After having dinner next door, I went home, turned on the light and sat on the bed where I used to sleep.
The wattage of the light bulb at home is not very large, so the room looks very dark.
Life today, although life has improved a lot, but every time thinking about the past, always feel so much regret.
She looked at the empty room and her tears came back.
When my grandfather passed away, the older generation said that everything he had before his life would be burned and brought to him for use there.
Originally, there was nothing in the house, so a burning, it was really empty.
She stood up, went to open the door and looked out.
It's getting late and every family has closed their doors.
Rural families, no entertainment at night, go to bed early.
Now only occasionally can you hear the dog barking outside, and then you don't know where the wind blows.
Thinking about standing here for a long time, he wrapped up his clothes, turned around to go in, turned off the light and went to sleep.
Maybe it was because she didn't sleep well and had a lot of dreams.
The dream inside and outside the dream is also a little unclear.
I dream of my grandfather, I dream of my grandfather, I dream of marrying Chi Yu, and I dream of getting a divorce certificate.
Finally, I dreamt of a child standing in front of her and asked her why she was crying.
I don't know whether I cry or not. I just know that I hear the voice of the child. My heart aches.
The child can't see the face clearly, but want to come, should be a beautiful little guy.
I wake up and look outside. The sky is just shining.
However, in the countryside, every family goes to bed early and gets up early. At this time, other people's chimneys will smoke.
Considering that there is nothing at home, I can only simply clean up and go to the village's canteen to buy some.
The boss of the snack shop was old. He got up early in the morning to feed the chickens and ducks. When he saw the thought coming, he was startled, "isn't this Xiaonian? When did you come back?"
Miss said hello with a smile, and then said, "I went down yesterday and came back. I've been cleaning up my house."
The boss also knew that he was thinking about coming back this time. There was a man at home and out of the house. He sighed, "it's coming back to visit your grandfather's grave. Alas, it's pathetic."
I don't know who is pitiful.
Thinking about buying some food, but also bought yellow paper and Yin notes, before leaving, I heard the boss mumble, "how come the man didn't come back, don't you look down on this small place?"
Think about sipping your mouth as if you didn't hear it.
Carrying things just returned home, the phone rang, care to see, is Meng Chang.
She quickly picked up, Meng Chang there voice with worry, "Xiaonian, you home."
I thought about it for a moment, "I arrived yesterday, I had a rest all night, and I went to worship my grandfather today."
Meng sighed, "you've been tossing around for several days on this road, and you must be miserable to death."
It doesn't matter if you feel uncomfortable.
Thinking about the things in Meng Chang's shop, Meng Chang laughed, "I'm here. Don't worry about it. I'm very good now. I can handle everything from inside to outside. You can stay at home for a long time without worrying about it."
He licked his lips and said, "thank you."
Meng Chang hehe, "thank me for what I'm doing. I'm really happy to be with you in this store. I don't have any skills. If I go out to find a job, I can't find anything decent. In addition, I like to fiddle with these things. I feel very happy here."
Thinking of a breath out, I heard Meng Chang say, "by the way, my family arranged a blind date for me. I'll go to have a look today, and then I'll take a photo for you. You can help me to advise."
"Blind date? You're not old enough. You're not old enough. "
Meng Chang ouch, "as for, how not, I can only rely on home to find me now, I am sure I can't do it myself."
Remember, Meng Chang before those actions, clearly is in the heart of a person, how in a twinkling of an eye, to go on a blind date.
After a pause for a long time, he said, "if you are on a blind date, your emotional foundation may not be so stable at the beginning. You can only say that you can cultivate slowly in the later stage. You should be prepared mentally."
"I have." Meng Chang directly replied, "I really want to have someone around me now. In fact, I don't care so much about who it is. I may be the kind you said before. I'm lonely, but I think I'm not a bad girl. If that person treats me well, I'll also have feelings."
Miss also can't say blind date really can't, so nodded, "you have a sense of propriety in your heart, don't aggrieve yourself."
Meng Chang for a moment, and then said with care about the recent things in the store, and then there will go out to the store, also hung up the phone.
After cooking noodles, I cleaned up the yard and went out with my things.There are many mountains around this small village. Most people who have died are directly buried in the mountains.
The road is a little far, half way, pregnant anti came up, thinking about squatting on the side of the road a pass retch, vomit his dizziness.
It may be this time that heartache comes.
She covered her face and wiped away her tears.
After a while, he went on to the mountain.
Because the speed is not fast, so the time spent is a little long. I feel it's noon before I start to go up the mountain.
Then the mobile phone rang, thinking of leaning against a tree, panting to connect the phone, there is the voice of Chi Yu, "are you up?"
"I've been up for a long time. I've finished my meal."
The pool met Oh, there is a little noise, bustling.
I didn't care so much about it. I looked up at the mountain and said, "I don't want to talk to you. I still have something on my side."
Chi Yu said, "it's time for me."
He was stunned and didn't understand Chi Yu's meaning. However, Chi Yu immediately reminded her to pay more attention to her body and so on, and then hung up the phone.
Miss slowly put away the mobile phone, continue to go up the mountain.
Gu's tomb is very simple. It's different from that in big cities. The tomb here is a small earth bag. Where can we get a tombstone.
There is a wooden board on the top of the small earth bag, which is written with the names of the world.
Date of birth none of these.
I remember my grandfather's graveyard and looked for it.
But the rain washes, that small earth bag all wants to be invisible, fortunately also has a simple tombstone in.
Miss just saw that small grave bag to cry.
The pain in my heart.
She slowly went over and put down the things in her hand. "Grandpa, I've come to see you."
She couldn't hold back, crying out, "I'm divorced, but Chi Yu gave me a lot of things to make up for me. I have a lot of money now, and I'm living a good life."
She choked. "I also I have children. "
The wind on the mountain was a little strong, and the leaves clattered.
After that, he could not speak, and he only knelt down in front of the grave and cried.
So I don't know how long I cried, and then I wiped my tears. "If only you were alive, I would show you my child. You like children so much."
She took out the yellow paper, put it on the fire and burned it one by one. "My mother came back some time ago and asked for my phone. She said she missed me very much. But I don't want them. I don't need them. If you leave, I don't need anyone else. I can do it alone."
She said, "I'll take my baby and stay here for you. I'm not going anywhere."