Ten years ago, Haiqing denounced aiting. Time has changed. So far, aiting still deeply remembers Haiqing's eyes and tone.
Yes, she is not worthy of being an orphan! You grew up in an orphanage, and Shangguan is a scholarly child. He is a top-notch child since he was a child. No matter his life experience or background, they are so different.
Later, Shangguan went abroad, and AI Ting has been avoiding Shangguan.
The last time we met was at Chu Mengyao's wedding. Since then, the two people have been in touch, but there are only a few. As time goes by, they all grow up to be big children, mature and have their own lives. The feeling when she was a child has disappeared, without the kind of speechless, and will not be as intimate as ever, but aiting did not expect that, after the precipitation of time, Haiqing is still so disgusted with herself.
Aiting wandered in the street for a long time, and her mind was always in a mess. Then she went home and fell asleep.
Some people can only live in memory forever, dare not think of but repeatedly remember, want to forget but always remember again, how can you forget what happened?
But Shangguan's family also burst the pot, Haiqing sternly scolded: "Shangguan, if you dare to see aiting today, then you don't go back to this family! Don't struggle any more. I tell you, AI Ting already has a boyfriend
"Ma, what are you talking about? Have you ever looked for AI Ting? " Shangguan was very displeased to hear his mother say so.
Haiqing sarcastic tone said: "how about looking for her? If I don't go to her, I will know these things? You've been fooled and you're still enjoying it
Shangguan's face darkened and he said, "Mom, I don't know why you interfere in my life? I'm so old, don't I have the right to make friends? "
In Shangguan's family, what kind of friends Shangguan wants to make and what kind of people he wants to be with must be examined through Haiqing's eyes before he can communicate with each other. If Haiqing doesn't like this person, I'm sorry. Soon Shangguan won't be able to deal with this person. If Shangguan doesn't listen to his mother Haiqing's advice, then Haiqing will find this person and hurt others with verbal violence, so that they don't come to Shangguan again. Even when the Chu family had an accident, Haiqing directly refused to let Shangguan have any contact with Chu Mengyao. His mother's behavior for so many years made Shangguan feel very upset that she did not have freedom, but there was no way to compete with her mother.
"I interfere with you? Look at the people around you? Do you know AI Ting? What's the matter with a man in the show business? What's the matter with a clean man? Who's not the one who's been sneaked? Besides, since childhood, aiting has been an orphan, an ill bred child! " Haiqing is excited in a moment, and AI Ting is not a simple woman.
Shangguan was in a hurry and replied, "Mom!" Suddenly, his face turned pale.
"Is a woman like her worthy of you? Still want to seduce you, dream Haiqing not only did not convergence, but continue to intensify the reprimand from aiting.
"She's not that kind of person!" Shangguan retorted.
"She's not that kind of person? What kind of person is she? You have such an attitude towards your mother for her Haiqing was about to explode in situ at this time, and his tone was very unhappy. He continued to ask, "tell me, does she like you?"
Shangguan was stunned and didn't answer for a long time.
"I'm your mother! Don't forget who gave birth to you, raised you and educated you! Now you're yelling at your mother for a woman? " Haiqing said to show the great injustice.
"Mom, stop it!" Shangguan replied with a sigh.
Haiqing was also silent. After the Shangguan was silent for a long time, he said, "Mom, don't blame AI ting. Is all this her fault! It's my problem... " Shangguan's brows were tightly twisted together.
Haiqing was stunned by his son's words, or rather surprised.
Shangguan continued: "I provoked AI Ting first. I approached Chu Mengyao at her wedding and contacted her actively! Everything is my problem, I didn't manage myself well, provoked aiting! Mom, don't blame aiting indiscriminately any more. She's not the kind of woman you call her! She is a good girl Shangguan tries to defend AI ting.
"Shangguan, don't forget! You are my son of Haiqing! Without my permission, does she want to enter the official family? Dream Haiqing is still reluctant.
"Mom, I'm no longer a child. I've grown up now. I have the right to choose my own happiness! I have the right to choose my own marriage Shangguan contradicted his mother for the first time.
"No way! You are absolutely impossible without my permission Haiqing roared in a stern tone.
Shangguan ignored his mother's rebuke and left home.
"You stand there for me!" Haiqing roared behind him, but Shangguan didn't pay attention to his mother and didn't look back.
"Shangguan, if you go out of this house, you will never come back to this house!" This is the last mace of Haiqing. She can only use this way to force her son to choose.But this time, Shangguan walked out of the door, closed the door tightly, and left home without looking back.
Haiqing is very surprised at his son's way of doing, did not expect that now his son can give up for an AI ting and raise his mother. Haiqing's heart is painfully pumping.
Aimlessly, aiting wanders alone for a long time. She doesn't know when she is picked up by Tao FeiJin, and then the car stops at the downstairs of the apartment.
Over the years, AI Ting has been wandering alone, bearing the loneliness, helplessness, being scolded and spurned by others. AI Ting has been responsible for her own life. For these trivial things, AI Ting always laughs, does not ask, does not say, does not explain, does not refute. Even after that day, AI Ting can leave calmly. I shut myself up in a narrow space to treat my wound alone, but now, all the past events are revealed again, just like the scar of aiting. Aiting feels terrible, and the whole person is numb to confusion and suffocation.
Along the way, Tao FeiJin and AI Ting are silent. Tao FeiJin wants to comfort AI Ting, but he doesn't dare to speak. Then he hands AI ting a bottle of mineral water. AI Ting is so surprised that she doesn't take the bottle of water and lights a cigarette.
Tao FeiJin doesn't allow AI ting to smoke, but AI Ting can't find a way to vent at this time. AI Ting, who treats Tao FeiJin arrogantly and bad tempered, is gone.
AI Ting low voice, this time she did not cry, also did not make, very calm tone said: "just smoke a cigarette! Just one cigarette
AI Ting's condition looks very bad. Her face is very pale, which makes Tao FeiJin feel helpless for a while. Finally, she doesn't refuse AI Ting's request and gives her a cigarette.
For so many years, aiting has been longing for a hug, a haven, a shoulder and a sense of security. But while she is longing for a hug, aiting is covered with spines.
AI Ting took the cigarette, lit it, and sucked her eyes into her lungs. In the dark, the torch of a cigarette end lit up for a long time.
AI Ting didn't speak all the time, and her brows were frowning tightly. Later, AI Ting looked a little better after she smoked. Tao FeiJin asked, "because of your past, you fell in love with smoking?"
AI Ting did not answer.
Drinking women have worries, smoking women have stories. Behind every woman is an unforgettable past.
At this time, AI Ting thinks that there is no one worse than herself in the world. In her eyes, there are many people in the world. No matter who she is, everyone can be happy. Only she, AI Ting, can't be happy. She doesn't even deserve happiness! Her past used to be a mystery in Tao FeiJin's eyes. Tao FeiJin was very curious about AI Ting's past. Now after all the scars have been uncovered, Tao FeiJin feels sorry for the woman in front of her.
She should not bear so much pain, she should be a loved child, rather than a heroine dressed in thorns.
Tao FeiJin starts to think about problems from the perspective of AI ting. Tao FeiJin sees AI Ting's pain and her scars. She wants to hold the woman in front of her, but she holds back. He wants to give AI ting a big comfort, but he doesn't know what to say. Tao FeiJin understands that comforting others can never be her own, and the biggest comfort is nothing Aiting thinks that the comfort she gives herself always works much better.
AI Ting smokes the cigarette that the fingertip holds, did not say a word for a long time. I sigh deeply all the time, watching the dark curtain fall in this city, AI Ting is lonely. This city is very big, but lonely people always go home late. In this city full of lights, AI Ting still has no home, and she is wandering everywhere. No one can feel AI Ting's loneliness. She has been lonely since childhood and numb since she grew up. Now she can't help but live here An inch of land belongs to aiting. Aiting longs to have a home, but the word home is nothing more than extravagance for aiting. Everything is just extravagance.
AI Ting shed tears. The tears were like the flood of breaking a dike. Tao FeiJin didn't say a word in the driver's seat, and then handed over a piece of toilet paper.
AI Ting took this piece of toilet paper, tears more, she wants to cry out her inner pain, all these can not be expressed in words of pain. How many people understand AI Ting's insincere words, how many people can break through AI Ting's forced smile, even her disguise
Tao FeiJin approaches AI ting and wants to hold the woman, but in exchange for AI Ting's cold answer. "Please stay away from me, I'm very dirty..." It's obvious that aiting's hands are shaking violently