Shen Qingqing tightly clutched the belt of the bag, and her heart was full of hesitation and helplessness.
Next, what should she do? Now I have no money, let alone anything else, it's difficult to maintain the normal life of my family.
At this time, she thought of the man and the baby in her stomach.
After biting her teeth, Shen Qingqing dials the housekeeper's phone again and says her request in embarrassment: "Hello, can I advance a sum of money first..."
the housekeeper refuses without thinking about it. "Miss Shen, everything is done according to the contract. We have paid the deposit, and the rest can only be paid after the child is born."
"But, I --" Shen Qingqing felt embarrassed and helpless again, but his words were interrupted by the housekeeper.
"The young master is very busy. It's impossible to pay attention to this kind of thing. We have our own principles. I hope Miss Shen can understand." The steward's tone was official without a trace of emotion.
Shen Qingqing's heart pressed down heavy stone, hang up the phone, she again received the school's payment notice.
Two days later, after careful consideration, Shen Qingqing knew that she didn't have a lot of money to continue her studies and couldn't make ends meet.
She finally submitted an application for suspension to the school, and even though the teachers and professors repeatedly urged her to stay, she still resolutely went through the formalities.
Seven months later, in the delivery room of the hospital, Shen Qingqing ushered in the most painful day of her life.
"Ah..."
The bright lights on her head and the cold medical equipment made her tremble, but she clenched her teeth, but still could not suppress the sound of pain.
"Seven months premature, ready for labor." The doctor said something to the nurse.
Shen Qingqing's head has been full of sweat, the doctor said to her: "hold on, don't faint."
Then, her legs were separated, and her lower body was cold. At the same time, with unbearable pain and tearing, she bit her lower lip tightly. The outer skin had been bitten by her, and blood flowed from the lips.
I don't know how many hours have passed and the production is still not over.
The doctor shook his head helplessly: "the physical quality is too bad, malnutrition, dystocia is inevitable."
Shen Qingqing couldn't help but feel acid at the tip of her nose, and her tears kept rolling in her eyes.
Even at such an important moment in her life, Shen Qingqing was still alone.
She did not know how long it would last, but felt endless despair and pain.
It's like walking in the gate of death...
after a near death, the child was finally born safely, while Shen Qingqing was already dead and stiff in bed.
The whole person is like a broken line puppet suffering from a serious illness, losing all his soul and vitality.
"It's a boy, malnourished..." the nurse held a small ball and whispered.
Shen Qingqing couldn't hold on and fainted.
When she woke up again, she was alone in the ward. When the nurse came in, she found that she had woken up and removed the drip for her.
"Hello, where's my child?" Shen Qingqing asked in a low voice, with some weakness in her hoarse voice.
The nurse was stunned and said, "I was carried away when I was just born."
For a moment, Shen Qingqing's heart could not help clapping. Although she had expected it, she did not expect that she had not even seen the boy, so she completely separated from him.
"Baby..." Shen Qingqing put her palm on her belly. It was once high and there was a lively little life in it, but now it is as flat as usual.
A tear from the corner of her eye, fell on the white sheet, rendering a small piece of gray
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