Ning Xuan kept holding Xu Qingyou's hand. Xu Qingyou was embarrassed that his action was too obvious and pulled his hand back. He always held his hand and followed him out of the inpatient department.
When walking towards the parking lot, Ning Xuan still didn't let go.
Xu Qingyou felt that her palms were sweating. She couldn't help it. "Well... You don't have to hold it."
Ning Xuan looked down at the hand he held with Xu Qingyou. Instead of loosening it, he pinched it tighter.
Xu Qingyou's face warmed up again.
It's said that he hasn't let go. What do you mean?
They went all the way to the car. Ning Xuan released his hand.
Xu Qingyou quickly rubbed his hand on his clothes. It was too much sweat.
Ning Xuan didn't get on the bus right away, but stood next to him and felt out the cigarette box.
Xu Qingyou frowned and reminded, "don't smoke. It's outside now."
I don't know if someone will secretly take a picture. If it is spread, it won't cause any uproar, but his reputation is not very good after all. It's better not to add more trouble.
Ning Xuan gave a meal and looked at Xu Qingyou in the twinkling of an eye. He was very obedient and put the cigarette box back.
He put his hands in his pockets and still didn't want to get on the bus.
Xu Qingyou thought for a while and said, "if you feel uncomfortable, say it. It's easy to have problems if you hold it."
Ning Xuan sneered, "it's hard to bear. It's not enough. I've always been like this with him. I just think it's funny. He has delayed many people's lives. Up to now, he thinks it's introspection, but it's still not enough in my opinion."
It's not enough. Other people Xu Qingyou don't know, but she saw what life Ning's mother lived.
Really good life is ruined.
What Ning Bang said just now is really not painful.
Maybe people like him, even if they reflect on themselves, do not deeply understand their mistakes.
He may just admit it verbally and want to turn over all those things in the past.
Even if such a man is Ning Xuan's father, Xu Qingyou can't give him high marks.
She sighed, "this is also something that can't be helped. He may be that kind of temperament. At this age, he has formed a character all his life. No one else can make him change."
Xu Qingyou doesn't know why. She thinks of her father.
Her feelings for Xu Fu are very complicated.
Xu's father didn't do much in his life, and his position in the family was not high. He was suppressed by Xu's mother everywhere.
He is very kind to Xu Qingyou, but in the face of Xu's mother's son preference and continuous squeezing of Xu Qingyou, he can only pretend to be deaf and dumb.
Xu Qingyou has complained about Xu's father's inaction in the family more than once.
I hope he can change a little, even if only a little, and take on the responsibility of being a father.
But there was no way. No matter how many times she said it, Xu's father was the weak side in the face of Xu's mother.
This may be determined by a person's character. After more than half of his life, everything has been determined, which can not be changed by others in three or two sentences.
Ning Xuan blew the wind for a while, and he was in a better mood. Then he got on the bus.
He didn't really want to go home, because if he came home, Ning's mother would certainly take him to ask East and West.
He doesn't want to say anything related to Ning Bang now.
So Ning Xuan drove to Zhang Xuzhi's club.
He called Zhang Xuzhi on the way. It's a coincidence that Zhang Xuzhi is right over there at the club.
He was very happy when he heard that Ning Xuan came, "come on, I'm here now, I'll wait for you."
After hanging up, Xu Qingyou asked, "don't you call home?"
Ning's mother is estimated to be waiting for them at home. Although Ning's mother is light, she still has a little obsession about Ning bang.
She should really want to know about Ning bang.
Ning Xuan said not to call first, and then said after a while, "if she does, she must ask on the phone. I don't know how to tell her."
Except for Ning Bang's self reflection, there seems to be no way to tell Ning's mother about the words he just talked to Ning bang.
And Ning Bang's self reflection is not necessarily sincere.
So after thinking about it, Ning Xuan still didn't want to tell Ning's mother what had just happened in the hospital.
There is really no nutritious part.
When Xu Qingyou heard Ning Xuan say so, he said, "I was just thinking about how to tell her if my aunt asks after going home."
Especially after hearing that Ning Bang blamed Ning's mother for breaking up, she was speechless at that time.
Ning Xuan sighed and didn't speak. He just drove towards Zhang Xuzhi's club.
When he got there, Zhang Xuzhi waited at the door of the club. In broad daylight, the club had no business. It was very cold inside. Everyone was lazy and wandering around.
Zhang Xuzhi was very happy to see Ning Xuan coming with Xu Qingyou. He waved to them, "come on, come on, come in."
After the last meal, Xu Qingyou almost knew Zhang Xuzhi's temperament.
She smiled at Zhang Xuzhi, then raised her hand and put on Ning Xuan's arm and entered the club together.
Tea, cakes and fruits have been prepared in the hall of the club. Zhang Xuzhi took them to sit down. "Why are you two here and passing by?"
Without waiting for Ning Xuan's answer, he continued, "I didn't want to come here today. Xiao Ru of our family has always said that I dazed her at home and kicked me out. I have no place to go. I just want to hide here for a while. You say it's a coincidence that you came."
After this sentence, Zhang Xuzhi laughed and patted his thigh, exaggerating as much as possible.
Xu Qingyou wanted to laugh at Zhang Xuzhi's appearance. There was no reason why he was so happy and infected by him.
Those uncomfortable feelings just pressed in my heart seem to be gone.
Zhang Xuzhi finished laughing, then looked at Ning Xuan, "you two come out, where's aunt?"
Ning Xuan said, "she's still at home. She's probably resting."
Zhang Xuzhi nodded, remembered the question he had just asked, and repeated, "what were you two doing just now? You can't really pass by me?"
"No." Ning Xuan opened his mouth and told the truth, "I went to the hospital just now and looked at the old man."
One of Zhang Xu's eyes stared, and he was interested. "You two went together? Who are there in the hospital? Is there no one else?"
Ning Xuan took a breath. "There was no one else. He was alone in the hospital. We both went there and came out in a few minutes."
Zhang Xuzhi thought for a moment and leaned a little towards Ning Xuan. "What's the matter? Quarreling with the old man?"
Ning Xuan chuckled, "what's the noise? What's so noisy?"
He shook his head and continued, "I didn't quarrel. I chatted calmly. I found that what we said is still not on the same line. For so many years, I haven't been able to say more words. You say..."
He looked at Zhang Xuzhi. "How did I come to his house?"
Ning Xuan's tone was a little smiling, which seemed to be joking, but Xu Qingyou sitting next to him suddenly felt a little sad.
She had thought about such a problem when she was young.
Why was she born into the Xu family? If she went to a different family, maybe her life would not be so oppressive.
It's just such an idea. It's just blocking yourself.
There is no way to choose reincarnation. No one can choose their parents.
This is life.