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Tao Fei came to Mengyao and said, "have you ever heard of depression before?"

Mengyao stares at him, still restless, "I know depression, what do you want to say?"

Looking at Mengyao like this, Tao FeiJin suddenly feels that Mengyao has the right to know what's wrong with her emotions, instead of hiding from her and looking for someone to look at her at the same time.

"Do you feel that you are always in a bad mood recently?" Tao FeiJin asked carefully.

"What are you trying to say?" Chu Mengyao is a little impatient.

She suddenly raised her voice and yelled: "Sister Zhang, Sister Zhang, let you pour tea. OK, how can it be so slow?"

Sister Zhang came out with a cup of tea, a little uneasy. Mengyao is angry up, sternly scolded, "how do you do it! Slow hands and slow feet, do you want to do it? "

Sister Zhang is at a loss. She's always sharp and can't be slow. But recently, her wife doesn't know what's going on. She's always picking her nose and eyes.

Tao FeiJin gives sister-in-law Zhang a soothing look and signals that she can go down.

"Mengyao," Tao FeiJin thought about the wording in his mind, "you've recently Are you always angry? You're going to get angry if you don't like a little thing? "

Mengyao disagreed. She was very emotional and waved her arm, "what's the matter with you? How can this be a trivial matter? I want to drink water. Does she want to die of thirst? "

Tao FeiJin pressed her hand and said in a warm voice, "you've never been like this before. You've only recently begun to be so anxious."

Meng Yao looks at him in a daze.

Tao FeiJin's eyes, is unable to hide the worry and sad, "I asked the doctor, she said prenatal depression is very likely."

Meng Yao lowered her head. Most of the time, she was rational and sober, "I Is it really depression? " She couldn't believe it.

"Do you have a lot of ups and downs recently, and always feel anxious, even pessimistic and desperate for no reason?" Tao FeiJin still holds her hand and doesn't want to let it go.

Mengyao nodded slowly. She looked at Tao FeiJin with wide eyes, deep in her eyes was a piece of fear, "I always feel very bad recently, and I always want to lose my temper. I always feel that when is the end of my life like this."

Mengyao said and shed tears, "sometimes I really want to die."

"That's typical depression." Tao FeiJin's voice is very low, with a calming power. "But it doesn't matter. According to the doctor, early depression can be self controlled and treated. You are always a strong and optimistic person. You can do it."

Mengyao bowed her head, thinking.

Tao FeiJin looked at her, "usually you go out for a walk to relax your mood. The doctor introduces the method of watching the rest and meditation. You can try to learn it, which can help you adjust your mood as soon as possible."

Mengyao raises her head and looks into Tao FeiJin's concerned eyes.

Her big eyes were confused. She put her hands on her stomach like protection and asked hesitantly: "depression Will it affect the children? "

Tao FeiJin was very sad. She didn't think of herself at all. She was just worried that it would affect her children.

"Yes," he said without hesitation, "if you are not happy, the child will not be healthy."

Mengyao a shock, Tao FeiJin then said: "Fu Yi is about to come back, you do not want him to work hard to come back, in the face of anxiety and irritability of you and an unhealthy child."

Mengyao thought about it and nodded silently.

Tao FeiJin smile, "for you Fu Yi, for your children, for yourself, you have to make yourself happy."

Mengyao didn't know how much she had heard. She nodded vaguely, "don't worry, I will take care of myself."

Tao Fei sighs in his heart, but he has nothing to do. He has to keep away from Mengyao and tell sister-in-law Zhang to put away everything that can hurt Mengyao and try not to leave her alone.

After saying goodbye to Mengyao, he calls Fu Yi and turns it off again. Tao FeiJin is very angry. He thinks for a long time and sends a text message. Mengyao suffers from prenatal depression.

Needless to say, if Fu Yi cared about Mengyao, he would try to understand the horror of this symptom.

Mengyao is lying on the couch in her bedroom, staring at the ceiling, dazed.

In fact, on the second day of the wedding, her mood was not right, but she could control herself at that time. Recently, however, she couldn't control herself any more. Many times, she didn't want to control herself at all, just wanted to get angry.

After her mood calmed down, she would regret and wonder, but she didn't think about depression.

Mengyao is just innocent, but she is not a fool. Fu Yi is not on a business trip, she knows.

She also knows that Fu Yi is now at his mother's home in Canada, rather than claiming to be dealing with business.

Sometimes midnight dream back, she really hate themselves, hate themselves, why must know, if he has been silly to think that he went on a business trip, is not what depression.She felt abandoned, which made her wonder why? She repeatedly recalled that she and Fu Yi got along bit by bit, and there was no sign that Fu Yi hated her, but why did she fall into such a situation?

Especially recently, he didn't make a single phone call and didn't get any news.

Countless times, Mengyao thought of death. Perhaps only death can be extricated, only death, it will not be like now so worried about gain and loss, pain tangled.

Only dead, time will be fixed in the sweet moment, rather than now all kinds of unbearable loneliness and uneasiness.

Death is a beautiful word.

Mengyao laughs coldly. She doesn't believe a word of what Tao FeiJin says. She had a terrible premonition that Fu Yi would not come back.

Would you be sad if I died? She murmured to herself.

Or perhaps, you will feel, is a relief.

She chuckled, walked slowly to the balcony and stepped over the railing.

Mr. Ruan celebrated his birthday with a grand banquet. The clothes are fragrant and the wine is mixed.

Before, Fu Yi insisted on marrying Meng Yao, and Ruan was furious. Until Ruan qingdie told him that it was only for the sake of children and that he would divorce after giving birth to children, he said nothing more.

But when facing Fu Yi, his face was not pretty.

When Zhou Biying came with a bunch of flowers, she was just seeing this scene. She chuckled, "grandfather Ruan, on a happy day, who is going to make you unhappy? You tell Biying, and Biying will take it out for you. "

Fu Yi saw that Zhou Biying had come and had already left.

Mr. Ruan has always been fond of Zhou Biying. At first, Ruan qingdie always felt that Zhou Biying was not beautiful enough to be worthy of her son. But now, compared with Chu Mengyao, she felt that Zhou Biying was also very good. She was dignified and generous, and the two families were well matched.

What's more, if there are other women around her son, it's easy to forget Chu Mengyao.

The old man has always liked Zhou Biying, so he can please him and count her with one stone.

So she went forward and said to Zhou Biying with a smile, "Biying, Fu Yi is not very well recently. She can't drink much. Can you take care of him tonight?"

Zhou Biying is not as elated as Ruan qingdie thought. In fact, she is still scared when she thinks about the last wedding. She speaks with great expectation, "aunt, it's not that I don't want to help you, but The misunderstanding last time, Fu Yi, he... "

That said, Zhou Biying's eyes flashed a trace of eagerness, but she couldn't hide Ruan qingdie. She patted Zhou Biying's hand, and her smile deepened. "You said it was a misunderstanding, don't worry, Fu Yi is not so careful."

"Besides," she looked at her son and Zhou Biying, "that Chu Mengyao is pregnant with Fu Yi's child, and Fu Yi has no way to marry her..."

Zhou Biying's eyes brightened.

Ruan qingdie continued: "when Chu Mengyao gives birth to a child, they will divorce."

Zhou Biying was pleasantly surprised, but she didn't say anything.

Ruan qingdie had to add a fire, "Biying, your grandfather Ruan always likes you. If you were his granddaughter-in-law, he didn't know how happy he was."

Zhou Biying finally smiles. She looks at Ruan qingdie, and her words stop.

Ruan qingdie felt a little impatient, and forced herself to endure, "Fu Yi is such a cold child. However, I can see that he has a good feeling for you in his heart."

Zhou Biying thought about it, and finally nodded, "since my aunt said so, I'm not as respectful as obeying orders. You can rest assured that I will take care of Fu Yi for you."

She brought a glass of water with a smile and went to Fu Yi.

The hall was a little stuffy. Fu Yi went to the balcony to breathe. He wanted to go back to get a glass of water to drink. Suddenly, a glass stretched out in front of him. He turned his head and was facing a gentle smile.

When Fu Yi saw Zhou Biying, he frowned slightly and his eyes were cold.

Zhou Biying did not retreat at all. She stood shoulder to shoulder with Fu Yi. "What happened in the hotel last time was actually a misunderstanding." She's straight to the point.

Fu Yi is noncommittal. He looks into the distance with deep eyes. He doesn't know what he is thinking.

Zhou Biying followed his eyes and said with a smile, "do you remember that piece of grass? We used to play there when we were kids. "

"I've played there. It's like I didn't have you." Coldly put down this sentence, Fu Yi returned to the hall.

Zhou Biying secretly annoyed that she was still young when she moved here. She really couldn't play with these big boys. She just wanted to make up with them. She didn't expect that he was so ruthless.

When relatives saw Fu Yi, they all gathered around.

A cousin asked, "why didn't you see your wife?"

"She didn't come because she wasn't feeling well."

"Oh," the cousin thought about it, and suddenly realized, "I'm pregnant. That's a good thing."

"It's been seven months and six days." Fu Yi blurted out. Although he was not with her, he counted the days every day.My cousin laughed, "that's really congratulations. When the old man's birthday is over, you should go back to accompany her, right?"

Fu Yi's face turned pale and his eyes were slightly cold.

My sister-in-law didn't seem to see it, and she was still talking about it, "women are very afraid of having children, especially the first child. It's better for her husband to accompany her."