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Gu Jiaru was very cooperative, "what's the matter? I've long forgotten. " Soft voice and a trace of nasal voice, if you ignore the tears in her eyes, this looks very lovely.

Han yunshang quickly piled up a hill on Gu Jiaru's plate, and then slowly sent it to his mouth, "Oh, you didn't say this kind of thing earlier. If you knew it earlier, I wouldn't have had so much effort to get you this candlelight lunch. It's more cost-effective for us to go directly to a restaurant."

Gu Jiaru didn't get angry either, but she said with a smile, "who didn't ask? It's all started. You can't take it back anyway. "

"Little rascal!"

"You're used to it!"

"Yes, I'm used to it."

I haven't eaten much food yet, but Gu Jiaru has tasted every dish. He has a familiar feeling and can't get rid of it in his taste buds

"I did it, too, but I was afraid it would be too late, so I asked the chef to do me a little help." Han yunshang passed lightly.

Only Gu Jiaru knew how shocked her heart was. Her heart beat was never on the normal frequency at that moment. She was afraid that after the meal, she would be sent to the hospital because of her heart beat too fast.

Deep into the bone marrow after the move, is a deep hesitation.

She is an orphan raised by Xia Fengnan. The meaning of her existence is to do things according to Xia Fengnan's wishes.

He let her close to Han yunshang, she became Han yunshang's wife. He asked her to arrange the eyeliner, and she was almost doubted.

It's just that when did everything start? When did it start? At least for this moment. Or the moment she fell in love with this man, it was a long time ago.

So long that she forgot when it started.

Before I thought about how to finish the task, now I think about how to hide one day from another.

Perhaps, her current situation is no longer suitable to work for Xia Fengnan, because her heart more than a Han yunshang, occupy too heavy position.

Tang Su and Cheng Li have the trust and reuse of Han yunshang. Everything they do is like a green light. They get twice the result with half the effort.

Even if it was Han yunshang's decision at the beginning, even if she had ever stopped her, it was that she did not kill Biren, but Biren died because of her.

Even if not for Han Meixi, just for herself, as long as Han yunshang had anything, she would not forgive herself.

Xia Fengnan at least has Tang Su and Cheng Li under his command. Who is beside Han yunshang? One of them is a traitor.

Traitor At the thought of these two words, Gu Jiaru's figure was strained in vain, and even the eyes looking at Han yunshang were in pain, with a heavy sense of guilt.

"What's the matter? Why not? What are you looking at me for? " Han yunshang looks up, but sees Gu Jiaru looking at herself all the time. There seems to be a struggle in her eyes.

What did she think of?

Gu Jiaru didn't seem to hear it. She just looked at him, and it seemed that the person she was looking at was not him.

Is she looking at someone through him?

This feeling of no origin made Han yunshang feel a burst of fear, "Jiaru? Jiaru

Gu Jiaru heard Han yunshang calling her. She was in a trance. She turned her face and looked at Han yunshang with a slight apology. "What did you say just now? I'm thinking about something. I can't hear it

Han yunshang felt dull and hurt. He wanted to ask Gu Jiaru what she was thinking and why she looked like that

The relationship between the two has just come to this stage. Han yunshang doesn't want to be destroyed by anything. He smiles and thinks that he doesn't see anything. "Nothing. I just ask you why you don't eat. The food is cold. I think it's not to your taste."

"No, it's delicious. I love what you make."

Gu Jiaru said that he was sincere, and he laughed from the bottom of his heart, but Han yunshang always had a kind of faint uneasiness.

Once upon a time, he never thought that children were the foundation of a family, and he didn't believe that women would give up on men when they had children. Even think having children is a kind of trouble, even, will destroy her and Gu Jiaru two people world.

Just at this moment, he will think, if there is a child who can make Gu Jiaru inseparable from him, it is not bad.

Kid, he doesn't like it, but as long as it's Gu Jiaru's, he can try to like it.

"Jiaru, there's something I want to ask you about." Han yunshang hesitated to look at Gu Jiaru's small face and even began to imagine what it would be like to have a child like Gu Jiaru in his arms?

It seems good, too.

"Tell me about it." Gu Jiaru thinks Han yunshang's words are very formal. She puts down her chopsticks and swallows the last thing in her mouth.

"We Have a child. " Han yunshang is looking forward to Gu Jiaru.

Gu Jiaru Leng for a while, but his head just Han yunshang this sentence has been countless times.

Does Han yunshang mean "child" the same as what she understands? Or, does Han yunshang mean to adopt or let her have a child?"You, what did you say?" After thinking about it, Gu Jiaru thought she might not have heard it clearly, and asked again.

"I said, we want a child, a child of our own blood, belonging only to the two of us." Han yunshang smiles and answers.

I even felt that Gu Jiaru was just as excited as he thought.

Gu Jiaru was stunned again. It seems that she did not hear or understand wrong just now.

"Yunshang, don't you think it's too early for children?"

Han yunshang will be 30 years old in a few years. He says that he is still young, and he is not young. Gu Jiaru sees that Han yunshang's face has changed and wants to explain.

"I didn't make it clear just now. I mean, many projects of the company are in full swing now. You will be very busy. My children and I will only distract you. I have a subtle relationship with my parents. If I want to have children at this time and wait for them to be born, I can hardly imagine the future... "

Gu Jiaru couldn't go on.

These reasons are obvious, but she also made them up. Gu Jiaru feels that she can't make them up any more for Han yunshang's increasingly lost and even dim eyes.

She didn't know why she could be so cruel and cheat someone who loved her so much.

She is worried about the future after the child is born, but not with the relationship between Chu Ling and Han Ruo. Instead, she approached Han yunshang with a purpose, which was like an insurmountable gap between them. One day she didn't say it clearly, just like a time bomb, which made people nervous.

Once the baby is born, once the east window incident, once At that time, if Chu Ling and Han can't protect her, Han Yajing won't, the only one who can speak for her is Han Meixi. At that time, I'm afraid she broke her heart.

How can the child get along with himself?

Is the child the crystallization of her love with Han yunshang, or the bitter fruit of hatred?

No, it's just up to them to finish what happened between them. The only thing Gu Jiaru can do is not to implicate the next generation and make Han yunshang difficult in the future.

Han yunshang had thought about Gu Jiaru's reaction, maybe she would be excited, she would be surprised, or she would discuss with him about the gender of the child, or everything about the child.

But unexpectedly, Gu Jiaru refused so simply, even There was no hesitation for a second.

So, Gu Jiaru thought about this question before, but the answer is no, she doesn't want children.

Does she not want to have children, or does she not want to have children with him? Han yunshang didn't want to think deeply, nor did he dare.

Gu Jiaru just looks at the expressionless Han yunshang and has no bottom in her heart.

"Yunshang, I I really want to have a child that belongs to us, but I can't convince myself that if I am willing to have a child for someone, it must be you. "

"I know, I know." Han yunshang's face finally looked better. He answered with a low smile, but he was still very bitter. "It doesn't matter. I respect your opinion. Whether I have children or not, my love for you will not change. If it changes, it must be deeper and deeper. As you said, I will try my best to solve it. In fact, I don't think so either... " I want a child.

As long as Gu Jiaru is always by his side, what if he has children? Gu Jiaru was born when she was happy. If she wasn't happy, they would adopt some of their children. Even if she didn't adopt them, it would be good if there were only two of them in her life.

Neither of them thought that such a high-profile, warm and sweet candlelight lunch would end in such an embarrassing way.

Han yunshang is still very good to her, but Gu Jiaru always feels like a thorn in her throat. She doesn't enjoy this happiness at all.

The next day, the president's office of Han's group was gloomy. The air pressure was so low that even Amy looked ugly.

Looking back at Gu Jiaru, there is nothing but a new secretary today.

"Amy, you said Why are women reluctant to have children? "

Han yunshang was puzzled by this problem all night. He couldn't understand it. The result is that Amy is also a woman. Gu Jiaru's words may be false, but Amy won't cheat him.

Amy was stunned. It seemed that she didn't expect Han yunshang to ask such a personal question. However, in a few seconds, Amy figured out who else could help Han yunshang to do so?

"The president said yes, Madam President?"

"Well, yesterday I prepared a candlelight lunch for her, and the effect was very good. I said something about the child by the way, but she immediately refused, even hesitated and hesitated Well

Thinking of this, Han yunshang is still very depressed.

"Did you ask the president's wife? What did she say? " Amy tried to ask.

"Yes, she said that she was afraid that the company would be very busy in the future, and I would not care for her and the children, and my parents, who had always had a problem with Jiaru. Jiaru was afraid that the child would have a hard time in the Han family."

Han yunshang sighs. No matter whether the reason is true or false, he worries about being a wife. Is it not his dereliction of duty as a husband?Amy was silent for a long time and said, "the president's wife's concern is not unreasonable. If this is the case, even if my husband loves me again, I dare not give birth to him."

When Han yunshang heard the last sentence, he glanced at Amy coldly.

Amy immediately said, "I'm also from a woman's point of view. Maybe that's what the president's wife thinks."

Sure enough, Han yunshang's fire soon disappeared.

This move is really right. No matter how big the matter is, as long as it has something to do with the president's wife, the president has no temper.