heartless Han Meixi.

When Han Meixi said that, Gu Jiaru only felt that his inner heart was extremely strong, as if it was a balloon that was being ruthlessly poked out.

"Stop trying to cover it up," Han Meixi snatched the bottle of wine back and poured it into her own stomach. At the same time, she looked at Gu Jiaru and said, "Do you know how hard it is for me to be your friend? Do you know! "

Seeing Han Meixi's angry look, Gu Jiaru's heart suddenly hurt.

It was as if he had always been fooling himself with something that was completely different from what he had imagined … This was how useless he was.

Gu Jiaru's lips moved, not saying a single word.

Han Meixi then suddenly hugged her shoulders: "Do you know how much I want you to be happy? "But you always act like you don't care about anything. I don't know what will affect your heart, and I don't know what will truly suit you."

Saying that, Gu Jiaru felt her heart trembling, but she tried her best to control her body and hide.

Han Meixi also slowly got up. At this time, she looked at Gu Jiaru with incomparably seriousness, "Until I see the look in your eyes when you look at my brother. "I know, I can relax now."

"Meixi." To be honest, Gu Jiaru held a certain amount of suspicion towards Han Meixi's words. She didn't dare believe it, but she didn't know how to persuade herself not to believe it.