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Xiaoyi, is there anything wrong?

In a trance, Chu Mengyao also lost consciousness.

When she woke up, she was already in bed. All she smelled at the tip of her nose was disinfectant. Her left arm is dribbling, bit by bit into her blood vessels. All she could think of was the picture before she was in a coma, feeling her abdomen nervously. But the abdomen is only gauze, there are bursts of pain, all of a sudden flat.

Kid, where's the kid? All of a sudden, her thoughts returned to the moment before the accident, and her heart became tense.

Although Chu Mengyao felt pain in her lower abdomen, she still held on and wanted to get out of bed.

At this time, the door of the ward opened and the nurse came in. She was surprised to see her like this. "How can you get out of bed now and get up quickly?" The nurse put down the tray and helped her back to the hospital bed

The nurse saw that there was blood backflow in her infusion tube, adjusted the infusion speed, and repeatedly told her, "don't move, you see the blood is backflow. Next time you need to get out of bed, put your hands down

"Where's my baby?" Chu Mengyao's voice trembled. She looked at the nurse nervously.

The nurse focused on adjusting the infusion tube and the speed. Instead of answering her question, she handed her a thermometer and said, "take your temperature."

She did not speak, but let Chu Mengyao is more nervous, "you quickly tell me, the child? Where's my baby? "

The nurse looked up at her and said, "you just came out of the intensive care unit. Pay attention to your mood. Your body is still very weak..."

Seeing that the nurse didn't answer her question directly, Chu Mengyao was more and more upset. She was afraid and didn't dare to think about it. The only thing she remembers is that before she lost consciousness, Xiaoyi almost didn't move. She clenched her lips, her voice trembled, and begged, "can you tell me, my baby? Is he good? "

Did the nurse wrinkle? She was trying to say something. The door of the ward opened, and sister-in-law Wang came in with a thermos bucket. When she saw Chu Mengyao lying on the bed, she was very happy and said, "Miss, are you awake?"

The nurse reached out and handed the thermometer to Mrs. Wang. "You should remember to take her temperature. I'll come later." After that, the nurse left the ward.

"Sister Wang, where's the baby?" The nurse's evasive attitude made Chu Mengyao uneasy, and she asked eagerly.

Smell speech, Wang sister-in-law's brow also wrinkled up, the facial expression is very ugly, she puts the heat preservation bucket on the cupboard, "young lady, I pour some water for you to drink!"

Seeing that they all avoided this problem, Chu Mengyao was extremely upset. She felt that the wound on her lower abdomen was even more painful. The child is taken out by caesarean section obviously, the child of 8 months premature delivery, should be in constant temperature box?

"Mrs. Wang, tell me where the baby is and where he is?"

Seeing that Chu Mengyao repeatedly asked this question, Wang's sister-in-law couldn't resist, "the child suffocated because of lack of oxygen The doctor rescued them, but they didn't keep them. "

Hearing Wang's words, Chu Mengyao's mind was blank. She whispered, "impossible, impossible..." Her hands still fell on her belly, and her high abdomen was flat now. "He was good before." Her heart is very uncomfortable, she can't accept such a result, "sister-in-law Wang, you are joking with me, right?"

"Miss, you are so young that the children will have them in the future." Wang sister-in-law is very gentle comfort, "your body just finished the operation, now is still in the month, don't cry, bad for your eyes."

It's too painful. The pain like the waves fills Chu Mengyao's nerves. She can't think about Xiaoyi who has been in her stomach for eight months. She talks to Xiaoyi every day and feels his fetal movement. At that time, during the fetal examination, the doctor said that he developed very well. Even yesterday was good, but now

She fainted at the thought.

When Chu Mengyao wakes up again, it's already dusk. Her eyes are dazed and staring at the ceiling.

"Have some soup, miss." Mrs. Wang handed her the bowl of soup.

She did not move, still in a daze.

"Miss, you've just given birth and you're weak. Make up for it." Wang Sao Quan said.

"Is the baby a man or a woman?" Chu Mengyao suddenly asked.

When Mrs. Wang heard her say this, she could only reply in a low voice, "it's a girl."

Chu Mengyao's tears slide down her face. Xiaoyi is a lovely girl. She works so hard when she moves. When she grows up, she has a lively personality.

"Sister Wang, I want to see the baby." Chu Mengyao cried out.

Mrs. Wang didn't know how to answer, she could only comfort her in a soft voice, "I'll ask the doctor again."

Soon, the nurse came into the ward, "the family has already signed it."

"What does it mean to deal with it? How did you deal with it? " Chu Mengyao only felt that her mind was blank, and her hand was tightly holding the sheet."Generally, dead babies are treated as medical waste and burned." The nurse said it was business.

Hearing the word burning, Chu Mengyao got excited and cried: "who gave you the right to do this? Who agreed? "

Thinking of her August pregnant child burning like this, Chu Mengyao collapsed and cried, "I'm the mother of the child. I didn't agree. Who has so much right to sign and dispose of the child?"

How can the hospital dispose of the child so rashly? She is the mother of the child. She didn't see the side of the child, so she handled the child so easily, and still used the burning method. It's too much.

"You give me back my child, give me back..." Chu Mengyao is out of control.

No way, a few nurses to pull her forward, just put her on the bed. Chu Mengyao's face was full of tears, and she yelled fiercely, "you give my child back to me!" She kept crying and making a lot of noise. In the end, there was no way. The doctor gave her the notice, which was signed "Ruan qingdie".

Seeing that name, Chu Mengyao suddenly fainted.

In her dream, she held a child in her arms, and the child sobbed in a low voice. Behind her is the rolling flood, she holds the child desperately to run forward. When she ran tired, looked down, the child's face has become dark blue, no breathing. She cried loudly. The flood came to her in an instant and rolled a big wave in the water. She struggled in the water and unconsciously let go of the child. She wanted to catch the child's clothes again, but she was wrapped in the waves

This dream made her collapse. She always felt that it was her fault to lose Xiaoyi.

The night before the accident, she felt uncomfortable. Xiaoyi's fetal movement was abnormal. She was very uncomfortable, but she decided to go to Ko group to find Fu Yi

How can she ignore the baby for her little emotion, and have to ask Fu Yi to understand. At that time, if she didn't go to find Fu Yi, but went to the hospital to have a physical examination, Xiao Yi would not leave her in such a hurry. Her dear baby, the world disappeared before she could have a look at it.

It is because of her willfulness, her stubbornness that such things happen. It's all her fault that makes Xiaoyi leave her. She killed her baby.

She did not see the baby's appearance, she failed to hold the baby, kiss the baby, so the baby left her world. She's such an incompetent mother.

She's the baby's executioner.

At night, as cold as water, Mrs. Wang fell asleep.

Chu Mengyao holding a fruit knife, numb across the left wrist, she has numbness, can not feel the pain of the wound, looking at the wrist blood column, she suddenly feel relieved.

Knife, land.

She lay on the bed, looking at the ceiling, vaguely see a chubby baby. With a smile on her lips, she whispered, "baby, mom's here to accompany you."

Hazy, she seems to return to the moment of the accident, he protected her, his face blood column, she held him crying, the three of them, together.

Then, dimly, she seemed to hear Mrs. Wang's piercing scream. Then, a lot of people crowded into the room. Then, she was unconscious.

When Chu Mengyao wakes up again, she just stares at the ceiling. She seems to have lost her strength. Her hands are habitually placed on the top of her abdomen. It seems that the baby hasn't left.

"Miss woke up," Mrs. Wang's eyebrows stretched out, and her tense mood relaxed a lot. She couldn't help wiping away the tears around her eyes, "but I was scared."

Chu Mengyao slowly opened her eyes, feeling a little dizzy, looking at the ceiling straight, very at a loss.

"Miss, you must be open-minded. You are still young." Mrs. Wang comforted her in a soft voice, her eyes red.

"It's my fault. It's all my fault. I hurt the baby." Chu Mengyao reproached herself for a while. Her face turned white and full of remorse.

"How can I blame you for that? Who would have thought of a car accident? You've been under the car for a long time, for hours... " Wang Sao mentioned this matter, or a burst of fear. She is cleaning the villa, suddenly received a call from Chu Dong, saying that Mengyao had a car accident. Her heart is still beating.

Chu Mengyao shook her head with a bitter smile. She looked at the white gauze on her left wrist and felt sad. She suddenly slapped the edge of the bed, feeling very excited, "why do you want to save me, let me die."

"Miss!" Mrs. Wang quickly stepped forward and pressed Chu Mengyao's left hand. The gauze oozed blood.

Chu Mengyao tears involuntarily flow down, her mood is very excited, especially desperate, really have a kind of life is not like death.

Seeing her painful appearance, sister-in-law Wang was not feeling well, and her tears also came down. "Miss, you have to be open. If the child is gone, there is no fate. Even if it is forced to stay, there is no result."

"Sister Wang, it's my fault. It's my fault that I lost my child." Chu Mengyao felt that her heart was empty, and that's what she said repeatedly.